社会新鲜人

终于，熬过去了...打从学院毕业以后，就一直不想继续念书。总是觉得，我不是读书的料子，再加上自己的英文，是超级有限公司...因此，我一直都很讨厌继续念书...

这三年，为了要毕业，花尽心思去做作业。甚至，还做了很多很反常的举动。就比如，为了考试而读书做笔记...为了做作业而不断看参考读物...这一切，在学院时期，是找不到的...

上学期，当我考完最后一科的时候，是我最开心的时刻...终于不再需要为读书而读书了...也终于不再需要伸手向家人要钱了...可以用自己的双手挣钱回来，不是一件容易事。

下星期一，我就要正式上班了。这可是真正的第一份工作，三个月的试用期，相信可以很快度过。虽然不知道可以呆多久，但只要可以学东西，多久也无所谓吧！

我一直都认为自己很幸运。人生路上没有多大的风浪与阻扰。尽管是平平度过，也是精彩人生。就算是比上不足，比下有余也满足...

人就是这样，往往有无止境的欲望...虽说人因梦想而伟大，有目标人生才有意义...但人各有志，我目前只但求有一份稳定的工作...未来的日子，慢慢再说吧！

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他说好了要努力地拼，要用短短的半年时间做出成绩来，给所有人看...我什么也帮不上忙，只能够在身边默默地支持他，为他加油打气...他有一个很大很大的梦想要完成，因此现在需要付出很多很多的努力去实现...

过去听过无数激励讲座的我，是时候发挥我的演讲功力，在适当的时候激励他了！呵呵~~

未来的路还很长，也不知道会有什么样的结果...对于我这新鲜人来说，还是见步行步比较安全...

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接下来的日子会很忙碌...要加油！！！

日记?故事

冷冷的网路日记
看了一篇又一篇
没有感情
没有温度

部落格
是让21世纪的新新人类
发泄情绪的空间
没有干扰
没有阻碍

看了你的日记
又如何？
别人的故事
总是特别

网络
想要拉近距离
却让彼此更远

对着没有温度的键盘
输入一个个
没有温度的文字
张贴在
没有温度的网络

人也可以变得冷血
没有温度
别人的故事
别人的日记
也变得冷淡

MY CONVO~~

Finally, I can wear the gown with hood and mortar board!!! I've been studying for 5 yrs, just for a degree cert...The most important day that I'm looking forward to is comin soon...22nd July 2006...

The next thing is, I've already got a job...which is the company that I'm having my training now. My training ends at the 23rd June... My HR Manager had talked to me about offering me the post here, as a VIDEO EDITOR...

At least, I can learn a lot here..and I like the environment here...but how long can I stay here, that's still a question mark...No matter how...This is my first job...as my best fren said, make it for 1 yr, at least 1 yr...

For the past few years, my college life and uni life are so memorable...full of happiness and sadness...the most precious thing is friendship...which you cannot buy it...

In UCSI, I have a gang of friends, and my beloved lecturers...They are the best lecturers that I have ever met...They have spent a lot of time to teach me, make me clear on their subjects, help me on my assignments...especially my last semester...the Law, Seminar and Script Writing...these are more on paper work, and I have to hand up 13 assignments, 3000 words for each assignments...

The last semester is my toughest time...I really stressed and full of pressured...I remember I cried when I was writing the assignments, I nearly gave up...and collapsed...

Thank god...my lecturers were they encouraged me, my friends supporting me...and my piggy told me to stand strong...

At last, I have complete all my subjects...manage to stand on the stage...receive my degree cert...I feel very proud dy...although I'm not the 1st class student...but I'm the third class too...hehe...anyhow...I have passed all...

My MISSION COMPLETE!!!!!!

Congrat to myself...and congrat to all my friends who have their convo this year...a lot...Sze Herng, David, Eve, Dom etc...

MUACKS~~~big kisses for every fresh grads...

Football Fever

Yesterday was ESP vs UKR and GER vs POL...

A friend of mine was asking me which team I am supporting...hmm...a very good question...I told him..I DUNNO WOR...then...he "pengsan" liao...haha...

Seriously, I'm not a fans of any football team...I watch it just because my father watch it...and some more it's starts from 9pm, so usually I will watch the 1st match...

The reason tat I will know the result is because of Maxis...They send me the result of WC thru SMS every morning...which is free...

My friend is England Supporter...he said because Beckham is handsome...haha~~ then which team should I support? I still dun have any idea...

I JUST WATCH FOR FUN ONLY LA~~~

so dun ask me the same question again ya...I dunno which team to support...

AUS vs JPN 3 - 1

This is the conversation between a father and his daughter...

D: Father ya, Aus vs Jpn, which team will win in this match ya?
F: Dunno wor...

D: Aiyo, how come you dunno...you watch football for thousand yrs already...sure have some idea ma....
F: Should be Jpn la...

D: Why Japan?
F: Because Japan's coach is Zico ma...Zico from Brazil...very well known...

D: Then? Aus coach very lousy mer?
F: Aus trained by Russia coach ma...Russia not very well known in World Cup...

D: oh....ok lor...then I support Japan ya....hehe~~

26mins later....

