大男人主义的男人比比皆是~~~但是，大男人到你这种类型的烂人，我还是第一次遇见~~~
和旧情人在一起的时候，却到处看其他的女生，去追其他的女生~~~
这边厢，追到了女生，另一边厢却和旧情人说，想复合~~~
背着女朋友，寄了许许多多暧昧暧昧的短讯给旧情人，然后对女朋友说，只是玩玩而已~~~
娘之~~那么好玩吗？？？
一个在山城，一个在首都，这男的要女生开口问他是否要过来首都陪她过圣诞~~~
就连生日，女生当然希望男朋友可以陪他一起度过，这烂男人，竟然说，为何要如此在意这种节日庆祝的东西~~~
鸡蛋糕！！！有问题发生的时候，男的竟然会选择不要听女朋友的电话，也不回他的短讯~~~
有这样自私的人的吗？？？谈及结婚，由于男的还小女的两岁~~~这臭男人，竟然会说，我还年轻，不像那么快结婚~~~我还有很多东西向要做~~~
还想继续泡妞是吧？？？
这臭男人，就凭着自己家里比较富有一些些，就以为自己有资格做公子哥儿~~~又不撒泡尿，照一照自己，肥到向猪头那样~~~还以为自己很帅~~~
我呸！！！！！真是汝娘之~~~不要让我发现这王八蛋真的背叛我朋友，我会要他碎尸万端~~~煎他的皮、拆他的骨！！！
Friday, 22 December 2006
两年前-两年后
两年前北马遭海啸侵袭的景象还记忆犹新，两年后南马区在暴雨侵袭，导致百年罕见的大水灾出现~~~
同样是在圣诞节前夕，老天似乎在和马来西亚开着一个玩笑，仿佛是在考验着我国的人民的能耐，测试这高官们的决策~~~
大难当前，究竟会有什么样的情况出现？
有人为了乘机赚一笔，出高价让难民租游艇就亲人
有人为了自保，乘机打劫迷你市场
有人看着新闻，不断感到庆幸，因为自己并不是住在该区
有人为了救人，不顾一切的往水灾区走去
有人为了灾民们，短短时间内，捐出了金钱、食粮及衣物等
而你，是属于哪一批的人？
水灾发生了好几天，才开始有人关注问题的根源。可是，就不见政府高官派人去救灾~~~一直等到了首相下令，才施施然地去准备。
现在不是讨论问题的根源了，而是要探讨如何解决当前的问题~~~
现在也不是推卸责任的时候，难道，政府是如此没有人性的吗？救援部队是如此冷血的吗？怎么不见他们第一时间到灾区救人的呢？
现在有6人身亡，还要让死亡人数上升到什么样的程度，大家才会感觉到事情的严重性？？？
同样是在圣诞节前夕，老天似乎在和马来西亚开着一个玩笑，仿佛是在考验着我国的人民的能耐，测试这高官们的决策~~~
大难当前，究竟会有什么样的情况出现？
有人为了乘机赚一笔，出高价让难民租游艇就亲人
有人为了自保，乘机打劫迷你市场
有人看着新闻，不断感到庆幸，因为自己并不是住在该区
有人为了救人，不顾一切的往水灾区走去
有人为了灾民们，短短时间内，捐出了金钱、食粮及衣物等
而你，是属于哪一批的人？
水灾发生了好几天，才开始有人关注问题的根源。可是，就不见政府高官派人去救灾~~~一直等到了首相下令，才施施然地去准备。
现在不是讨论问题的根源了，而是要探讨如何解决当前的问题~~~
现在也不是推卸责任的时候，难道，政府是如此没有人性的吗？救援部队是如此冷血的吗？怎么不见他们第一时间到灾区救人的呢？
现在有6人身亡，还要让死亡人数上升到什么样的程度，大家才会感觉到事情的严重性？？？
Monday, 18 December 2006
Happy Feet
异类往往不被认同，不管在动物世界，还是现实的人类世界~~~什么人会被称为异类？
一个新新时代女性，不懂得打扮、不懂得穿着，等于老土、等于安娣、也就等于异类。
一个新新时代人类，为钱烦恼...活在众多有钱朋友当中，稍微省钱一些些，等于吝啬、等于小气、也就等于异类。
为什么活着，要求同存异？为什么活着，就不能欣赏别人的不同？
就像Mumble在他的企鹅世界里，是唯一的一只不懂得唱歌的企鹅，但是，却懂得跳踢踏舞~~~这是与生俱来的本能，但却不收所有企鹅的认同~~~大家取笑他、排挤他、疏远他、孤立他~~~
又有谁知道，这只企鹅，会带给整个族群希望，与生活上的改变？
人类往往都没有看到这一点~~~也忽略了~~~
尝试接受、学习接受~~~
这样的生活，会更开心~~~
一个新新时代女性，不懂得打扮、不懂得穿着，等于老土、等于安娣、也就等于异类。
一个新新时代人类，为钱烦恼...活在众多有钱朋友当中，稍微省钱一些些，等于吝啬、等于小气、也就等于异类。
为什么活着，要求同存异？为什么活着，就不能欣赏别人的不同？
就像Mumble在他的企鹅世界里，是唯一的一只不懂得唱歌的企鹅，但是，却懂得跳踢踏舞~~~这是与生俱来的本能，但却不收所有企鹅的认同~~~大家取笑他、排挤他、疏远他、孤立他~~~
又有谁知道，这只企鹅，会带给整个族群希望，与生活上的改变？
人类往往都没有看到这一点~~~也忽略了~~~
尝试接受、学习接受~~~
这样的生活，会更开心~~~
Thursday, 14 December 2006
《提防老千》观后感
其实呢，我已经是第二次到谷中城的戏院这里，就为了要看Happy Feet这部动画片...可是，似乎冥冥中注定，两次来到，都只是剩下小戏院里的最前排，最右手边的两个位子~~~结果，这一次决定不看它了，在为了看戏而看戏的情况下，我选了《提防老千》这部香港片，由王晶执导的一部片子~~~
导演: 王晶
主演: 张家辉, 王晶, 陈炜, 张兆辉, 陈菀淇
日起: 2006-12-07
青年会计王志恒(恒仔)被警方拘捕，控告他亏空公司千万巨款，恒仔极力呼冤。在狱中，恒仔遇到一位著名老千「十四哥」，对恒仔施以援手，不但以必赢贴士交换狱中龙头「火屎哥」的保护，还赏识恒仔的聪颖，收他为徒，传授千术给他。答应出狱后与他合作。恒仔出狱,他跟十四哥进入多姿多彩的老千世界。但当恒仔开始与「龙王」的赌局后，一些他一直没有预计到的事情发生了...一直认为自己聪明绝顶的恒仔，到这时候，才发现自己一直在一步步踏进老千的陷阱...一山还有一山高...
这部影片，片名不太吸引我，海报也不怎么样。至少，和现在打广告大的热烘烘的《满城尽带黄金甲》相比之下，就给比下去了~~~可是，出乎意料的是，片子里要带出的讯息，非常明确直接，让我们观众有点措手不及的感觉~~~整体的感觉，很有《无间到》的味道，却又比《无间到》来得更成功~~~在短短的一个半小时里，整部电影的起承转合，恰到好处~~~
前戏没有用太长的时间，就可以带动观众进入老千的世界里~~~火屎哥直截了当的性格，和十四哥的见风转舵；龙王的霸气和恒仔的唯唯诺诺；还有就是恒仔的女朋友和十四哥的女朋友Lora，一个典型的淑女，一个是标准放荡型的女人，每一个都是强烈的人物对比~~~
这部电影取胜的地方，就在于戏里头的人物如何带动着观众的情绪。没有丝毫空档的时刻，没有让你喘气的机会，连绵不断地让你看到最后~~~揭晓真相的那一刻，才让观众们恍然大悟~~~
原来，有很多时候，我们都不知道身边的人是真是假...他们可以是你最值得信任的朋友，却是出卖你的朋友。所谓人心隔肚皮，知人口面不知心呀~~~这部电影的讯息，不仅仅是要我们提防所谓的老千。在这种名与利极为重要的社会里生活，不得不学习如何提防身边的小人，也不得不学聪明些~~~否则，无端端被推上了“神台”，也不知道发生了什么一回事~~~
Tuesday, 12 December 2006
我也很出名
人说：“人怕出名，猪怕肥”
最近听到我的哈泥说，他的朋友的女朋友，原来认识我~~然后，又听说她有读过我和哈泥的爱情故事~~~
这个人，我不知道我是否有见过她~~我开始很好奇~~
我在武术界，不过那么5年，竟然还有前辈知道我是谁~~~（暗爽了一下下）哈哈！！！（傻笑当中）
原来，我很出名~~~
原来，有人会看我和哈泥的爱情故事~~~
原来，还有很多原来的情况会出现的~~~
最近听到我的哈泥说，他的朋友的女朋友，原来认识我~~然后，又听说她有读过我和哈泥的爱情故事~~~
这个人，我不知道我是否有见过她~~我开始很好奇~~
我在武术界，不过那么5年，竟然还有前辈知道我是谁~~~（暗爽了一下下）哈哈！！！（傻笑当中）
原来，我很出名~~~
原来，有人会看我和哈泥的爱情故事~~~
原来，还有很多原来的情况会出现的~~~
Saturday, 9 December 2006
姐妹
今天是我们一位精武的好朋友出嫁吉日，我顺利成章的成了他的姐妹~~~
之前还以为姐妹只是到场陪着她，拍下照片，这样而已~~~
哪里知道，我还要去想怎么样玩新郎，还得替新娘拿Handbag，帮新娘拉拉婚纱，带头纱，她敬茶的时候，替她把红包收好，还有亲戚们给她的首饰盒等等~~~
去到男家，还要教新郎怎么拆头纱~~~
哇塞，以整个早上，就这样过去了~~~
今天除了是我们雪隆精武好姐妹的出嫁之日，同时远在花城，也有一位森州精武的朋友娶新娘哦~~~~嘿嘿~~~恭喜蔡善仪，也恭喜叶道新~~~~
之前还以为姐妹只是到场陪着她，拍下照片，这样而已~~~
哪里知道，我还要去想怎么样玩新郎，还得替新娘拿Handbag，帮新娘拉拉婚纱，带头纱，她敬茶的时候，替她把红包收好，还有亲戚们给她的首饰盒等等~~~
去到男家，还要教新郎怎么拆头纱~~~
哇塞，以整个早上，就这样过去了~~~
今天除了是我们雪隆精武好姐妹的出嫁之日，同时远在花城，也有一位森州精武的朋友娶新娘哦~~~~嘿嘿~~~恭喜蔡善仪，也恭喜叶道新~~~~
Friday, 8 December 2006
生闷气~~~
有多就没有如此生气啦？？？
最近其实很烦，烦工作，烦金钱，烦家事，烦武术等等等等大小事务~~~
忙到真的几乎昏了，不想里其他小事儿了~~~
是因为忙到忘记事务？还是真的记忆衰退？
当我被朋友狠批的时候，我生气了
心情也真是糟透了~~~
也不知道该生气她什么~~~
只是心想，为什么就不能体谅我一下？
你忙、?忙、他忙、她也很忙
难道，我就不能忙吗？
你烦、?烦、他烦、她也很烦
难道，我就不能烦吗？
为什么就这么一丁点事儿
就要用这么样的语气对我说话？
有时候，真得很想他妈的找个人来骂！！！
最近其实很烦，烦工作，烦金钱，烦家事，烦武术等等等等大小事务~~~
忙到真的几乎昏了，不想里其他小事儿了~~~
是因为忙到忘记事务？还是真的记忆衰退？
当我被朋友狠批的时候，我生气了
心情也真是糟透了~~~
也不知道该生气她什么~~~
只是心想，为什么就不能体谅我一下？
你忙、?忙、他忙、她也很忙
难道，我就不能忙吗？
你烦、?烦、他烦、她也很烦
难道，我就不能烦吗？
为什么就这么一丁点事儿
就要用这么样的语气对我说话？
有时候，真得很想他妈的找个人来骂！！！
Tuesday, 28 November 2006
来去匆匆
人说：“人生如戏，戏如人生”
人说：“活在当下，珍惜生命”
人说：“珍惜现在拥有的”
人说：“人的一生来去匆匆，如同一场梦”
当你有机会，把你的人生当成一场戏，当作一场梦来看待，是多么美好~~~证明你还活着...
有的人，活了区区19年，还没有机会享受事业有成、成家立室、含饴弄孙，就得离开~~~活着的人，为你的离去，伤心痛哭...家里的人还得白头人送黑头人...一场意外，无可避免~~~阎王要你三更死，谁敢留人到五更~~~悲吗？
生老病死，都是一个轮回~~~也许，离开是为了下一趟的旅程~~~
家健，安息吧~~~
人说：“活在当下，珍惜生命”
人说：“珍惜现在拥有的”
人说：“人的一生来去匆匆，如同一场梦”
当你有机会，把你的人生当成一场戏，当作一场梦来看待，是多么美好~~~证明你还活着...
有的人，活了区区19年，还没有机会享受事业有成、成家立室、含饴弄孙，就得离开~~~活着的人，为你的离去，伤心痛哭...家里的人还得白头人送黑头人...一场意外，无可避免~~~阎王要你三更死，谁敢留人到五更~~~悲吗？
生老病死，都是一个轮回~~~也许，离开是为了下一趟的旅程~~~
家健，安息吧~~~
Tuesday, 21 November 2006
A weekend breakfast
Saturday morning, I had promised my lecturer, Puan Lina to meet her up for breakfast~~~ she worried that i couldn't wake up...cos she wanna meet me at 9am...
Mana tau, I woke up at 5.45am, cos of stomachache~~~ probably is the COOL RHINO...drink too much? perhaps it's almost expired~~~
After a few times I visited the washroom, I can never sleep back...therefore, I switch on my PC, online for FUN~~~
Later then, I dressed up, chose a nice earrings, match with my "Indian" look~~~
At first, I thought Prakash was joining us, once I reached McD, I rang Puan Lina, then only notice I was supposed to fetch her from college~~~
It's been a long time I didn't swing into the college~~~ when my car reached Block C, where my lecturer's office is, looking at the wooden table outside the office, all my memories flooded my mind~~~ Me and my gang used to study there, discuss assignments there, had lunch there, chit-chatting and bla bla bla~~~
I saw my lovely lecturer~~~we were so happy to see each other...she was shocked that I cut my long hair...
She told me that our Dean, had resigned and now has no one to lead the SSLA~~~what a sad news to the SSLA students and staffs...then, she told me a lot of stories about the juniors, and Ms. Darlie is pregnant!!! It's a good news, but I also worry her bcos she's bit overweight, and haf high blood pressure, therefore, she need to take care a lot for her health~~~
Finally, she asked me about the comment that I written in the co-op report~~~ I smell something wrong...I know what had happen among the lecturers and students~~~ As I told them before, I already foreseen the problems, and I rose up to the lecturers before I graduate~~~
Puan Lina has to settle the problems now as there are more and more new students enroll to this U~~~
after a 2 hrs chat with her, i had to leave for KTM station~~~ jus right after i got into my car, I recieved a msg fr another lecturer, asking me not to leave yet...
oh ya...forgot to tel that, me and puan lina chat in McD for 1 hr, then we went back to college continue our conversation~~~hehe~~~
back to the story....another lecturer asking me not to leave yet...probably got a lot of things wanna tel me too~~~
After I fetch Aaron, I told him to wait for me in somewhere else...Giant or any cafe~~~
See...this 2 lecturer have some probs between them~~~ of cos I'm not involving in it~~~ jus tat dunno why both of them wil talk to me regarding these kind of PnC stuffs~~~ sorry that I couldn't write here~~~all these are office politics probs and gossips~~~ better dunno~~~
I have no choice~~~
Why it turn up this way~~~ why the situation has to become like this???aiks~~~ anyway....it's not my probs....jus listen it and forget bout it...that's what I can do~~~
Anyhow, I had a nice bfast with 2 lecturers~~~
Mana tau, I woke up at 5.45am, cos of stomachache~~~ probably is the COOL RHINO...drink too much? perhaps it's almost expired~~~
After a few times I visited the washroom, I can never sleep back...therefore, I switch on my PC, online for FUN~~~
Later then, I dressed up, chose a nice earrings, match with my "Indian" look~~~
At first, I thought Prakash was joining us, once I reached McD, I rang Puan Lina, then only notice I was supposed to fetch her from college~~~
It's been a long time I didn't swing into the college~~~ when my car reached Block C, where my lecturer's office is, looking at the wooden table outside the office, all my memories flooded my mind~~~ Me and my gang used to study there, discuss assignments there, had lunch there, chit-chatting and bla bla bla~~~
I saw my lovely lecturer~~~we were so happy to see each other...she was shocked that I cut my long hair...
She told me that our Dean, had resigned and now has no one to lead the SSLA~~~what a sad news to the SSLA students and staffs...then, she told me a lot of stories about the juniors, and Ms. Darlie is pregnant!!! It's a good news, but I also worry her bcos she's bit overweight, and haf high blood pressure, therefore, she need to take care a lot for her health~~~
Finally, she asked me about the comment that I written in the co-op report~~~ I smell something wrong...I know what had happen among the lecturers and students~~~ As I told them before, I already foreseen the problems, and I rose up to the lecturers before I graduate~~~
Puan Lina has to settle the problems now as there are more and more new students enroll to this U~~~
after a 2 hrs chat with her, i had to leave for KTM station~~~ jus right after i got into my car, I recieved a msg fr another lecturer, asking me not to leave yet...
oh ya...forgot to tel that, me and puan lina chat in McD for 1 hr, then we went back to college continue our conversation~~~hehe~~~
back to the story....another lecturer asking me not to leave yet...probably got a lot of things wanna tel me too~~~
After I fetch Aaron, I told him to wait for me in somewhere else...Giant or any cafe~~~
See...this 2 lecturer have some probs between them~~~ of cos I'm not involving in it~~~ jus tat dunno why both of them wil talk to me regarding these kind of PnC stuffs~~~ sorry that I couldn't write here~~~all these are office politics probs and gossips~~~ better dunno~~~
I have no choice~~~
Why it turn up this way~~~ why the situation has to become like this???aiks~~~ anyway....it's not my probs....jus listen it and forget bout it...that's what I can do~~~
Anyhow, I had a nice bfast with 2 lecturers~~~
Wednesday, 15 November 2006
关丹之旅 2
第二天的行程，还蛮充实的~~~七早八早就先去解决肚子~~~~享用过肉骨茶以后，朋友带我们到到一间庙宇，看鱼~~~看一条好大条的巨龙鱼...噢...不是一条，而是六条！！！六条长约六尺的巨龙鱼！！天呀！还比我高 @_@
看过鱼，闲着没事干，就到锡矿博物馆去~~~我们在那儿呆了很久，不停的拍照...一直到傍晚，打算要去海边的时候，才发现，我们都还没有吃午餐。结果，原本打算到另一个海边去，却因为那里没有吃的卖，结果，最后的决定，还是到Teluk Cempedak去。
去那海边之前，朋友带我们到附近另一个比较漂亮的海边。那里的沙，白白细细的，赤脚踏上去，暖暖的，挺舒服~~~我拉着哈泥，拿了一个塑胶带~~~他也没猜，就知道我要拿来装沙~~~呵呵...他也太聪明了...
完成任务以后，才过去Teluk Cempedak~~~
抵达的时候，我的干弟弟 ，就已经买了一个风筝，在海边放风筝了~~~这海边，很多人，很多风筝在天空中争艳着~~~
而我，只想去玩水...换了衣服，就拉着哈泥玩水去。今天的天气很好，风浪也很大，很舒服~~~
一直到晚上7点多，才心不甘情不愿地区洗澡换衣吃晚餐去~~~
由于明天一大清早就得爬起床来，去走林明山，因此，用过晚餐后，回到朋友家，倒头就睡了~~~~很累很累啊~~~
看过鱼，闲着没事干，就到锡矿博物馆去~~~我们在那儿呆了很久，不停的拍照...一直到傍晚，打算要去海边的时候，才发现，我们都还没有吃午餐。结果，原本打算到另一个海边去，却因为那里没有吃的卖，结果，最后的决定，还是到Teluk Cempedak去。
去那海边之前，朋友带我们到附近另一个比较漂亮的海边。那里的沙，白白细细的，赤脚踏上去，暖暖的，挺舒服~~~我拉着哈泥，拿了一个塑胶带~~~他也没猜，就知道我要拿来装沙~~~呵呵...他也太聪明了...
完成任务以后，才过去Teluk Cempedak~~~
抵达的时候，我的干弟弟 ，就已经买了一个风筝，在海边放风筝了~~~这海边，很多人，很多风筝在天空中争艳着~~~
而我，只想去玩水...换了衣服，就拉着哈泥玩水去。今天的天气很好，风浪也很大，很舒服~~~
一直到晚上7点多，才心不甘情不愿地区洗澡换衣吃晚餐去~~~
由于明天一大清早就得爬起床来，去走林明山，因此，用过晚餐后，回到朋友家，倒头就睡了~~~~很累很累啊~~~
Tuesday, 7 November 2006
关丹之旅
等待已久的假期终于到了~~~ 好不容易熬过了试用期，终于可以名正言顺的请有薪假期...
一直以来，都没有说很想要去关丹...一直到朋友们爬过了林明山，撩起了我那副蠢蠢欲动的心~~~
这一次的假期，共有5天~~~~放假的前一天，我还特地到佳礼网站去找寻有关林明山的资料，还有关丹的好去处。这边厢上网，另一边厢则不断抄下种种资料~~~除了林明山，还有水晶屋、彩虹瀑布、锡矿博物院等等。
2006年10月22日
结伴了几个好友，星期日傍晚从吉隆坡出发~~~3个小时的旅程，从一开始的死寂沉沉，到最后的疯疯癫癫...真是有点受不了 =_="
晚上抵达关丹市后，第一件事就是解决晚餐~~~ 听说九王爷诞，关丹的斗母宫友好几辆花车已经做好了，我吵着要去看。当天，还是九月初一，特别多车多人~~~
来到了斗母宫门口，看着4辆“花车”，又是惊喜又是失望~~~ 惊喜的是，除了上一次的花灯节，这是我第二次看到这么大的花灯...一辆是以西游记为主，然后是7仙女，再来是八仙过海，还有一个是龙。每一辆的手工都很精致，而且栩栩如生~~~
然而失望的是，这是花灯，而不是花车~~~我一心以为的花车，是整辆都以花来布置的~~~ 可是，这4辆车，花之占了一小部分~~~
看过了所谓的花车，朋友带我们到Teluk Cempedak看星星，看海边，还有看疯子，也就是我们自己~~~ 我们到了海边，就迫不及待地脱了鞋子，赤脚走在昏黄的沙滩上。为什么会说昏黄，因为那里都用上了黄色的街灯，结果整个海岸，都是昏黄色的~~~
潮水退的好远，我们在岸边，将裤脚折上来，海边戏水。然后，就会看到我们几个疯子在扮傻佬傻婆拍照~~
大家玩到累了，就在海边的一间24小时麦当劳休息，竟然有人饿了，要吃burger!!!我这干弟弟，两个小时前才吃过晚餐，现在竟然饿了！！！
晚上回到家已经是深夜了~~~
#####
to be continued...
一直以来，都没有说很想要去关丹...一直到朋友们爬过了林明山，撩起了我那副蠢蠢欲动的心~~~
这一次的假期，共有5天~~~~放假的前一天，我还特地到佳礼网站去找寻有关林明山的资料，还有关丹的好去处。这边厢上网，另一边厢则不断抄下种种资料~~~除了林明山，还有水晶屋、彩虹瀑布、锡矿博物院等等。
2006年10月22日
结伴了几个好友，星期日傍晚从吉隆坡出发~~~3个小时的旅程，从一开始的死寂沉沉，到最后的疯疯癫癫...真是有点受不了 =_="
晚上抵达关丹市后，第一件事就是解决晚餐~~~ 听说九王爷诞，关丹的斗母宫友好几辆花车已经做好了，我吵着要去看。当天，还是九月初一，特别多车多人~~~
来到了斗母宫门口，看着4辆“花车”，又是惊喜又是失望~~~ 惊喜的是，除了上一次的花灯节，这是我第二次看到这么大的花灯...一辆是以西游记为主，然后是7仙女，再来是八仙过海，还有一个是龙。每一辆的手工都很精致，而且栩栩如生~~~
然而失望的是，这是花灯，而不是花车~~~我一心以为的花车，是整辆都以花来布置的~~~ 可是，这4辆车，花之占了一小部分~~~
看过了所谓的花车，朋友带我们到Teluk Cempedak看星星，看海边，还有看疯子，也就是我们自己~~~ 我们到了海边，就迫不及待地脱了鞋子，赤脚走在昏黄的沙滩上。为什么会说昏黄，因为那里都用上了黄色的街灯，结果整个海岸，都是昏黄色的~~~
潮水退的好远，我们在岸边，将裤脚折上来，海边戏水。然后，就会看到我们几个疯子在扮傻佬傻婆拍照~~
大家玩到累了，就在海边的一间24小时麦当劳休息，竟然有人饿了，要吃burger!!!我这干弟弟，两个小时前才吃过晚餐，现在竟然饿了！！！
晚上回到家已经是深夜了~~~
#####
to be continued...
Saturday, 28 October 2006
彷徨无助
工作遇到了瓶颈
无助
爱情遇到了选择
彷徨
选情人和选工作
没差
一旦不了解自己
无奈
写下了优缺点
却没办法作决定
纸张写满了
再换一张全白的
人的一生
还有多少全白的
让你来涂鸦填色
顿了
惊慌失措
躲起来逃避现实
只有自己的洞穴
才是最安全的家
找得到答案
安了
找不着答案
慌了
站在交叉点上
什么样的选择
才是两全其美
唯有靠自己了~~~
无助
爱情遇到了选择
彷徨
选情人和选工作
没差
一旦不了解自己
无奈
写下了优缺点
却没办法作决定
纸张写满了
再换一张全白的
人的一生
还有多少全白的
让你来涂鸦填色
顿了
惊慌失措
躲起来逃避现实
只有自己的洞穴
才是最安全的家
找得到答案
安了
找不着答案
慌了
站在交叉点上
什么样的选择
才是两全其美
唯有靠自己了~~~
Friday, 27 October 2006
Monday, 16 October 2006
斗争
一个无名小卒
离开单纯的学府后
迎面来的是一条漫长
充满荆棘的“康庄大道”
一个小小公司
打从上市以后
开始了手指梦
请来了一批新血
为公司卖命地工作
三年后
回过头才发现
公司不曾珍惜过
还是
应该说
老板没有珍惜过
走了一个又一个
来了一个又一个
就这样
公司撑过了10个年头
无名小卒来到
顺利地进来实习了
也顺利地公司聘请了
更顺利地通过试用期了
可是
难题来了
同事的惧怕
让无名小卒麻烦了
荷兰
看似远
却又近在身边
无名小卒已经免费旅游数次
开始熟悉了荷兰
这风车国
这儿的风
时而强
时而弱
就是不会遇上
没有风的时刻
阵阵的弱风
微微颤抖
簌簌的强风
彻骨寒冷
要继续吗？
要抗争下去吗？
无名小卒不要赢
只要打和球
就满足了
何时才会累？
何时才甘心放手？
没有人知晓答案
想不到也猜不着
唯有让时间去验证
离开单纯的学府后
迎面来的是一条漫长
充满荆棘的“康庄大道”
一个小小公司
打从上市以后
开始了手指梦
请来了一批新血
为公司卖命地工作
三年后
回过头才发现
公司不曾珍惜过
还是
应该说
老板没有珍惜过
走了一个又一个
来了一个又一个
就这样
公司撑过了10个年头
无名小卒来到
顺利地进来实习了
也顺利地公司聘请了
更顺利地通过试用期了
可是
难题来了
同事的惧怕
让无名小卒麻烦了
荷兰
看似远
却又近在身边
无名小卒已经免费旅游数次
开始熟悉了荷兰
这风车国
这儿的风
时而强
时而弱
就是不会遇上
没有风的时刻
阵阵的弱风
微微颤抖
簌簌的强风
彻骨寒冷
要继续吗？
要抗争下去吗？
无名小卒不要赢
只要打和球
就满足了
何时才会累？
何时才甘心放手？
没有人知晓答案
想不到也猜不着
唯有让时间去验证
Sunday, 15 October 2006
作品 2 - 改篇自《我是真的很爱你》
改篇前
听说感情要慢慢累积
由不得让我放肆任性
怎么我循规蹈矩
拼了命付出
你没有回应
听说感情
难免力不从心
亦步亦趋却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比
大热天里的一道冷空气
我是真的真的很爱你
以为付出一切就非得有意义
你给的难题
我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有一点目的
一身的伤痛
委屈的痕迹
在你的防备的眼睛里
都是零
改篇后
我是真的不爱你
感情确实要慢慢累积
你再怎么循规蹈矩
拼了命付出
我永远不会回应
感情原本就力不从心
亦步亦趋永不见踪影
我给的眼神好比
大热天里的一道冷空气
我是真的真的不爱你
你付出一切都没有意义
我没给难题
我只想逃避
谁叫我不可能爱你
总有一天可以用力甩开你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有一点目的
我不爱你
我没有爱你
你的伤痛
你的委屈
在我眼里不过是一场游戏
~~~~~
最近在某论坛和网友的搞笑对应~~~ :p
听说感情要慢慢累积
由不得让我放肆任性
怎么我循规蹈矩
拼了命付出
你没有回应
听说感情
难免力不从心
亦步亦趋却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比
大热天里的一道冷空气
我是真的真的很爱你
以为付出一切就非得有意义
你给的难题
我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有一点目的
一身的伤痛
委屈的痕迹
在你的防备的眼睛里
都是零
改篇后
我是真的不爱你
感情确实要慢慢累积
你再怎么循规蹈矩
拼了命付出
我永远不会回应
感情原本就力不从心
亦步亦趋永不见踪影
我给的眼神好比
大热天里的一道冷空气
我是真的真的不爱你
你付出一切都没有意义
我没给难题
我只想逃避
谁叫我不可能爱你
总有一天可以用力甩开你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有一点目的
我不爱你
我没有爱你
你的伤痛
你的委屈
在我眼里不过是一场游戏
~~~~~
最近在某论坛和网友的搞笑对应~~~ :p
Wednesday, 4 October 2006
剪接软件?剪接师
剪接，已经不再是一个独门专行...市面上已经出现了许许多多的剪接软件...为了配合需求，剪接软件已经是简单得不行了！
就我本身，就懂得应用5种不同的剪接软件...包括了Studio 8/9, Movie Maker(这相信没有多少人是不会用的吧！), Final Cut Pro, Adobe Premiere Pro 1.5 & 2.0, Avid Liquid Pro 7。
现在做剪接的，竞争非常强烈，到处都可以认识到许多会剪接的，都在做Freelance。也就是帮别人拍摄整个婚礼仪式，在制作成VCD或DVD。甚至，还可以将所有的照片，制成MV...我也作了不少自己的MV咧...