D: Wah!!! Japan scored liao!!!!
D: But hor...How they scored ya?
F: You watched the replay la....
D: oh....

D: Japan block the goalkeeper wor...that's why he couldn't stop the ball...like this not consider fault mer? Just now you said cannot block other player wan ma...
F: The referee didn't see mah no fault la...
D: So cham mer...

2nd half...

D: Only left another half an hour...still Japan lead...Japan sure win de la... I wanna sleep liao...

The next day morning...

When the daughter read the newspaper...SHOCK!!! AUS vs JPN 3 - 1

D: Father ya!!! Why Aus win ya???
F: Yesterday you got watch ma know lor...
D: Aiyer....how come half n hour can kick in 3 balls ya!!!???? Then Japan very lousy la.... cieh....
F: ......

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Obviously, this is the conversation between me n my dad....haha~~ I dunno anything bout football...just happily sat down with my dad...and switch to the Channel 83...

In fact, I had asked him lots of question bout football...about rules...n etc...

Thought of supporting Jpn cos it's one of the Asian country...now...aih...have to depend on South Korea liao...

Asian Country must ADD OIL ya....

haha....

I'm not addicted into football...but just...FOR FUN!!!!!! hehe~~




Still....WHY JAPAN LOSE de??? =_=''

F*R*I*E*N*D*S*H*I*P

What is friends for? How to maintain the friendship? Why there are so many different categories of friends?

We have shopping friends, movie friends, dining friends, travel friends, online chatting friends etc...

朋友的重要性，不是每个人都领悟得到...更不是每一个都明白...老套的俗语说：“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友”。然而，又有谁能够真正的体会其中含义？

再套多一句话“一样米养百样人”，身边总是会有一种人，自小养尊处优，不管发生什么事，都还有家人挡。有了另一半以后，朋友对他而言，就只不过是偶尔寒暄两句的普通人一个。这种人，从来不会顾虑身边人的感受...

怎么说？

他可以在需要帮助的时候，向你求救。相反地，你有难时，他则诸多借口推搪。在他们的世界里，只要家人还在，爱人还在，其它一概不重要了！

但是，他却忘了，曾经有人在他赶功课赶到半死的时候，伸出援手，帮他找资料。在他失落的时候，爱人和家人都不在身边陪他，幸好还有一群朋友在身边陪伴着。可他却认为，这一切都是应分的...

直到有一天，他的至亲突然急病去世，彷徨无助之际，爱人竟然一点也帮不上忙...最后竟然是他身边不起眼的朋友们安慰他、替他想办法、载他到巴士车站...浑浑噩噩之际，他似乎不断收到短讯，一封又一封让他窝心地、感动地短讯，给了他一剂镇定剂...

真的要面对了激烈打击，才会成长吗？

你身边，有这么样的一位朋友吗？不需要气，也勿须急...保持联系就好...你若是真的珍惜友谊，他总有一天会了解...

久违了

这几个星期，一直都很忙。。在忙剪接。。忙推介礼。。忙报告。。忙拍拖。。忙休息。。忙武术。。忙睡觉。。好忙好盲。。呵呵～～

昨天的推介礼，顺利地进行完毕...我负责音响系统及灯光...基于人手的不足，唯有一个人做好几项的工作...除了音响，推介礼开始之前的准备，我还必须和几位同事联手用公司的产品盒子，堆叠两座高塔...也就是所谓的双峰塔...双峰塔之间的那座桥，还是用透明的塑胶板，绕上一圈又一圈的彩灯，再放在两塔之间...这座双峰塔，难度不在于怎么叠，而是安装了灯饰以后，底部还有各一个强力的大灯，我们想尽了办法，将电线拉好、藏好...确实蛮费神...这座塔，化了我们将近3小时的时间完成...也许不是很完美，但是，只要老板满意就好...

这座塔的寿命，就只有仅仅的3小时，就必须毁了...毕竟，盒子是借用的，好看的东西，通常都不会久！嘻嘻～～毁的时候，还真蛮心疼...自己的心血喔...不过，也拍下了不少的照片留恋...也满足了！！

在这里工作，还相当舒服...人事的是是非非，肯定不会少。但只要不牵涉其中，就不会惹祸上身了！

(Me and my boss - Mr. Teh 郑云城合照with the Twin Tower)

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又是下雨天...轰隆轰隆...接着就是倾盆大雨，夹带着闪电...闪电和雷公相当有默契地一唱一和...激昂高唱着...唱着气候的转变，唱着地球的不寻常变化...

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5个月了
我和哈泥共度了只有仅仅152天、3648小时、218880分钟、13132800秒...但是，却经历的许多许多...从相识，到了解，再寻找共同的频道...花了不少的电话费，汽油等等...谁说，爱情不是金钱换回来的？

忘了有多少的时间，都在电话上长谈、意见不合、发脾气、发牢骚...到最后，依然能够心平气和，解决问题...

感动
也感激
认识了这么一个你

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和精武的纷纷扰扰，没有所谓的告一段落...多希望可以划上休止符...让自己的心，舒服一些...但偏偏，我不惹人，人家还是在找机会，加害一把...到今天，人家依然看不过眼...