这一切，都是属于自己的回忆...
目前这一份工作，让我自修新软件-->Avid Liquid Pro 7。就在身边没有一个朋友接触过这软件的情况下，唯有自己去碰，自己去闯！难免，一整天下来，发脾气的，就为了这死物！！
曾经想过，向上头反映说这软件不适合，换回Premiere好了...但是，区区一张正版执照，就让这软件身价百倍了...Premiere --> RM3999 Avid --> RM2999。
已经买回来的软件，怎么可能退货？因此，只有硬着头皮，将它克服！！
花了我整整一个月的时间，开始摸透了。再多两个星期的时间，开始熟悉它的属性了...
由于Premiere与Pinaccle(Avid是under 这公司的...)是对台公司，因此，各方使设计出来的软件，各方面都不一样....
我的教训是，
不要用Premiere的逻辑思考，去应用Pinaccle...否则，花上一年的时间，都学不好这软件...
不过，若有机会让我选择，我还是喜欢Premiere或FCP的模式...也许是先入为主吧！
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
已经不是第一次被问道：“为什么不去Production House工作啊？那里至少可以学以致用啊！”
我答了N次，已经开始觉得无聊了...甚至，去面试新工作时，对方也一定会问...为什么要转行...
我只想说，我是很喜欢Production，但是我却不能接受过长的工作时间。在这里，所谓过长的工作时间，不是一般公司会有的Over-time...而是，over many many many time...很多时候，这一行业，必须连续工作2、30小时不停，没有日没有夜...听过朋友的最高纪录，是一个星期没有正式的睡超过两小时！！！
到时候，我工作不用一星期，各位可以准备到医院探我了...
我有自己能力所不能及之处，也许有的人会认为这样子的理由好烂，但我也只能说，人生来去匆匆，何必为了这一切所谓的成就，而陪上了自己的一生？
我还有其他更有意义得事在等着我...所以，我选择了我的第一份工作，在这IT公司当一个寂寂无名的剪接师~~~
就我本身，就懂得应用5种不同的剪接软件...包括了Studio 8/9, Movie Maker(这相信没有多少人是不会用的吧！), Final Cut Pro, Adobe Premiere Pro 1.5 & 2.0, Avid Liquid Pro 7。
现在做剪接的，竞争非常强烈，到处都可以认识到许多会剪接的，都在做Freelance。也就是帮别人拍摄整个婚礼仪式，在制作成VCD或DVD。甚至，还可以将所有的照片，制成MV...我也作了不少自己的MV咧...
这一切，都是属于自己的回忆...
目前这一份工作，让我自修新软件-->Avid Liquid Pro 7。就在身边没有一个朋友接触过这软件的情况下，唯有自己去碰，自己去闯！难免，一整天下来，发脾气的，就为了这死物！！
曾经想过，向上头反映说这软件不适合，换回Premiere好了...但是，区区一张正版执照，就让这软件身价百倍了...Premiere --> RM3999 Avid --> RM2999。
已经买回来的软件，怎么可能退货？因此，只有硬着头皮，将它克服！！
花了我整整一个月的时间，开始摸透了。再多两个星期的时间，开始熟悉它的属性了...
由于Premiere与Pinaccle(Avid是under 这公司的...)是对台公司，因此，各方使设计出来的软件，各方面都不一样....
我的教训是，
不要用Premiere的逻辑思考，去应用Pinaccle...否则，花上一年的时间，都学不好这软件...
不过，若有机会让我选择，我还是喜欢Premiere或FCP的模式...也许是先入为主吧！
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
已经不是第一次被问道：“为什么不去Production House工作啊？那里至少可以学以致用啊！”
我答了N次，已经开始觉得无聊了...甚至，去面试新工作时，对方也一定会问...为什么要转行...
我只想说，我是很喜欢Production，但是我却不能接受过长的工作时间。在这里，所谓过长的工作时间，不是一般公司会有的Over-time...而是，over many many many time...很多时候，这一行业，必须连续工作2、30小时不停，没有日没有夜...听过朋友的最高纪录，是一个星期没有正式的睡超过两小时！！！
到时候，我工作不用一星期，各位可以准备到医院探我了...
我有自己能力所不能及之处，也许有的人会认为这样子的理由好烂，但我也只能说，人生来去匆匆，何必为了这一切所谓的成就，而陪上了自己的一生？
我还有其他更有意义得事在等着我...所以，我选择了我的第一份工作，在这IT公司当一个寂寂无名的剪接师~~~
Friday, 8 September 2006
《我要成名》
《我要成名》讲述了一个过气男影星与一个满腔热忱的临时女演员的爱恨纠葛以及他们的人生态度。该片披露了娱乐圈内的潜规则，比如女星成名需要开脱，想开工必须给制片人送礼甚至上床等。影片由香港影帝刘青云和内地青年演员霍思燕主演，刘青云饰演香港过气男影星潘家辉，他不愧为演技高手，将过气明星的那种欲走还留、对演戏的迷恋而不得志的心态，表现得淋漓尽致。而霍思燕首次登上大银幕，饰演一名临时演员吴晓菲，在片中她有一段未删减的脱衣镜头。虽然成名之路十分辛酸，但导演处理得却极为幽默，轻松愉快的气氛中暗含唏嘘，却不至于悲情过度。
该片拍摄得到香港大批演艺人士的鼎力支持，许鞍华、陈果等8位导演以及梁家辉、郑伊健、薛凯琪等10位演员分文不取在片中客串角色，基本上都是自己演自己。他们表示，因为该电影揭示娱乐圈的种种问题，希望能引起大众关注，更希望圈内人士能洁身自好。
从一开始，得知这一部影片上映的时候，通过了GSC的网站，略略度过了内容纲要，却没有提起我去观赏的心。不是不要去捧场，而是第一个感觉会认为，这不过又是香港影片里的一套普通搞笑之作，没有必要去花那钱在戏院里观看。
在一个很偶然的机会，没有其他影片的选择情况下，纯粹为了看戏而看戏，就这样子，选择了它。
没想到，这部电影看完以后，让我感觉很满足！
《我要成名》不只是单纯地告诉所有观众明星的心路历程，还有成名的背后种种代价。虽然，这不尽然完全揭露了娱乐圈的问题，也有很多只是冰山一角，但是至少能够让我们了解到这个圈子，并不是一般人想象中的好捞。
也希望能够透过这部片子，来提醒所有在发明星梦的年轻，能够现实一些去看这个圈子。
看着影片里，一个接一个大明星登场，不禁赞叹道，这导演还真有一手，可以邀请到这些名人的演出。当我看了评论以后，发现到这些演员都是分文不收的客串戏中角色，让我更是感动。
为了制作这部好电影，重要的是有一批好的演员，更是一批真正为了演戏而演戏的演员。演艺圈开始有许多胡来的害群之马了...能够看到香港有这一部值得赞赏的影片，真的很欣慰，很满足...
中、港、台、新开始有许多的连续剧、偶像剧及电影等。甚至，马来西亚也在尝试着许多不同的作品。只不过，现在新晋的演员里，没有多少个真正有受过训练。有些时候，不是刻意挑剔本地的演员，而是他们所拍的连续剧或是电影，实在烂得可怜。
我深深感受到，演员的语言及演技都必须好好进修，不要让观众去戏院受罪啦~~~除非是剧本要求，否则要是讲回标准的华语及广东话好了啦！
以上的评论，纯属个人意见，如有冒犯，请多多见谅~~~
该片拍摄得到香港大批演艺人士的鼎力支持，许鞍华、陈果等8位导演以及梁家辉、郑伊健、薛凯琪等10位演员分文不取在片中客串角色，基本上都是自己演自己。他们表示，因为该电影揭示娱乐圈的种种问题，希望能引起大众关注，更希望圈内人士能洁身自好。
从一开始，得知这一部影片上映的时候，通过了GSC的网站，略略度过了内容纲要，却没有提起我去观赏的心。不是不要去捧场，而是第一个感觉会认为，这不过又是香港影片里的一套普通搞笑之作，没有必要去花那钱在戏院里观看。
在一个很偶然的机会，没有其他影片的选择情况下，纯粹为了看戏而看戏，就这样子，选择了它。
没想到，这部电影看完以后，让我感觉很满足！
《我要成名》不只是单纯地告诉所有观众明星的心路历程，还有成名的背后种种代价。虽然，这不尽然完全揭露了娱乐圈的问题，也有很多只是冰山一角，但是至少能够让我们了解到这个圈子，并不是一般人想象中的好捞。
也希望能够透过这部片子，来提醒所有在发明星梦的年轻，能够现实一些去看这个圈子。
看着影片里，一个接一个大明星登场，不禁赞叹道，这导演还真有一手，可以邀请到这些名人的演出。当我看了评论以后，发现到这些演员都是分文不收的客串戏中角色，让我更是感动。
为了制作这部好电影，重要的是有一批好的演员，更是一批真正为了演戏而演戏的演员。演艺圈开始有许多胡来的害群之马了...能够看到香港有这一部值得赞赏的影片，真的很欣慰，很满足...
中、港、台、新开始有许多的连续剧、偶像剧及电影等。甚至，马来西亚也在尝试着许多不同的作品。只不过，现在新晋的演员里，没有多少个真正有受过训练。有些时候，不是刻意挑剔本地的演员，而是他们所拍的连续剧或是电影，实在烂得可怜。
我深深感受到，演员的语言及演技都必须好好进修，不要让观众去戏院受罪啦~~~除非是剧本要求，否则要是讲回标准的华语及广东话好了啦！
以上的评论，纯属个人意见，如有冒犯，请多多见谅~~~
Wednesday, 23 August 2006
My Famous Star - Wong Hei
Isn't he looks smart in this "Net Deception"?I can't recall since when I like his acting for every Movie or TV Series...
He has small eyes, nice body figure, just that he's a bit short compare to others Stars...but this doesn't affect his life...
Most of my friends told me that this is not a handsome guy and there are a lot more nicer Stars in TW and HK. Ya, it's true...He may not be the msot handsome guy around but he certainly has class. Just my own opinion la~~~
Those who knows me very well, when there's a new TV series from him, they will inform me immediately...ha~~
He has his album, with all naked photos...but I don't think I can get it in Malaysia. With his dark skin, and muscular body...it's just ATTRACTIVE~~ Sounds like I'm so HAM SAP...hehe~~but anyhow, this is the only MALE STARS that I would admire...
Friday, 18 August 2006
My Precious Moment
Behind me the building is the UCSI Block A, my uni where I have been studied here for 2 yrs...
Someone's convo
I had attended his convo last sat...he looks smart on that day...saw his mom...think his mom n grandma very proud of him since he's the only one grad with degree...his grandma love him very much...he didn't disappoint his parents, and his grandma...Wish him enjoy his current job...
~~~~~
Last Sun was Aaron Soon's Convo, in MMU Cyber too...he looks so smart with his robe...he received lots of flowers, bear, piggy, and snoopy...his best frens become his camera man, follow him here n there to take photos...I'm like the babysitters of his, helping him to carry his things...the 3 hours time, was so tiring to me...
Convo can be very grand, can be very simple too...
I wish to experience it second time...hehe~~~who knows, I might be going for Master Degree...haha....If I have the money....
~~~~~
Last Sun was Aaron Soon's Convo, in MMU Cyber too...he looks so smart with his robe...he received lots of flowers, bear, piggy, and snoopy...his best frens become his camera man, follow him here n there to take photos...I'm like the babysitters of his, helping him to carry his things...the 3 hours time, was so tiring to me...
Convo can be very grand, can be very simple too...
I wish to experience it second time...hehe~~~who knows, I might be going for Master Degree...haha....If I have the money....
梦想有多远
你的梦想有多远？
你的梦想距离你，还有多远？
行销的道路不好走
像是股票行一样
时而上、时而下
偶尔不上不下
停滞在半路上
感觉心有余而力不足
当你充满干劲往前冲
却接二连三地遇上挫折
又是一阵无奈
回头一望
原来
成就并不是差强人意
只是有待加强而已
满足吗？
也许满足现状
会让自己怠慢
于是
又是一个沉重压力
梦想已经不远了
就算是压力
也能够一笑而过
阳光彩虹总在风雨后出现
没有风风雨雨
哪来美景？
当你乘上铁鸟
安全带扣上
所有的一切
都可以抛诸脑后
先苦后甜
那种滋味
才能让你真正回味
你的梦想距离你，还有多远？
行销的道路不好走
像是股票行一样
时而上、时而下
偶尔不上不下
停滞在半路上
感觉心有余而力不足
当你充满干劲往前冲
却接二连三地遇上挫折
又是一阵无奈
回头一望
原来
成就并不是差强人意
只是有待加强而已
满足吗？
也许满足现状
会让自己怠慢
于是
又是一个沉重压力
梦想已经不远了
就算是压力
也能够一笑而过
阳光彩虹总在风雨后出现
没有风风雨雨
哪来美景？
当你乘上铁鸟
安全带扣上
所有的一切
都可以抛诸脑后
先苦后甜
那种滋味
才能让你真正回味
Monday, 31 July 2006
My Convo
It very very busy for these few weeks...my schedule was full !!!
On the 22nd July, was my memorable convocation @ UCSI....
That day morning, I had to wake up at 4am, to fetch my sis n bil to KL sentral, they were heading to MIRI!!! sigh, cant attend my convo....Once I reached home, I took another 1 hour rest, then started to prepared myself. I bathed, I dress-up, I make-up...all these had spent me around 1 hours....
After I had my light breakfast, I drove to Uni. I had to be there by 8am, and I was 15 mins earlier when I reached. I was stand by in the classroom.
My coursemates reached around 8sth, we had to get ready with our gown, hood and mortar board.... we had waited for almost 1 hour before we got into the hall.
The moment when I step into the hall, with the slow marching music, I felt so proud. The hall was crowded with all graduans families...and of course my parents...
After the VIPs given the speeches, the precious moment came to me. I went on stage, recieve my scroll from the Chancellor.
I studied for 2 years, with happiness and sadness in this Uni, just only for today, the only day I was looking for...
When the whole ceremony came to the end, it represent my Uni life was end, and another new life waiting for me....It's time for me to experience the working life...which is totally different with the study life...
My best friends and my coursemates came for my convo, and they bought me flowers and gifts....my dear honey bought me the sunflowers as I wish to get....and my lecturer bought me roses too!!!
I had taken a lots of photos with my parents, my friends, my lecturers and my honey too...
I couldn't find a better word to describe my happiness on that day....
I just can say, I'm very happy and this will be the most memorable part in my whole life~~
On the 22nd July, was my memorable convocation @ UCSI....
That day morning, I had to wake up at 4am, to fetch my sis n bil to KL sentral, they were heading to MIRI!!! sigh, cant attend my convo....Once I reached home, I took another 1 hour rest, then started to prepared myself. I bathed, I dress-up, I make-up...all these had spent me around 1 hours....
After I had my light breakfast, I drove to Uni. I had to be there by 8am, and I was 15 mins earlier when I reached. I was stand by in the classroom.
My coursemates reached around 8sth, we had to get ready with our gown, hood and mortar board.... we had waited for almost 1 hour before we got into the hall.
The moment when I step into the hall, with the slow marching music, I felt so proud. The hall was crowded with all graduans families...and of course my parents...
After the VIPs given the speeches, the precious moment came to me. I went on stage, recieve my scroll from the Chancellor.
I studied for 2 years, with happiness and sadness in this Uni, just only for today, the only day I was looking for...
When the whole ceremony came to the end, it represent my Uni life was end, and another new life waiting for me....It's time for me to experience the working life...which is totally different with the study life...
My best friends and my coursemates came for my convo, and they bought me flowers and gifts....my dear honey bought me the sunflowers as I wish to get....and my lecturer bought me roses too!!!
I had taken a lots of photos with my parents, my friends, my lecturers and my honey too...
I couldn't find a better word to describe my happiness on that day....
I just can say, I'm very happy and this will be the most memorable part in my whole life~~
Tuesday, 11 July 2006
祝福
祝福
词 丁晓文 曲 郭子
朋友，我永远祝福你
朋友，我永远祝福你
不要问不要说一切尽在不言中
这一刻偎著烛光让我们静静的渡过
莫挥手莫回头当我唱起这首歌
怕只怕泪水轻轻的滑落
愿心中永远留著我的笑容
伴你走过每一个舂夏秋冬
几许愁几许忧人生难免苦与痛
失去过才能真正懂得去珍惜和拥有
情难舍人难留今朝一别各西东
冷和热点点滴滴在心头
愿心中永远留著我的笑容
伴你走过每一个春夏秋冬
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
~~~~~
一首很旧的歌
但是，我总是认为
歌，越老越有味道
那天他特地来到
我们住的地方
为了找一个女生
一个和我同房的女生
看见他的脸上
挂着昔日的笑容
带着开朗的心情
这就是
我当初认识的他
我只想
深深祝福她和他
希望这位朋友
真正成长了
渡过了他的阴影
~~~~~
人总是这样
直到失去了
才懂得珍惜
才学会长大
每一段感情
都让我学习不少
也许是要我
在找到真正的另一半前
学习如何去爱
如何去包容
如何去维持
恋爱中的朋友
加油吧！
Monday, 3 July 2006
Sunday, 2 July 2006
Friday, 30 June 2006
社会新鲜人
终于，熬过去了...打从学院毕业以后，就一直不想继续念书。总是觉得，我不是读书的料子，再加上自己的英文，是超级有限公司...因此，我一直都很讨厌继续念书...
这三年，为了要毕业，花尽心思去做作业。甚至，还做了很多很反常的举动。就比如，为了考试而读书做笔记...为了做作业而不断看参考读物...这一切，在学院时期，是找不到的...
上学期，当我考完最后一科的时候，是我最开心的时刻...终于不再需要为读书而读书了...也终于不再需要伸手向家人要钱了...可以用自己的双手挣钱回来，不是一件容易事。
下星期一，我就要正式上班了。这可是真正的第一份工作，三个月的试用期，相信可以很快度过。虽然不知道可以呆多久，但只要可以学东西，多久也无所谓吧！
我一直都认为自己很幸运。人生路上没有多大的风浪与阻扰。尽管是平平度过，也是精彩人生。就算是比上不足，比下有余也满足...
人就是这样，往往有无止境的欲望...虽说人因梦想而伟大，有目标人生才有意义...但人各有志，我目前只但求有一份稳定的工作...未来的日子，慢慢再说吧！
~~~~~
他说好了要努力地拼，要用短短的半年时间做出成绩来，给所有人看...我什么也帮不上忙，只能够在身边默默地支持他，为他加油打气...他有一个很大很大的梦想要完成，因此现在需要付出很多很多的努力去实现...
过去听过无数激励讲座的我，是时候发挥我的演讲功力，在适当的时候激励他了！呵呵~~
未来的路还很长，也不知道会有什么样的结果...对于我这新鲜人来说，还是见步行步比较安全...
~~~~~
接下来的日子会很忙碌...要加油！！！
这三年，为了要毕业，花尽心思去做作业。甚至，还做了很多很反常的举动。就比如，为了考试而读书做笔记...为了做作业而不断看参考读物...这一切，在学院时期，是找不到的...
上学期，当我考完最后一科的时候，是我最开心的时刻...终于不再需要为读书而读书了...也终于不再需要伸手向家人要钱了...可以用自己的双手挣钱回来，不是一件容易事。
下星期一，我就要正式上班了。这可是真正的第一份工作，三个月的试用期，相信可以很快度过。虽然不知道可以呆多久，但只要可以学东西，多久也无所谓吧！
我一直都认为自己很幸运。人生路上没有多大的风浪与阻扰。尽管是平平度过，也是精彩人生。就算是比上不足，比下有余也满足...
人就是这样，往往有无止境的欲望...虽说人因梦想而伟大，有目标人生才有意义...但人各有志，我目前只但求有一份稳定的工作...未来的日子，慢慢再说吧！
~~~~~
他说好了要努力地拼，要用短短的半年时间做出成绩来，给所有人看...我什么也帮不上忙，只能够在身边默默地支持他，为他加油打气...他有一个很大很大的梦想要完成，因此现在需要付出很多很多的努力去实现...
过去听过无数激励讲座的我，是时候发挥我的演讲功力，在适当的时候激励他了！呵呵~~
未来的路还很长，也不知道会有什么样的结果...对于我这新鲜人来说，还是见步行步比较安全...
~~~~~
接下来的日子会很忙碌...要加油！！！
Tuesday, 20 June 2006
日记?故事
冷冷的网路日记
看了一篇又一篇
没有感情
没有温度
部落格
是让21世纪的新新人类
发泄情绪的空间
没有干扰
没有阻碍
看了你的日记
又如何？
别人的故事
总是特别
网络
想要拉近距离
却让彼此更远
对着没有温度的键盘
输入一个个
没有温度的文字
张贴在
没有温度的网络
人也可以变得冷血
没有温度
别人的故事
别人的日记
也变得冷淡
看了一篇又一篇
没有感情
没有温度
部落格
是让21世纪的新新人类
发泄情绪的空间
没有干扰
没有阻碍
看了你的日记
又如何？
别人的故事
总是特别
网络
想要拉近距离
却让彼此更远
对着没有温度的键盘
输入一个个
没有温度的文字
张贴在
没有温度的网络
人也可以变得冷血
没有温度
别人的故事
别人的日记
也变得冷淡
Sunday, 18 June 2006
MY CONVO~~
Finally, I can wear the gown with hood and mortar board!!! I've been studying for 5 yrs, just for a degree cert...The most important day that I'm looking forward to is comin soon...22nd July 2006...
The next thing is, I've already got a job...which is the company that I'm having my training now. My training ends at the 23rd June... My HR Manager had talked to me about offering me the post here, as a VIDEO EDITOR...
At least, I can learn a lot here..and I like the environment here...but how long can I stay here, that's still a question mark...No matter how...This is my first job...as my best fren said, make it for 1 yr, at least 1 yr...
For the past few years, my college life and uni life are so memorable...full of happiness and sadness...the most precious thing is friendship...which you cannot buy it...
In UCSI, I have a gang of friends, and my beloved lecturers...They are the best lecturers that I have ever met...They have spent a lot of time to teach me, make me clear on their subjects, help me on my assignments...especially my last semester...the Law, Seminar and Script Writing...these are more on paper work, and I have to hand up 13 assignments, 3000 words for each assignments...
The last semester is my toughest time...I really stressed and full of pressured...I remember I cried when I was writing the assignments, I nearly gave up...and collapsed...
Thank god...my lecturers were they encouraged me, my friends supporting me...and my piggy told me to stand strong...
At last, I have complete all my subjects...manage to stand on the stage...receive my degree cert...I feel very proud dy...although I'm not the 1st class student...but I'm the third class too...hehe...anyhow...I have passed all...
My MISSION COMPLETE!!!!!!
Congrat to myself...and congrat to all my friends who have their convo this year...a lot...Sze Herng, David, Eve, Dom etc...
MUACKS~~~big kisses for every fresh grads...
The next thing is, I've already got a job...which is the company that I'm having my training now. My training ends at the 23rd June... My HR Manager had talked to me about offering me the post here, as a VIDEO EDITOR...
At least, I can learn a lot here..and I like the environment here...but how long can I stay here, that's still a question mark...No matter how...This is my first job...as my best fren said, make it for 1 yr, at least 1 yr...
For the past few years, my college life and uni life are so memorable...full of happiness and sadness...the most precious thing is friendship...which you cannot buy it...
In UCSI, I have a gang of friends, and my beloved lecturers...They are the best lecturers that I have ever met...They have spent a lot of time to teach me, make me clear on their subjects, help me on my assignments...especially my last semester...the Law, Seminar and Script Writing...these are more on paper work, and I have to hand up 13 assignments, 3000 words for each assignments...
The last semester is my toughest time...I really stressed and full of pressured...I remember I cried when I was writing the assignments, I nearly gave up...and collapsed...
Thank god...my lecturers were they encouraged me, my friends supporting me...and my piggy told me to stand strong...
At last, I have complete all my subjects...manage to stand on the stage...receive my degree cert...I feel very proud dy...although I'm not the 1st class student...but I'm the third class too...hehe...anyhow...I have passed all...
My MISSION COMPLETE!!!!!!
Congrat to myself...and congrat to all my friends who have their convo this year...a lot...Sze Herng, David, Eve, Dom etc...
MUACKS~~~big kisses for every fresh grads...
Thursday, 15 June 2006
Football Fever
Yesterday was ESP vs UKR and GER vs POL...
A friend of mine was asking me which team I am supporting...hmm...a very good question...I told him..I DUNNO WOR...then...he "pengsan" liao...haha...
Seriously, I'm not a fans of any football team...I watch it just because my father watch it...and some more it's starts from 9pm, so usually I will watch the 1st match...
The reason tat I will know the result is because of Maxis...They send me the result of WC thru SMS every morning...which is free...
My friend is England Supporter...he said because Beckham is handsome...haha~~ then which team should I support? I still dun have any idea...
I JUST WATCH FOR FUN ONLY LA~~~
so dun ask me the same question again ya...I dunno which team to support...
A friend of mine was asking me which team I am supporting...hmm...a very good question...I told him..I DUNNO WOR...then...he "pengsan" liao...haha...
Seriously, I'm not a fans of any football team...I watch it just because my father watch it...and some more it's starts from 9pm, so usually I will watch the 1st match...
The reason tat I will know the result is because of Maxis...They send me the result of WC thru SMS every morning...which is free...
My friend is England Supporter...he said because Beckham is handsome...haha~~ then which team should I support? I still dun have any idea...
I JUST WATCH FOR FUN ONLY LA~~~
so dun ask me the same question again ya...I dunno which team to support...
Tuesday, 13 June 2006
AUS vs JPN 3 - 1
This is the conversation between a father and his daughter...
D: Father ya, Aus vs Jpn, which team will win in this match ya?
F: Dunno wor...
D: Aiyo, how come you dunno...you watch football for thousand yrs already...sure have some idea ma....
F: Should be Jpn la...
D: Why Japan?
F: Because Japan's coach is Zico ma...Zico from Brazil...very well known...
D: Then? Aus coach very lousy mer?
F: Aus trained by Russia coach ma...Russia not very well known in World Cup...
D: oh....ok lor...then I support Japan ya....hehe~~
26mins later....
D: Wah!!! Japan scored liao!!!!
D: But hor...How they scored ya?
F: You watched the replay la....
D: oh....
D: Japan block the goalkeeper wor...that's why he couldn't stop the ball...like this not consider fault mer? Just now you said cannot block other player wan ma...
F: The referee didn't see mah no fault la...
D: So cham mer...
2nd half...
D: Only left another half an hour...still Japan lead...Japan sure win de la... I wanna sleep liao...
The next day morning...
When the daughter read the newspaper...SHOCK!!! AUS vs JPN 3 - 1
D: Father ya!!! Why Aus win ya???
F: Yesterday you got watch ma know lor...
D: Aiyer....how come half n hour can kick in 3 balls ya!!!???? Then Japan very lousy la.... cieh....
F: ......
~~~~~
Obviously, this is the conversation between me n my dad....haha~~ I dunno anything bout football...just happily sat down with my dad...and switch to the Channel 83...
In fact, I had asked him lots of question bout football...about rules...n etc...
Thought of supporting Jpn cos it's one of the Asian country...now...aih...have to depend on South Korea liao...
Asian Country must ADD OIL ya....
haha....
I'm not addicted into football...but just...FOR FUN!!!!!! hehe~~
Still....WHY JAPAN LOSE de??? =_=''
D: Father ya, Aus vs Jpn, which team will win in this match ya?
F: Dunno wor...
D: Aiyo, how come you dunno...you watch football for thousand yrs already...sure have some idea ma....
F: Should be Jpn la...
D: Why Japan?
F: Because Japan's coach is Zico ma...Zico from Brazil...very well known...
D: Then? Aus coach very lousy mer?
F: Aus trained by Russia coach ma...Russia not very well known in World Cup...
D: oh....ok lor...then I support Japan ya....hehe~~
26mins later....
D: Wah!!! Japan scored liao!!!!
D: But hor...How they scored ya?
F: You watched the replay la....
D: oh....
D: Japan block the goalkeeper wor...that's why he couldn't stop the ball...like this not consider fault mer? Just now you said cannot block other player wan ma...
F: The referee didn't see mah no fault la...
D: So cham mer...
2nd half...
D: Only left another half an hour...still Japan lead...Japan sure win de la... I wanna sleep liao...
The next day morning...
When the daughter read the newspaper...SHOCK!!! AUS vs JPN 3 - 1
D: Father ya!!! Why Aus win ya???
F: Yesterday you got watch ma know lor...
D: Aiyer....how come half n hour can kick in 3 balls ya!!!???? Then Japan very lousy la.... cieh....
F: ......
~~~~~
Obviously, this is the conversation between me n my dad....haha~~ I dunno anything bout football...just happily sat down with my dad...and switch to the Channel 83...
In fact, I had asked him lots of question bout football...about rules...n etc...
Thought of supporting Jpn cos it's one of the Asian country...now...aih...have to depend on South Korea liao...
Asian Country must ADD OIL ya....
haha....
I'm not addicted into football...but just...FOR FUN!!!!!! hehe~~
Still....WHY JAPAN LOSE de??? =_=''
Thursday, 8 June 2006
F*R*I*E*N*D*S*H*I*P
What is friends for? How to maintain the friendship? Why there are so many different categories of friends?
We have shopping friends, movie friends, dining friends, travel friends, online chatting friends etc...
朋友的重要性，不是每个人都领悟得到...更不是每一个都明白...老套的俗语说：“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友”。然而，又有谁能够真正的体会其中含义？
再套多一句话“一样米养百样人”，身边总是会有一种人，自小养尊处优，不管发生什么事，都还有家人挡。有了另一半以后，朋友对他而言，就只不过是偶尔寒暄两句的普通人一个。这种人，从来不会顾虑身边人的感受...
怎么说？
他可以在需要帮助的时候，向你求救。相反地，你有难时，他则诸多借口推搪。在他们的世界里，只要家人还在，爱人还在，其它一概不重要了！
但是，他却忘了，曾经有人在他赶功课赶到半死的时候，伸出援手，帮他找资料。在他失落的时候，爱人和家人都不在身边陪他，幸好还有一群朋友在身边陪伴着。可他却认为，这一切都是应分的...