听了一位朋友告诉我关于精武的近况及一些是是非非，才恍然大悟，明白到为什么就连小孩子，也害怕和我聊天了！

心疼
心酸

原来，选择了离去得学员，都是他们所谓的“害群之马”，踏进精武大堂一步，都“存有害人之意”...

他们每一天都在害怕，害怕耍手段夺回来得名与利，会随是失去...所以才会天天都提防着...生活是何等痛苦！！？？？

Industrial Training / Internship / Co-op III

I just noticed that having training in a company has a few Nama Khas to name it...Industrial training (this is quite common)...Internship (most of them dunno what is this)...Co-op III (to differentiate from others Uni or Coll, this is the most special terms from UCSI)

Oh ya...our CO-OP stand for Co-operation!!

I'm now having my industrial training (prefer this much) in a listed company, PUC FOUNDER (MSC) S/B...this is an IT company which doing finger print business...the write the software and make the finger print product too...which name as FinterTec...I'm not sure whether this can be found in the market, but I do only know this is the company founder from China, and they have the business in Japan too...

I'm training as the assistant of videographer and multimedia editor. Just started the work here only 4 days, and I had already assigned a few jobs to do. I'm not as free as others friend who doing their training for the 1st day.
I need to help me supervisor to put in all the subtitle into the 7mins plus corporate video.

It's sounds easy, but the idea keep changing...trying to put it in black bar with white wordings; white bar in black wordings, red wordings, blue wordings...Finally ended up with yellow wordings with black shadow... It tooks me a whole day to face the PC... However, I didn't feel tired although I had work for whole day, non-rest...

Maybe I'm really enjoy this work...

Then, the next day, I was asked to watch a 4 hours forum, which had aired in AEC. It's a chinese forum, talking about corruption of the headmasters / headmistress in primary schools. After watching it, I need to edit it into 1 hour, for my boss to show it when he went for the meeting of PIBG (if I'm not mistaken).

This is not really tough, but need to come out an idea from the 4 hrs thingy, and bring out the torny issue to show the public. I'm still thinking an excellent way to present it. At least, have a great impact on the opening...hmm...

That's only the 1st step...according to my supervisor - Ms Sue... She told me the next step is that she will assign me a job, to reshoot a product. It's an hour VCD, showing the installation and setting of the product. So, the 2nd step, I need to come out with my own schedule, to decide when to shoot, what to shoot, whom being shoot, where to shoot and of cause, how to shoot.

High angle? Low angle? CU? LS? MS?Panning? Zooming...etc...

Anyhow, this will be my 2nd "baby"...

Praying hard for me to have a great idea to do it....

Many of my friends keep asking me how's my work here...thanks for you all, thanks for the blessing from Aaron, Tian Nee, Jasmine, Ting Fong, Sam...I'm doing well here...at least...STILL ALIVE...still can SURVIVE...muahahaha...No worry...I'm great...I'm sure when my training ends, I will get a better grade...hehe...(bit too over confident hor...haha)

Really, seriously, thanks to they all, who giving me support all the time...feel so touch...at least, I know I have a bunch of friends who cares on me...

Getting busy next week, I can sense the work load adding already...I really hope, after this training, I can find out my future interest...either editor? PE teacher? Mktg in UCSI? or others...

喜欢 vs 爱

曾经经历过
爱上一个人
很深、很深...

每个早晨
站在走廊看过去
看着他将车子停好
往食堂走去
才不情愿回课室去

每个下课
往摄影学会室钻
和他一起吃饭聊天
直到铃声响起
才依依不舍地离开

结局是
我的爱感动了他
和我交往一星期后
就宣布爱情死亡

而我
只能够躲在家
静静舔伤

原来
从一开始
就很爱一个人
结局都不会好过

这种爱情
往往是单方面的受伤
先爱了
才学习喜欢
喜欢对方的一切

有时候
太爱对方
而选择了包容一切
包容自己原本无法忍受的一切
直到最后
失去了自己

先爱，才学习喜欢吗？

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爱情
其实很简单
只要看对眼
互相有好感
选择了在一起
才开始学习
如何爱对方

喜欢了对方的第一眼
在去学习喜欢其他
一切一切
在喜欢的阶段
至少
任何事情
都可以摊开来谈
但前提是
双方都必须
开明、坦率

也许
到最后
会是分手收场
至少
双方都学习
为对方付出过

这
总比自己一个人
痴痴地等待
傻傻地爱对方
来得更值得

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先喜欢，才来爱？
先爱，才来喜欢？

开工咯！！！

终于
旅行回来了
终于
开始工作了

第一天上班
没有太多东西做
从早上九点整
直到傍晚六点
就是在做剪接的工作
在放 Subtitle

对着电脑
眼睛也花了
脑袋也开始不清醒了

还好
还有能力开车回家

第一天
就已经可以如此充实
接下来的日子
也应该不会太闲吧！
呵呵~~

谢谢
哈泥志成
婷妮
洁诗敏
还有庭芳
给我的开工大吉祝福！！
好感动~~