直到有一天，他的至亲突然急病去世，彷徨无助之际，爱人竟然一点也帮不上忙...最后竟然是他身边不起眼的朋友们安慰他、替他想办法、载他到巴士车站...浑浑噩噩之际，他似乎不断收到短讯，一封又一封让他窝心地、感动地短讯，给了他一剂镇定剂...
真的要面对了激烈打击，才会成长吗？
你身边，有这么样的一位朋友吗？不需要气，也勿须急...保持联系就好...你若是真的珍惜友谊，他总有一天会了解...
We have shopping friends, movie friends, dining friends, travel friends, online chatting friends etc...
朋友的重要性，不是每个人都领悟得到...更不是每一个都明白...老套的俗语说：“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友”。然而，又有谁能够真正的体会其中含义？
再套多一句话“一样米养百样人”，身边总是会有一种人，自小养尊处优，不管发生什么事，都还有家人挡。有了另一半以后，朋友对他而言，就只不过是偶尔寒暄两句的普通人一个。这种人，从来不会顾虑身边人的感受...
怎么说？
他可以在需要帮助的时候，向你求救。相反地，你有难时，他则诸多借口推搪。在他们的世界里，只要家人还在，爱人还在，其它一概不重要了！
但是，他却忘了，曾经有人在他赶功课赶到半死的时候，伸出援手，帮他找资料。在他失落的时候，爱人和家人都不在身边陪他，幸好还有一群朋友在身边陪伴着。可他却认为，这一切都是应分的...
直到有一天，他的至亲突然急病去世，彷徨无助之际，爱人竟然一点也帮不上忙...最后竟然是他身边不起眼的朋友们安慰他、替他想办法、载他到巴士车站...浑浑噩噩之际，他似乎不断收到短讯，一封又一封让他窝心地、感动地短讯，给了他一剂镇定剂...
真的要面对了激烈打击，才会成长吗？
你身边，有这么样的一位朋友吗？不需要气，也勿须急...保持联系就好...你若是真的珍惜友谊，他总有一天会了解...
Tuesday, 30 May 2006
久违了
这几个星期，一直都很忙。。在忙剪接。。忙推介礼。。忙报告。。忙拍拖。。忙休息。。忙武术。。忙睡觉。。好忙好盲。。呵呵～～
昨天的推介礼，顺利地进行完毕...我负责音响系统及灯光...基于人手的不足，唯有一个人做好几项的工作...除了音响，推介礼开始之前的准备，我还必须和几位同事联手用公司的产品盒子，堆叠两座高塔...也就是所谓的双峰塔...双峰塔之间的那座桥，还是用透明的塑胶板，绕上一圈又一圈的彩灯，再放在两塔之间...这座双峰塔，难度不在于怎么叠，而是安装了灯饰以后，底部还有各一个强力的大灯，我们想尽了办法，将电线拉好、藏好...确实蛮费神...这座塔，化了我们将近3小时的时间完成...也许不是很完美，但是，只要老板满意就好...
这座塔的寿命，就只有仅仅的3小时，就必须毁了...毕竟，盒子是借用的，好看的东西，通常都不会久！嘻嘻～～毁的时候，还真蛮心疼...自己的心血喔...不过，也拍下了不少的照片留恋...也满足了！！
在这里工作，还相当舒服...人事的是是非非，肯定不会少。但只要不牵涉其中，就不会惹祸上身了！
(Me and my boss - Mr. Teh 郑云城合照with the Twin Tower)
~~~
又是下雨天...轰隆轰隆...接着就是倾盆大雨，夹带着闪电...闪电和雷公相当有默契地一唱一和...激昂高唱着...唱着气候的转变，唱着地球的不寻常变化...
~~~
5个月了
我和哈泥共度了只有仅仅152天、3648小时、218880分钟、13132800秒...但是，却经历的许多许多...从相识，到了解，再寻找共同的频道...花了不少的电话费，汽油等等...谁说，爱情不是金钱换回来的？
忘了有多少的时间，都在电话上长谈、意见不合、发脾气、发牢骚...到最后，依然能够心平气和，解决问题...
感动
也感激
认识了这么一个你
~~~
和精武的纷纷扰扰，没有所谓的告一段落...多希望可以划上休止符...让自己的心，舒服一些...但偏偏，我不惹人，人家还是在找机会，加害一把...到今天，人家依然看不过眼...
听了一位朋友告诉我关于精武的近况及一些是是非非，才恍然大悟，明白到为什么就连小孩子，也害怕和我聊天了！
心疼
心酸
原来，选择了离去得学员，都是他们所谓的“害群之马”，踏进精武大堂一步，都“存有害人之意”...
他们每一天都在害怕，害怕耍手段夺回来得名与利，会随是失去...所以才会天天都提防着...生活是何等痛苦！！？？？
昨天的推介礼，顺利地进行完毕...我负责音响系统及灯光...基于人手的不足，唯有一个人做好几项的工作...除了音响，推介礼开始之前的准备，我还必须和几位同事联手用公司的产品盒子，堆叠两座高塔...也就是所谓的双峰塔...双峰塔之间的那座桥，还是用透明的塑胶板，绕上一圈又一圈的彩灯，再放在两塔之间...这座双峰塔，难度不在于怎么叠，而是安装了灯饰以后，底部还有各一个强力的大灯，我们想尽了办法，将电线拉好、藏好...确实蛮费神...这座塔，化了我们将近3小时的时间完成...也许不是很完美，但是，只要老板满意就好...这座塔的寿命，就只有仅仅的3小时，就必须毁了...毕竟，盒子是借用的，好看的东西，通常都不会久！嘻嘻～～毁的时候，还真蛮心疼...自己的心血喔...不过，也拍下了不少的照片留恋...也满足了！！
在这里工作，还相当舒服...人事的是是非非，肯定不会少。但只要不牵涉其中，就不会惹祸上身了！
(Me and my boss - Mr. Teh 郑云城合照with the Twin Tower)
~~~
又是下雨天...轰隆轰隆...接着就是倾盆大雨，夹带着闪电...闪电和雷公相当有默契地一唱一和...激昂高唱着...唱着气候的转变，唱着地球的不寻常变化...
~~~
5个月了
我和哈泥共度了只有仅仅152天、3648小时、218880分钟、13132800秒...但是，却经历的许多许多...从相识，到了解，再寻找共同的频道...花了不少的电话费，汽油等等...谁说，爱情不是金钱换回来的？
忘了有多少的时间，都在电话上长谈、意见不合、发脾气、发牢骚...到最后，依然能够心平气和，解决问题...
感动
也感激
认识了这么一个你
~~~
和精武的纷纷扰扰，没有所谓的告一段落...多希望可以划上休止符...让自己的心，舒服一些...但偏偏，我不惹人，人家还是在找机会，加害一把...到今天，人家依然看不过眼...
听了一位朋友告诉我关于精武的近况及一些是是非非，才恍然大悟，明白到为什么就连小孩子，也害怕和我聊天了！
心疼
心酸
原来，选择了离去得学员，都是他们所谓的“害群之马”，踏进精武大堂一步，都“存有害人之意”...
他们每一天都在害怕，害怕耍手段夺回来得名与利，会随是失去...所以才会天天都提防着...生活是何等痛苦！！？？？
Friday, 28 April 2006
Industrial Training / Internship / Co-op III
I just noticed that having training in a company has a few Nama Khas to name it...Industrial training (this is quite common)...Internship (most of them dunno what is this)...Co-op III (to differentiate from others Uni or Coll, this is the most special terms from UCSI)
Oh ya...our CO-OP stand for Co-operation!!
I'm now having my industrial training (prefer this much) in a listed company, PUC FOUNDER (MSC) S/B...this is an IT company which doing finger print business...the write the software and make the finger print product too...which name as FinterTec...I'm not sure whether this can be found in the market, but I do only know this is the company founder from China, and they have the business in Japan too...
I'm training as the assistant of videographer and multimedia editor. Just started the work here only 4 days, and I had already assigned a few jobs to do. I'm not as free as others friend who doing their training for the 1st day.
I need to help me supervisor to put in all the subtitle into the 7mins plus corporate video.
It's sounds easy, but the idea keep changing...trying to put it in black bar with white wordings; white bar in black wordings, red wordings, blue wordings...Finally ended up with yellow wordings with black shadow... It tooks me a whole day to face the PC... However, I didn't feel tired although I had work for whole day, non-rest...
Maybe I'm really enjoy this work...
Then, the next day, I was asked to watch a 4 hours forum, which had aired in AEC. It's a chinese forum, talking about corruption of the headmasters / headmistress in primary schools. After watching it, I need to edit it into 1 hour, for my boss to show it when he went for the meeting of PIBG (if I'm not mistaken).
This is not really tough, but need to come out an idea from the 4 hrs thingy, and bring out the torny issue to show the public. I'm still thinking an excellent way to present it. At least, have a great impact on the opening...hmm...
That's only the 1st step...according to my supervisor - Ms Sue... She told me the next step is that she will assign me a job, to reshoot a product. It's an hour VCD, showing the installation and setting of the product. So, the 2nd step, I need to come out with my own schedule, to decide when to shoot, what to shoot, whom being shoot, where to shoot and of cause, how to shoot.
High angle? Low angle? CU? LS? MS?Panning? Zooming...etc...
Anyhow, this will be my 2nd "baby"...
Praying hard for me to have a great idea to do it....
Many of my friends keep asking me how's my work here...thanks for you all, thanks for the blessing from Aaron, Tian Nee, Jasmine, Ting Fong, Sam...I'm doing well here...at least...STILL ALIVE...still can SURVIVE...muahahaha...No worry...I'm great...I'm sure when my training ends, I will get a better grade...hehe...(bit too over confident hor...haha)
Really, seriously, thanks to they all, who giving me support all the time...feel so touch...at least, I know I have a bunch of friends who cares on me...
Getting busy next week, I can sense the work load adding already...I really hope, after this training, I can find out my future interest...either editor? PE teacher? Mktg in UCSI? or others...
Oh ya...our CO-OP stand for Co-operation!!
I'm now having my industrial training (prefer this much) in a listed company, PUC FOUNDER (MSC) S/B...this is an IT company which doing finger print business...the write the software and make the finger print product too...which name as FinterTec...I'm not sure whether this can be found in the market, but I do only know this is the company founder from China, and they have the business in Japan too...
I'm training as the assistant of videographer and multimedia editor. Just started the work here only 4 days, and I had already assigned a few jobs to do. I'm not as free as others friend who doing their training for the 1st day.
I need to help me supervisor to put in all the subtitle into the 7mins plus corporate video.
It's sounds easy, but the idea keep changing...trying to put it in black bar with white wordings; white bar in black wordings, red wordings, blue wordings...Finally ended up with yellow wordings with black shadow... It tooks me a whole day to face the PC... However, I didn't feel tired although I had work for whole day, non-rest...
Maybe I'm really enjoy this work...
Then, the next day, I was asked to watch a 4 hours forum, which had aired in AEC. It's a chinese forum, talking about corruption of the headmasters / headmistress in primary schools. After watching it, I need to edit it into 1 hour, for my boss to show it when he went for the meeting of PIBG (if I'm not mistaken).
This is not really tough, but need to come out an idea from the 4 hrs thingy, and bring out the torny issue to show the public. I'm still thinking an excellent way to present it. At least, have a great impact on the opening...hmm...
That's only the 1st step...according to my supervisor - Ms Sue... She told me the next step is that she will assign me a job, to reshoot a product. It's an hour VCD, showing the installation and setting of the product. So, the 2nd step, I need to come out with my own schedule, to decide when to shoot, what to shoot, whom being shoot, where to shoot and of cause, how to shoot.
High angle? Low angle? CU? LS? MS?Panning? Zooming...etc...
Anyhow, this will be my 2nd "baby"...
Praying hard for me to have a great idea to do it....
Many of my friends keep asking me how's my work here...thanks for you all, thanks for the blessing from Aaron, Tian Nee, Jasmine, Ting Fong, Sam...I'm doing well here...at least...STILL ALIVE...still can SURVIVE...muahahaha...No worry...I'm great...I'm sure when my training ends, I will get a better grade...hehe...(bit too over confident hor...haha)
Really, seriously, thanks to they all, who giving me support all the time...feel so touch...at least, I know I have a bunch of friends who cares on me...
Getting busy next week, I can sense the work load adding already...I really hope, after this training, I can find out my future interest...either editor? PE teacher? Mktg in UCSI? or others...
喜欢 vs 爱
曾经经历过
爱上一个人
很深、很深...
每个早晨
站在走廊看过去
看着他将车子停好
往食堂走去
才不情愿回课室去
每个下课
往摄影学会室钻
和他一起吃饭聊天
直到铃声响起
才依依不舍地离开
结局是
我的爱感动了他
和我交往一星期后
就宣布爱情死亡
而我
只能够躲在家
静静舔伤
原来
从一开始
就很爱一个人
结局都不会好过
这种爱情
往往是单方面的受伤
先爱了
才学习喜欢
喜欢对方的一切
有时候
太爱对方
而选择了包容一切
包容自己原本无法忍受的一切
直到最后
失去了自己
先爱，才学习喜欢吗？
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爱情
其实很简单
只要看对眼
互相有好感
选择了在一起
才开始学习
如何爱对方
喜欢了对方的第一眼
在去学习喜欢其他
一切一切
在喜欢的阶段
至少
任何事情
都可以摊开来谈
但前提是
双方都必须
开明、坦率
也许
到最后
会是分手收场
至少
双方都学习
为对方付出过
这
总比自己一个人
痴痴地等待
傻傻地爱对方
来得更值得
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先喜欢，才来爱？
先爱，才来喜欢？
爱上一个人
很深、很深...
每个早晨
站在走廊看过去
看着他将车子停好
往食堂走去
才不情愿回课室去
每个下课
往摄影学会室钻
和他一起吃饭聊天
直到铃声响起
才依依不舍地离开
结局是
我的爱感动了他
和我交往一星期后
就宣布爱情死亡
而我
只能够躲在家
静静舔伤
原来
从一开始
就很爱一个人
结局都不会好过
这种爱情
往往是单方面的受伤
先爱了
才学习喜欢
喜欢对方的一切
有时候
太爱对方
而选择了包容一切
包容自己原本无法忍受的一切
直到最后
失去了自己
先爱，才学习喜欢吗？
#####
爱情
其实很简单
只要看对眼
互相有好感
选择了在一起
才开始学习
如何爱对方
喜欢了对方的第一眼
在去学习喜欢其他
一切一切
在喜欢的阶段
至少
任何事情
都可以摊开来谈
但前提是
双方都必须
开明、坦率
也许
到最后
会是分手收场
至少
双方都学习
为对方付出过
这
总比自己一个人
痴痴地等待
傻傻地爱对方
来得更值得
#####
先喜欢，才来爱？
先爱，才来喜欢？
Tuesday, 25 April 2006
开工咯！！！
终于
旅行回来了
终于
开始工作了
第一天上班
没有太多东西做
从早上九点整
直到傍晚六点
就是在做剪接的工作
在放 Subtitle
对着电脑
眼睛也花了
脑袋也开始不清醒了
还好
还有能力开车回家
第一天
就已经可以如此充实
接下来的日子
也应该不会太闲吧！
呵呵~~
谢谢
哈泥志成
婷妮
洁诗敏
还有庭芳
给我的开工大吉祝福！！
好感动~~
旅行回来了
终于
开始工作了
第一天上班
没有太多东西做
从早上九点整
直到傍晚六点
就是在做剪接的工作
在放 Subtitle
对着电脑
眼睛也花了
脑袋也开始不清醒了
还好
还有能力开车回家
第一天
就已经可以如此充实
接下来的日子
也应该不会太闲吧！
呵呵~~
谢谢
哈泥志成
婷妮
洁诗敏
还有庭芳
给我的开工大吉祝福！！
好感动~~
Tuesday, 11 April 2006
烦恼
烦恼似乎离不开人
人可以没有烦恼吗？
就连僧人，圣人都会有烦恼
别告诉我什么皆空的道理
尽是废话
僧人烦什么？
再怎么平常心
也会担心佛堂要如何维持呀！
庙宇要重建
需要钱啊！可钱从哪来？
要安排法会了，
要买的东西，
要装饰的物品
还有许许多多
零零碎碎的事情要管啊！
谁说僧人会没有烦恼？
圣人烦什么？
圣人就是为世人立法则的人
圣人的言行，大都是世人的法则
圣人能制定 法则，设立规矩，而为万世法
圣人利万物而不争，法自然而无为
好深奥的一番话
既然圣人为立法则的人
那它也会为他所里出来的法则
而烦恼
所谓的法则
有多少人在遵循着？
既然是人无法跟从
是否意味着
他的法则有问题？
从来没有人
质疑过圣人的法则
那敢问
他的法则，就一定是对的吗？
一定是完美无瑕嘛？
圣人就不需要检讨吗？
所以啊
在我的字典里
只要是人
就会有烦恼
甚至天上的神仙
地下的妖魔鬼怪
都会烦恼
更何况我们只是普通的贫民百姓！
我们有烦恼
也是正常的
只是看我们如何去看待而已
重点是
不要逃避问题
这样只会将问题的雪球
越滚越大而已
学习面对烦恼
解决烦恼
坐着守株待兔
绝对不是最佳的解决方案
走向烦恼
走向问题
才是上上策
人可以没有烦恼吗？
就连僧人，圣人都会有烦恼
别告诉我什么皆空的道理
尽是废话
僧人烦什么？
再怎么平常心
也会担心佛堂要如何维持呀！
庙宇要重建
需要钱啊！可钱从哪来？
要安排法会了，
要买的东西，
要装饰的物品
还有许许多多
零零碎碎的事情要管啊！
谁说僧人会没有烦恼？
圣人烦什么？
圣人就是为世人立法则的人
圣人的言行，大都是世人的法则
圣人能制定 法则，设立规矩，而为万世法
圣人利万物而不争，法自然而无为
好深奥的一番话
既然圣人为立法则的人
那它也会为他所里出来的法则
而烦恼
所谓的法则
有多少人在遵循着？
既然是人无法跟从
是否意味着
他的法则有问题？
从来没有人
质疑过圣人的法则
那敢问
他的法则，就一定是对的吗？
一定是完美无瑕嘛？
圣人就不需要检讨吗？
所以啊
在我的字典里
只要是人
就会有烦恼
甚至天上的神仙
地下的妖魔鬼怪
都会烦恼
更何况我们只是普通的贫民百姓！
我们有烦恼
也是正常的
只是看我们如何去看待而已
重点是
不要逃避问题
这样只会将问题的雪球
越滚越大而已
学习面对烦恼
解决烦恼
坐着守株待兔
绝对不是最佳的解决方案
走向烦恼
走向问题
才是上上策
Monday, 10 April 2006
Finally
Finally, I had finished all my assignments~~~
Now I'm just waiting for the exams...on the 14th and the 19th...after that, is my holiday trip to PENANG!!! I do hope my little Gie gie can join the trip... (dun bother your family matters la...play hard first...hehe~~)
Sounds relax now...but sooner I'm going to headache with my industrial training...should I go for ntv 7, or go for the bridal shop as an editor n videographer?
After I complete my course, what should I do? Why they do not prefer I work as a PE teacher? What's the problem to be a PE teacher?
Should I work in the media line? work in production house? or PE teacher? production house? PE teacher?
What I want for my future actually???
A stable lifestyle...a stable job...a stable income enough for me to survive in TOWN...what else???
Now I'm just waiting for the exams...on the 14th and the 19th...after that, is my holiday trip to PENANG!!! I do hope my little Gie gie can join the trip... (dun bother your family matters la...play hard first...hehe~~)
Sounds relax now...but sooner I'm going to headache with my industrial training...should I go for ntv 7, or go for the bridal shop as an editor n videographer?
After I complete my course, what should I do? Why they do not prefer I work as a PE teacher? What's the problem to be a PE teacher?
Should I work in the media line? work in production house? or PE teacher? production house? PE teacher?
What I want for my future actually???
A stable lifestyle...a stable job...a stable income enough for me to survive in TOWN...what else???
无题
他是一个爱自由的人
究竟是习惯了一个人生活？
还是目前还无法适应
身边多了一个人？
习惯了没有约束
习惯了不用交待
习惯了进出自如
习惯了四处奔波
他说
再给他一点时间
让他去适应
让他学习身边多了一个你
一个崇爱自由的人
有那么容易习惯吗？
他需要多长的时间？
三个月？
半年？
一年？
三年？
还是十年？
还是
他根本还未定下心来？
究竟是习惯了一个人生活？
还是目前还无法适应
身边多了一个人？
习惯了没有约束
习惯了不用交待
习惯了进出自如
习惯了四处奔波
他说
再给他一点时间
让他去适应
让他学习身边多了一个你
一个崇爱自由的人
有那么容易习惯吗？
他需要多长的时间？
三个月？
半年？
一年？
三年？
还是十年？
还是
他根本还未定下心来？
Thursday, 6 April 2006
童话故事
童话故事里的公主
永远都是漂亮斯文
被人捧在手心呵护
童话故事里的王子
永远都是高大威猛
一定是保护公主的英雄
然而
现实是
公主就只是摆在那里
让人欣赏
公主不懂得大小事务
公主的生活
可是无聊的很
重男轻女的时代
公主也不需要
学习太多的知识
再加上三步不出闺门
只有留在闺房
勤练刺绣
懂得琴棋书画
还必须要知道
如何将自己
打扮得漂漂亮亮
就够了
而王子
除了高大威猛
还要是英俊潇洒
风度翩翩
威风凛凛
饱读诗书
满腹经论
王子啊
还要练得一身好武功
所以
王子自哺出娘胎
就好不得空
童话故事里
英雄自古爱美人
英雄救美
更是剧情所需
王子和公主
一定有机会
有缘分相遇
相知、相惜
然后
排除万难
一起共度余生
你相信童话故事吗？
还是
你就是
童话故事里的王子和公主？
我不是童话故事中
漂亮的公主
但
我一定是
他心目中
永远的公主...
永远都是漂亮斯文
被人捧在手心呵护
童话故事里的王子
永远都是高大威猛
一定是保护公主的英雄
然而
现实是
公主就只是摆在那里
让人欣赏
公主不懂得大小事务
公主的生活
可是无聊的很
重男轻女的时代
公主也不需要
学习太多的知识
再加上三步不出闺门
只有留在闺房
勤练刺绣
懂得琴棋书画
还必须要知道
如何将自己
打扮得漂漂亮亮
就够了
而王子
除了高大威猛
还要是英俊潇洒
风度翩翩
威风凛凛
饱读诗书
满腹经论
王子啊
还要练得一身好武功
所以
王子自哺出娘胎
就好不得空
童话故事里
英雄自古爱美人
英雄救美
更是剧情所需
王子和公主
一定有机会
有缘分相遇
相知、相惜
然后
排除万难
一起共度余生
你相信童话故事吗？
还是
你就是
童话故事里的王子和公主？
我不是童话故事中
漂亮的公主
但
我一定是
他心目中
永远的公主...
Tuesday, 4 April 2006
人心难测
有个人
到今天
我还是提防着
我不知道
他葫芦里卖什么药
更不了解
他在打什么算盘
打从事件的发生
我就怀疑他的为人
待人没有真诚过
他的所作所为
我们旁人
永远不会知道实情
更不知道
谁会因此得益
居心叵测
人言可畏
还是小心为上
不信为妙
到今天
我还是提防着
我不知道
他葫芦里卖什么药
更不了解
他在打什么算盘
打从事件的发生
我就怀疑他的为人
待人没有真诚过
他的所作所为
我们旁人
永远不会知道实情
更不知道
谁会因此得益
居心叵测
人言可畏
还是小心为上
不信为妙
Thursday, 30 March 2006
Parliament Trip
I was late this morning...until I heard my handphone sms tone, I was shock and the sun already rose up...it was 7.45am...I suppose to reach uni before 8am...
It's an important day because me and my classmates who doing the Media Law and Ethics, are going to parliament!!!
I was in a rush in the early morning...I had to get myself prepared in 10minutes...
This is the 2nd time I been to the parliament...this time is meaningful because at least I know some of the issue that they are dicussing, and I have some improvement for me hearing...hearing on BM and Eng...compare with last time I went was in 2002...
It is a windy morning, and as usual, on the way to parliament, we have to passby those heavy traffic jam area such as Jalan Sungai Besi, Jalan Istana and Jalan Duta...we reached there at 9am, and we had a light breakfast in their so called "canteen"...
After waiting for the person in charge to explain about the parliament things, which we can actually learn fr class..but I dunno why the student fr one of the local famous university --> U#M, they keep asking lots of questions...
Anyway, this is not important...
After we all sit in the parliament, the hundreds over seats, most of them are empty..meaning that there's a lot of MP didn't come for the meeting...
Oh ya...share with you a SECRET!!! for these meetings, the MP come and they get back allowances...and it's RM 200 per day!!! Imagine they going to have the meeting in the whole month, from Mon to Thurs, there's 18 days of meeting for this month, they can get RM 3,600.00 as allowance!!! These are the money from the RAKYAT~~~
AND...
if the MP just sit in for 5 minutes, they still get pay...
In the meeting, I saw one of the MP who was sleeping, the head keep nodding, seems like agree with the points of Minister of Women and Welfare, Puan Sharizat speech...
Some of them who playing with their HPs...ya..it's HPs...he has 2 HPs...and I guess he was playing his infared thingy or bluetooth thingy...
Some of the MP really didn't pay attention to what their discussing about...dreaming in the Dewan...just attend and get the allowance, perhaps they not...
There's one topic they discussed about, is the PERBAHASAN...The MP keep encourage is to promote BM and Speak good BM...guess what...even they themselve, couldn't speak proper BM in the parliament...how are they going to promote this things?
Furthurmore, you can see the MPs keep going in and out from the Dewan...they are not respectful enough to the Yang Di-Pertua...
Some of the MPs talking crap in the meeting...and even not answering the question that asked by others MP...
This meeting, they brought up a lot of issues, but seems never come to conclusion...and the chairman is just come for duty, every hour change another person...I doubt whether they really know how's the meeting goes..and what's the topic they discussing...
Anyway, this trip is fun and nice...we have seen lots of things, but the most pity thing was we couldn't wait until Lim Kit Siang voice out his opinion...we have to leave at 12sth...
Today is the last day for the parliament meetings...and tomorrow they are going to talk about the 9th plan of Malaysia, which we are not allow to sit in...only for those who are invited...
After the trip...only one thing comes to my mind...be the MP and you will get good pay...just for your attandence of the meeting...you never need to talk...you can just have a nap...if feel boring, you can go out to the canteen there have a cup of coffee, then only come back...or you can just attend for the first hours, then leave...
Consider it...you might get good PAY wor...
HAHAHAHHA~~~
It's an important day because me and my classmates who doing the Media Law and Ethics, are going to parliament!!!
I was in a rush in the early morning...I had to get myself prepared in 10minutes...
This is the 2nd time I been to the parliament...this time is meaningful because at least I know some of the issue that they are dicussing, and I have some improvement for me hearing...hearing on BM and Eng...compare with last time I went was in 2002...
It is a windy morning, and as usual, on the way to parliament, we have to passby those heavy traffic jam area such as Jalan Sungai Besi, Jalan Istana and Jalan Duta...we reached there at 9am, and we had a light breakfast in their so called "canteen"...
After waiting for the person in charge to explain about the parliament things, which we can actually learn fr class..but I dunno why the student fr one of the local famous university --> U#M, they keep asking lots of questions...
Anyway, this is not important...
After we all sit in the parliament, the hundreds over seats, most of them are empty..meaning that there's a lot of MP didn't come for the meeting...
Oh ya...share with you a SECRET!!! for these meetings, the MP come and they get back allowances...and it's RM 200 per day!!! Imagine they going to have the meeting in the whole month, from Mon to Thurs, there's 18 days of meeting for this month, they can get RM 3,600.00 as allowance!!! These are the money from the RAKYAT~~~
AND...
if the MP just sit in for 5 minutes, they still get pay...
In the meeting, I saw one of the MP who was sleeping, the head keep nodding, seems like agree with the points of Minister of Women and Welfare, Puan Sharizat speech...
Some of them who playing with their HPs...ya..it's HPs...he has 2 HPs...and I guess he was playing his infared thingy or bluetooth thingy...
Some of the MP really didn't pay attention to what their discussing about...dreaming in the Dewan...just attend and get the allowance, perhaps they not...
There's one topic they discussed about, is the PERBAHASAN...The MP keep encourage is to promote BM and Speak good BM...guess what...even they themselve, couldn't speak proper BM in the parliament...how are they going to promote this things?
Furthurmore, you can see the MPs keep going in and out from the Dewan...they are not respectful enough to the Yang Di-Pertua...
Some of the MPs talking crap in the meeting...and even not answering the question that asked by others MP...
This meeting, they brought up a lot of issues, but seems never come to conclusion...and the chairman is just come for duty, every hour change another person...I doubt whether they really know how's the meeting goes..and what's the topic they discussing...
Anyway, this trip is fun and nice...we have seen lots of things, but the most pity thing was we couldn't wait until Lim Kit Siang voice out his opinion...we have to leave at 12sth...
Today is the last day for the parliament meetings...and tomorrow they are going to talk about the 9th plan of Malaysia, which we are not allow to sit in...only for those who are invited...
After the trip...only one thing comes to my mind...be the MP and you will get good pay...just for your attandence of the meeting...you never need to talk...you can just have a nap...if feel boring, you can go out to the canteen there have a cup of coffee, then only come back...or you can just attend for the first hours, then leave...
Consider it...you might get good PAY wor...
HAHAHAHHA~~~
Sunday, 26 March 2006
it’s the ‘TAGGED’ time again
Four Movies I would watch over and over again
1) Wushu Video Clips...
2) The Sound of Music
3) ??
4) ??
Aparently I have no time for movie now...
Four Places I’ve lived
1) An old Flat next to the Siam Temple
2) Cheras Maluri, 5 minutes walk to Jusco
3) Kajang, New Era college hostel and off campus hostel
4) Taman Taynton
Four Places I’ve been on vacation
1) Thailand, Hatyai
2) Singapore
3) Hong Kong
4) Penang, Malacca, Seremban
Four Nicknames I’ve been given
1) Tong Yun
2) Ching Tong
3) Leng Tong
4) ?? it's only that 3 I can remember...
Four Things I could NOT lived without
1) Food
2) Water
3) My Doggie
4) My Honey =_="
Four of my Favourite Food
1) Wan Tan Mee
2) Half Boil Egg
3) Seremban Lou Shu Fun (it's totally different with others)
4)
Four Places I would rather be right now
1) China
2) Australia
3) Malacca (to meet my Honey... :p)
4) Greece (a place that I wish to go since I started my athlete life...)
Five things I can do (totally agreed with Mighty Lizard... ^_^)
1) I can walk
2) I can see
3) I can smell
4) I can talk and taste
5) I can hear too!!
Four friends that I’ve tagged that I think will respond
1) TNee Cha
2) Winnie Chua
3) Poh Hean #if she can have a break from her programming
4) Jasmine #it's your time to have sth English in your blog...haha~~
1) Wushu Video Clips...
2) The Sound of Music
3) ??
4) ??
Aparently I have no time for movie now...
Four Places I’ve lived
1) An old Flat next to the Siam Temple
2) Cheras Maluri, 5 minutes walk to Jusco
3) Kajang, New Era college hostel and off campus hostel
4) Taman Taynton
Four Places I’ve been on vacation
1) Thailand, Hatyai
2) Singapore
3) Hong Kong
4) Penang, Malacca, Seremban
Four Nicknames I’ve been given
1) Tong Yun
2) Ching Tong
3) Leng Tong
4) ?? it's only that 3 I can remember...
Four Things I could NOT lived without
1) Food
2) Water
3) My Doggie
4) My Honey =_="
Four of my Favourite Food
1) Wan Tan Mee
2) Half Boil Egg
3) Seremban Lou Shu Fun (it's totally different with others)
4)
Four Places I would rather be right now
1) China
2) Australia
3) Malacca (to meet my Honey... :p)
4) Greece (a place that I wish to go since I started my athlete life...)
Five things I can do (totally agreed with Mighty Lizard... ^_^)
1) I can walk
2) I can see
3) I can smell
4) I can talk and taste
5) I can hear too!!
Four friends that I’ve tagged that I think will respond
1) TNee Cha
2) Winnie Chua
3) Poh Hean #if she can have a break from her programming
4) Jasmine #it's your time to have sth English in your blog...haha~~
珍惜
他在戏院里
而我
正为他没告诉我看戏的事儿
而懊恼着
两个人之间
是否应该将所有事
都向对方禀告
我真的非常珍惜
珍惜我们的感情
珍惜能够在一起
一起相处的日子
今早
随着我的老师
到云顶拍摄他的电影
在他给他的演员指导时
他说了这么样的一件事
有位女教师
在授课当儿
接到她医生的一通电话
就在电话上
医生竟然通过电话
告诉老师说
说她患上癌症！
那一刻
老师马上就哭了起来
她还有半堂课
却无法控制情绪
继续授课
人生
就是这样
五味参杂
谁也不能肯定
谁也不会知道
下一秒会发生的事
而我老师的这部电影
也在叙述一个瞎眼女孩
为了在自己癌症病发前
赶着将自己的作品
尽快拍摄完毕
就在女孩的电影
上映的那一天
他的摄影师
百般无奈
在他和女孩相处的那一段日子
他竟然没有发现到
她“赶”的理由
她走了
她就连自己的电影上映
都没办法出席
因为
她永远都不能出席了
他爱上了她
是她
改变了他
然而
命运弄人
有情人无法终成眷属
这是
一生的遗憾
我不想要这种遗憾
我不想要任何遗憾
所以我学会了珍惜
珍惜我俩之间的每一刻
20060128
而我
正为他没告诉我看戏的事儿
而懊恼着
两个人之间
是否应该将所有事
都向对方禀告
我真的非常珍惜
珍惜我们的感情
珍惜能够在一起
一起相处的日子
今早
随着我的老师
到云顶拍摄他的电影
在他给他的演员指导时
他说了这么样的一件事
有位女教师
在授课当儿
接到她医生的一通电话
就在电话上
医生竟然通过电话
告诉老师说
说她患上癌症！
那一刻
老师马上就哭了起来
她还有半堂课
却无法控制情绪
继续授课
人生
就是这样
五味参杂
谁也不能肯定
谁也不会知道
下一秒会发生的事
而我老师的这部电影
也在叙述一个瞎眼女孩
为了在自己癌症病发前
赶着将自己的作品
尽快拍摄完毕
就在女孩的电影
上映的那一天
他的摄影师
百般无奈
在他和女孩相处的那一段日子
他竟然没有发现到
她“赶”的理由
她走了
她就连自己的电影上映
都没办法出席
因为
她永远都不能出席了
他爱上了她
是她
改变了他
然而
命运弄人
有情人无法终成眷属
这是
一生的遗憾
我不想要这种遗憾
我不想要任何遗憾
所以我学会了珍惜
珍惜我俩之间的每一刻
20060128
Saturday, 25 March 2006
忙碌●困境
接近学期末了
我们都忙着自己的功课
还有可恶的考试
越是接近毕业
越是让我担心
我的未来出路
我可曾后悔
选择了武术
而放弃了体育系？
如今
我告诉自己
我要回到母校
选择我最爱的工作
可是
就差那么一张纸
我能否胜任？
我的困境
我的未来
我该如何选择？
我们都忙着自己的功课
还有可恶的考试
越是接近毕业
越是让我担心
我的未来出路
我可曾后悔
选择了武术
而放弃了体育系？
如今
我告诉自己
我要回到母校
选择我最爱的工作
可是
就差那么一张纸
我能否胜任？
我的困境
我的未来
我该如何选择？
Saturday, 18 March 2006
宠而不坏
你的家人宠你吗？
你的爱人宠你吗？
你的朋友宠你吗？
你的兄弟姐妹宠你吗？
你的师长宠你吗？
我们都会被人宠
我们都会被人爱
懂得爱自己
别人才会加倍爱我们
有没有看过
被人宠坏的小孩？
被人宠坏的情人？
被人宠坏的千金？
被人宠坏的少爷？
我常不自觉地认为
被宠坏的
都是可怜人
一旦有一天
宠他们的人不在了
这些人
该如何继续活下去？
当你正宠着一个人
同时也要让她明白
有一天
你也会离她而去
学习宠而不坏
学习在适当的时候放手
不是每一件事
都必须保护着她
过分的保护
只会让她退化
让她遗忘了独立生活
当我听到你
处处在维护着她
不让她碰这
也不让她碰那
最后
她会忘了如何照顾自己
学习宠而不坏...
你的爱人宠你吗？
你的朋友宠你吗？
你的兄弟姐妹宠你吗？
你的师长宠你吗？
我们都会被人宠
我们都会被人爱
懂得爱自己
别人才会加倍爱我们
有没有看过
被人宠坏的小孩？
被人宠坏的情人？
被人宠坏的千金？
被人宠坏的少爷？
我常不自觉地认为
被宠坏的
都是可怜人
一旦有一天
宠他们的人不在了
这些人
该如何继续活下去？
当你正宠着一个人
同时也要让她明白
有一天
你也会离她而去
学习宠而不坏
学习在适当的时候放手
不是每一件事
都必须保护着她
过分的保护
只会让她退化
让她遗忘了独立生活
当我听到你
处处在维护着她
不让她碰这
也不让她碰那
最后
她会忘了如何照顾自己
学习宠而不坏...
Monday, 13 March 2006
当分手成了气候
打从去年开始，就发现到，原来分手时有季节的。
去年的某一点时间，我陆陆续续收到和我一同在新院念书的学弟及学妹，在国外的分手消息。有的在台湾、中国、澳洲、英国、纽西兰等地。本想屈指一算，却点算不完啊！
这陆陆续续的消息，也影响了在马拉西亚念书的我们。
分手的朋友，无不心疼
聆听的朋友，无不心寒
今年，才不过是三月份的开端，夏天都还未到来，坏消息就接踵而来了。
所谓的坏消息，除了近日来莫名其妙的天灾以外，就是这分手的气候。又是一次的屈指一算，天呀！
分手，其实都一样，就只不过是他或她不再爱你了、有或者他或她对你没有感觉了、有或者他或她爱上了其他人了。
当一方提出分手之际，听听他的解释，他给的理由...仔细分析，不难发现这些所谓的解释，都是一些狗屁不通的话而已。他们不过是要用漂亮的文字、语言来掩饰真心话。由谁敢大胆承认他们得分手真正原因？很少，甚至没有...有第三者的，若不是被人发现，我想当事人一定还沉醉在谎言里。
“我和你在一起很辛苦”
“我年纪不小了，还要成家立室。你还小，还有很多选择。”
“我不是在批评你什么，但是希望你能够将你的形象搞好，因为我有一些女性朋友也是......”
“我觉得你不是很会穿衣服...”
“我带你出来，不代表你就是我的女朋友...”
“我很忙，你的生日，我不能帮你庆祝了...”
“我刚刚忘了开电话铃声，因此没有听到你的电话...”
“我没有这么多闲情来回你的短讯...”
“我今晚上要和朋友看球赛...”
很多时候，当一个男生不再注意你了，他们都会开始制造许许多多创意的谎言来掩饰他已经不再喜欢你。他们不会马上和你分手，也许还没有找到更好的，所谓的骑牛找马就是这样子。
有的更甚，谎言都不说了，直接人间蒸发。
有的会“情不自禁”地拿你和其他女生作比较。尤其是比较外在美！一个男生若会介意你的外表，那么女生，你应该提高警惕了！他不会喜欢你太久，因为他的心目中已经有了一个模范，就只不过等待着看谁最接近而已。
一个真正爱你的人，就会爱你的全部。不管你是高、矮、肥、瘦，单眼皮或双眼皮...甚至距离远近，都不会是分手的中心点。
一个人一旦有心要分手，它可以编出许许多多的理由与“苦衷”...
当分手成了一种气候，影响的不只是已分手的朋友，这分手的效应，还深深地影响了身边的情侣。有的听了会担心、会紧张自己的恋情会否面对同样的问题...在这种过分担心、过分紧张的情况下，往往有更多的情侣加入了这大气候。
不要轻易被这股气候所影响，相信自己的选择，相信你的另一半。不要让这股气候，影响了你们之间的感情。能够携手同过的，最后的果实一定让你回味无穷。
去年的某一点时间，我陆陆续续收到和我一同在新院念书的学弟及学妹，在国外的分手消息。有的在台湾、中国、澳洲、英国、纽西兰等地。本想屈指一算，却点算不完啊！
这陆陆续续的消息，也影响了在马拉西亚念书的我们。
分手的朋友，无不心疼
聆听的朋友，无不心寒
今年，才不过是三月份的开端，夏天都还未到来，坏消息就接踵而来了。
所谓的坏消息，除了近日来莫名其妙的天灾以外，就是这分手的气候。又是一次的屈指一算，天呀！
分手，其实都一样，就只不过是他或她不再爱你了、有或者他或她对你没有感觉了、有或者他或她爱上了其他人了。
当一方提出分手之际，听听他的解释，他给的理由...仔细分析，不难发现这些所谓的解释，都是一些狗屁不通的话而已。他们不过是要用漂亮的文字、语言来掩饰真心话。由谁敢大胆承认他们得分手真正原因？很少，甚至没有...有第三者的，若不是被人发现，我想当事人一定还沉醉在谎言里。
“我和你在一起很辛苦”
“我年纪不小了，还要成家立室。你还小，还有很多选择。”
“我不是在批评你什么，但是希望你能够将你的形象搞好，因为我有一些女性朋友也是......”
“我觉得你不是很会穿衣服...”
“我带你出来，不代表你就是我的女朋友...”
“我很忙，你的生日，我不能帮你庆祝了...”
“我刚刚忘了开电话铃声，因此没有听到你的电话...”
“我没有这么多闲情来回你的短讯...”
“我今晚上要和朋友看球赛...”
很多时候，当一个男生不再注意你了，他们都会开始制造许许多多创意的谎言来掩饰他已经不再喜欢你。他们不会马上和你分手，也许还没有找到更好的，所谓的骑牛找马就是这样子。
有的更甚，谎言都不说了，直接人间蒸发。
有的会“情不自禁”地拿你和其他女生作比较。尤其是比较外在美！一个男生若会介意你的外表，那么女生，你应该提高警惕了！他不会喜欢你太久，因为他的心目中已经有了一个模范，就只不过等待着看谁最接近而已。
一个真正爱你的人，就会爱你的全部。不管你是高、矮、肥、瘦，单眼皮或双眼皮...甚至距离远近，都不会是分手的中心点。
一个人一旦有心要分手，它可以编出许许多多的理由与“苦衷”...
当分手成了一种气候，影响的不只是已分手的朋友，这分手的效应，还深深地影响了身边的情侣。有的听了会担心、会紧张自己的恋情会否面对同样的问题...在这种过分担心、过分紧张的情况下，往往有更多的情侣加入了这大气候。
不要轻易被这股气候所影响，相信自己的选择，相信你的另一半。不要让这股气候，影响了你们之间的感情。能够携手同过的，最后的果实一定让你回味无穷。
Thursday, 9 March 2006
爱情
爱情路上总是崎岖不平
有的人跌倒了
重新站了起来
有的人跌倒了
却也不愿再站起来
擦伤的伤口
疤痕永远留在
那是永恒的记忆
航在爱情洋上总是浮浮沉沉
有的人掉进海里
苦苦挣扎
有的人站在船边缘
岌岌可危
能够站在甲板上的人
又有多少？
能够过关的
都活了过来
挨不过难关的
如今都在舔着伤口
有时候
爱情就像走钢线
寻找刺激之余
也要懂得寻找平衡点
两个人一起走钢线
需要的不只是默契
还有携手同过的心
缺少了任何一样
两人都无法到达终点
走在钢线上
遇上了难题
要懂得沟通
一旦大吵起来
就会失去平衡
掉下去
你
站起来了吗？
你
站在甲板上了吗？
你
找到了平衡点吗？
有的人跌倒了
重新站了起来
有的人跌倒了
却也不愿再站起来
擦伤的伤口
疤痕永远留在
那是永恒的记忆
航在爱情洋上总是浮浮沉沉
有的人掉进海里
苦苦挣扎
有的人站在船边缘
岌岌可危
能够站在甲板上的人
又有多少？
能够过关的
都活了过来
挨不过难关的
如今都在舔着伤口
有时候
爱情就像走钢线
寻找刺激之余
也要懂得寻找平衡点
两个人一起走钢线
需要的不只是默契
还有携手同过的心
缺少了任何一样
两人都无法到达终点
走在钢线上
遇上了难题
要懂得沟通
一旦大吵起来
就会失去平衡
掉下去
你
站起来了吗？
你
站在甲板上了吗？
你
找到了平衡点吗？
Tuesday, 7 March 2006
人性
人之初，性本善...
人之初，性本恶...
曾经，两位学者为了这性本善、恶之分，
立出了许许多多的论点。
曾经，辩场上的辩论员，
也同样为了这两个句子，而抖个面红耳赤。
人性本无善恶之分...一切皆由心起...
就贪心，可以迷惑你、怂恿你、控制你、害了你！
有人可以为了钱而想尽办法干坏事
偷、骗、拐、抢等不正当手法。
钱很重要！
但是有必要去偷、骗、拐、抢吗？
为了一时的甜头
而毁了自己的前途
那样值得吗？
你贪图那一时的快钱
让自己陷入困境
你原本的大好前途
如今只有烂命一条
就因为这一点点的诱惑
令你永不超生
没有翻身的余地
也无法在该继续行业立足
曾经甚得老板器重的你
就因为贪
而前程一片黑暗
人之初，性本善吗？
还是
人之初，性本恶？
人之初，性本恶...
曾经，两位学者为了这性本善、恶之分，
立出了许许多多的论点。
曾经，辩场上的辩论员，
也同样为了这两个句子，而抖个面红耳赤。
人性本无善恶之分...一切皆由心起...
就贪心，可以迷惑你、怂恿你、控制你、害了你！
有人可以为了钱而想尽办法干坏事
偷、骗、拐、抢等不正当手法。
钱很重要！
但是有必要去偷、骗、拐、抢吗？
为了一时的甜头
而毁了自己的前途
那样值得吗？
你贪图那一时的快钱
让自己陷入困境
你原本的大好前途
如今只有烂命一条
就因为这一点点的诱惑
令你永不超生
没有翻身的余地
也无法在该继续行业立足
曾经甚得老板器重的你
就因为贪
而前程一片黑暗
人之初，性本善吗？
还是
人之初，性本恶？
Monday, 6 March 2006
Trip
We were discussing for the trip this afternoon...
We, include Angie, Jas, Ting Fong, Sam and me...5 of us...planning to go somewhere else for our holiday.
Penang
Langkawi
Kuala Selangor
Genting Highland
Cameron Highland
Kuantan
Redang
Pangkor
I want to go Langkawi...I never been there before...although most of them saying that Langkawi is the boring place...not worth to go...but have they ever think of our situation?
I do wish I can go to Redang, but it's too expensive to me...
My dear pig is going to Sabah...he can climb the Mount Kinabalu... but I can't go...for the same reason...it's expensive...due to the financial problems...I can only choose those near and cheaper place...aiks...
hmm...nvm...I'm sure next year, I will have the chance to go China...that is the promise between piggie and doggie...
We, include Angie, Jas, Ting Fong, Sam and me...5 of us...planning to go somewhere else for our holiday.
Penang
Langkawi
Kuala Selangor
Genting Highland
Cameron Highland
Kuantan
Redang
Pangkor
I want to go Langkawi...I never been there before...although most of them saying that Langkawi is the boring place...not worth to go...but have they ever think of our situation?
I do wish I can go to Redang, but it's too expensive to me...
My dear pig is going to Sabah...he can climb the Mount Kinabalu... but I can't go...for the same reason...it's expensive...due to the financial problems...I can only choose those near and cheaper place...aiks...
hmm...nvm...I'm sure next year, I will have the chance to go China...that is the promise between piggie and doggie...
Friday, 3 March 2006
Finally
Finally I finish the documentary script d...Tired~~~
Later still got class to attend...then assignments again...
Hmm...the next script I'm going to write is about horror story...but I'm writing the synopsis in Chinese now...to get better feel...hehe~~ once I finish, must get someone to help me on traslation d...cos need a lot of desciption on the background for each scene...
I miss my Winnie the Pig... +_+
Later still got class to attend...then assignments again...
Hmm...the next script I'm going to write is about horror story...but I'm writing the synopsis in Chinese now...to get better feel...hehe~~ once I finish, must get someone to help me on traslation d...cos need a lot of desciption on the background for each scene...
I miss my Winnie the Pig... +_+
Sunday, 26 February 2006
BUSY
As a final year final sem student, it's really tension...I have tons of assignment to complete...and all of the due date are quite close...therefore, most of the time, after my class, i will stay at home to do assignments. I really don't have enough time to finish it...
For the coming month, I will be more busy than now because within one month, I need to hand up about 8 assignments...that's really a lot to me...then I need to prepare for 2 subject's presentation...and 2 papers for final exam...
I will be completing my semester by mid April...then there's a 2 mths training before I graduate.
Internship again...I have been to Sin Chew Daily, 988 Radio Redifusion for internship...and temporary marketing assistant in PYT Jewel and Times for 3 mths...I have touch on Press, Broadcasting, Advertising...now it's time for me to look for production job...as an editor...that's my favourite...
Have a little chat with my mom...she said I used to tell her I hate to study, hate to continue my degree programme...but finally, I manage to study till the final sem, and I'm graduating soon...she's actually very proud of me...
I told her, I'm not the best student in class...I might not be graduating with flying colours result...but at least I can pass every subjects...just that...as long as I get the degree cert...
For the coming three mths...I will not be free for entertainment and trips...aiks...must finish my study...
Saturday, 25 February 2006
充实？充实！
生活没有过去的百般无聊
但又不致于忙碌得没有黑夜白昼
刚刚好...
有多少时候
我们可以活得刚刚好？
要珍惜当下的刚刚好
未来的日子
或许会更烦恼
更忙碌
又或者
反之
非常得空
非常无聊
人生若是轻松度过
没啥意思
总是有起有落
才能衬托出美丽的人生
生活才是多姿多彩
忙碌的时候
做该完成的工作
空闲的时候
可以偷偷地想想他
回归到现实生活
每个人都有自己的工作
每个人都有自己的任务
生活在这地球上
都有活着的理由
因此
不能随便放弃自己
迷茫完了
就得面对
尽管面对是痛苦的选择
痛苦过后
又是美食丰收
何乐而不为？
但又不致于忙碌得没有黑夜白昼
刚刚好...
有多少时候
我们可以活得刚刚好？
要珍惜当下的刚刚好
未来的日子
或许会更烦恼
更忙碌
又或者
反之
非常得空
非常无聊
人生若是轻松度过
没啥意思
总是有起有落
才能衬托出美丽的人生
生活才是多姿多彩
忙碌的时候
做该完成的工作
空闲的时候
可以偷偷地想想他
回归到现实生活
每个人都有自己的工作
每个人都有自己的任务
生活在这地球上
都有活着的理由
因此
不能随便放弃自己
迷茫完了
就得面对
尽管面对是痛苦的选择
痛苦过后
又是美食丰收
何乐而不为？
Thursday, 23 February 2006
Wushu Judge Training Course
I'm back from the Wushu Judge Training Course...It's interesting, and a very new thing to me...
As a wushu player for almost 5 years, never thought of being a judge...I just attended the course of the Wushu Judge and had just finished the exam...All of us haven't know the result yet...I'm not sure whether I pass the exam or not...but no matter how, I will still continue on this line...will improve myself, in terms of the knowledge of wushu and skills...
It's about 48 of us, and all of us need a lot of practise for the new rules and the new system...should have apply all the knowledge that we learnt in this 5 days when we are teaching...
Back from the camp, now is the time for my assignments and exams...half dead... =_="
As a wushu player for almost 5 years, never thought of being a judge...I just attended the course of the Wushu Judge and had just finished the exam...All of us haven't know the result yet...I'm not sure whether I pass the exam or not...but no matter how, I will still continue on this line...will improve myself, in terms of the knowledge of wushu and skills...
It's about 48 of us, and all of us need a lot of practise for the new rules and the new system...should have apply all the knowledge that we learnt in this 5 days when we are teaching...
Back from the camp, now is the time for my assignments and exams...half dead... =_="
Thursday, 16 February 2006
Tension
These few weeks, I will be very busy....busy in my assignments, my classes, my exams and my wushu thing.....
I really feel that I don't have enough time to complete all the things that I need to complete...
Tomorrow I am having my Media Law midterm...only me alone sitting for the exam...why? It just because I will be missing from Uni for 1 week...
I will be attendting the Wushu Judge Training Course which will start tmr until 23rd Feb 06. I have to stay in Bukit Jalil for 1 week...that's why the Media Law exam that I suppose to have it on next Tues, I need to take it tmr morning...
Besides that, I have a few assignments which due on next Fri...thus, I still need to do assignment while I'm having the course in Bukit Jalil.
I have to make an appoinment with the Jabatan Kebajikan W.P for my screen writing assignment....I'm doing the documentary again...this time the topic is regarding the disable people in Malaysia...and this assignment, need to hand up on next Fri too....I'm running out of time....
but no matter how....I will try my best to complete all.....I CAN MAKE IT!!!!
this morning, I've watched a documentary...The Thin Blue Line, by Errol Morris...it's a documentary which based on facts, and all the interviewees are the real person, but the scene are all re-enactment...and Errol Morris use the Noir style for this documentary...
The whole documentary is 1 hour 41 minutes...but the story line is very interesting...you will never know who's the lier until the end of the documentary...It's kind of investigation when he did the documentary...he wanna find out the answer...
It's a case happened in Dallas, Nov 22, 1976, a police officer, Robert Wood had shot and killed. There are 2 suspects, Adam and David Harris.
There's another women police in the police car, but she couldn't remember anything about that case, even the car plate number...
Are there any witnesses? There are...3 witnesses said that they could recognized the guy who shot the police officer is Adam...
While every words or proof were saying that Adam is the murderer, Errol Morris found out some points...some questions...some myth...
This is the documentary that impressed me a lot...not only the way he direct the film....but the underlying meaning he wants to bring out...
Hmm....at least I watched a nice film today...
life is not that hard....God won't put you to the death corner all the time...it just the matter how you think of it...how you going to live with all the problems...and how you going to solve it all...
Tension is just temporary...everything will be fine....
HAPPY DAY for me....
I really feel that I don't have enough time to complete all the things that I need to complete...
Tomorrow I am having my Media Law midterm...only me alone sitting for the exam...why? It just because I will be missing from Uni for 1 week...
I will be attendting the Wushu Judge Training Course which will start tmr until 23rd Feb 06. I have to stay in Bukit Jalil for 1 week...that's why the Media Law exam that I suppose to have it on next Tues, I need to take it tmr morning...
Besides that, I have a few assignments which due on next Fri...thus, I still need to do assignment while I'm having the course in Bukit Jalil.
I have to make an appoinment with the Jabatan Kebajikan W.P for my screen writing assignment....I'm doing the documentary again...this time the topic is regarding the disable people in Malaysia...and this assignment, need to hand up on next Fri too....I'm running out of time....
but no matter how....I will try my best to complete all.....I CAN MAKE IT!!!!
this morning, I've watched a documentary...The Thin Blue Line, by Errol Morris...it's a documentary which based on facts, and all the interviewees are the real person, but the scene are all re-enactment...and Errol Morris use the Noir style for this documentary...
The whole documentary is 1 hour 41 minutes...but the story line is very interesting...you will never know who's the lier until the end of the documentary...It's kind of investigation when he did the documentary...he wanna find out the answer...
It's a case happened in Dallas, Nov 22, 1976, a police officer, Robert Wood had shot and killed. There are 2 suspects, Adam and David Harris.
There's another women police in the police car, but she couldn't remember anything about that case, even the car plate number...
Are there any witnesses? There are...3 witnesses said that they could recognized the guy who shot the police officer is Adam...
While every words or proof were saying that Adam is the murderer, Errol Morris found out some points...some questions...some myth...
This is the documentary that impressed me a lot...not only the way he direct the film....but the underlying meaning he wants to bring out...
Hmm....at least I watched a nice film today...
life is not that hard....God won't put you to the death corner all the time...it just the matter how you think of it...how you going to live with all the problems...and how you going to solve it all...
Tension is just temporary...everything will be fine....
HAPPY DAY for me....
法庭“游”记
2006年2月10日星期五
一个非常冰冷的早晨，我从咳嗽中醒过来，好不容易从温暖的被单里钻出来。今天，很重要！因为，我要到法庭去。
这真是一个难忘的经历。(打死我也不愿再踏足该地…)
星期五的早晨，一如往常，轻快铁站已经布满黑压压的人头。大家都带着那一副倦容，准备上班去。
我和我好朋友(一个愿意义务陪伴我去法庭的好友)，八点半前就必须抵达Wisma Denmark。在这栋大厦里，就有4层楼是民事法庭(Civil Court/Makahmah Sivil)。马来西亚的民事法庭所审判的案件可分为Dalam Kamar或Makahmah Terbuka。我们外人可以进去聆听的，就只有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
我们走遍了4层楼，才发现到只有一间法庭有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。但是，经过求证以后，才了解到今天不会审判该案件。也就是说，我们白走一趟了！
不过，我们遇上了一位好心的律师。(他长得蛮帅气的，皮肤白白，大概有六尺高，也许是穿西装的关系，所以看上去很整洁，人也自然变得好看。)这律师告诉我们说还有其他的民事法庭在大钟楼那里。
从他告诉我们的资讯里，了解到有关Makahmah Terbuka的案件一般上都会在星期一至星期四内审判。而星期五则会审判其他较费时的案件或者Dalam Kamar的案件。不过，在大钟楼的民事法庭里，也许可以幸运找得到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
大钟楼里，除了民事法庭，还有刑事法庭、Makahmah Dagang、Makahmah Tinggi等。
我们挣扎了一番，终于决定搭轻快铁到大钟楼去，为的就是要今天完成我要做的功课。我们都穿得像OL般，踩着高跟鞋一路走到目的地，再慢慢寻找我们的目标。只可惜，运气似乎不太眷顾我们，我们都找不到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
正要放弃的时候，我拨了电话给我的讲师寻求协助。也幸好，她后来也仁慈地将报告的内容要求降低。换句话说，我只需要进入任何的刑事法庭，再将其过程报告就好。
我们也就随便选了一间刑事法庭(Criminal Court)，乘他们休庭之际，坐进观众席准备聆听。
等得有点不耐烦之际，发现到那位Jurubahasa走进法官的房间，又出来，向警员比了一个手势，表示还不能开庭。原因很简单，因为法官还在讲电话！！！所有人都在等法官，等一个电话讲不停的法官！！有没有搞错啊！！！真是气煞！！！
我们在里面等了大约45分钟，法官才施施然地走出来。终于都开庭了…
今天所审的都是琐碎的案件，我只是记得法官第一个问题就是：“Kamu nak mengaku salah ke tidak mengaku salah?”
接下来的，就是一堆很模糊的对白。法庭不会很大，大概是一间课室般的大小，但是，Jurubahasa、 Chief Inspector和律师讲话都很小声。他们的声音，细得如蚊子般，我们还得屏着呼吸，才稍微听到一些些的词句。
才审了没几个案件，我就因为咳嗽而中途离庭了。
我在想，到底这样子的法庭，是否真的可以让那些想了解实情的人，听到他们所要的资讯。让我更好奇的是，为什么法官一开始就是问问题？而不是先将该名罪犯所触犯的罪行说一遍吗？
整个程序，是否正确？我不知道…
辨方律师在提出论点的时候，声音细微得像蚊子，我真的不知道，法官是否听得见…
感觉上， 他们就只是在对着文件碎碎念而已…
这一趟法庭之旅，算是有收获吧！可以交功课就算了啦！！！至于其他的疑问，有机会我一定会请教当律师的朋友…
一个非常冰冷的早晨，我从咳嗽中醒过来，好不容易从温暖的被单里钻出来。今天，很重要！因为，我要到法庭去。
这真是一个难忘的经历。(打死我也不愿再踏足该地…)
星期五的早晨，一如往常，轻快铁站已经布满黑压压的人头。大家都带着那一副倦容，准备上班去。
我和我好朋友(一个愿意义务陪伴我去法庭的好友)，八点半前就必须抵达Wisma Denmark。在这栋大厦里，就有4层楼是民事法庭(Civil Court/Makahmah Sivil)。马来西亚的民事法庭所审判的案件可分为Dalam Kamar或Makahmah Terbuka。我们外人可以进去聆听的，就只有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
我们走遍了4层楼，才发现到只有一间法庭有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。但是，经过求证以后，才了解到今天不会审判该案件。也就是说，我们白走一趟了！
不过，我们遇上了一位好心的律师。(他长得蛮帅气的，皮肤白白，大概有六尺高，也许是穿西装的关系，所以看上去很整洁，人也自然变得好看。)这律师告诉我们说还有其他的民事法庭在大钟楼那里。
从他告诉我们的资讯里，了解到有关Makahmah Terbuka的案件一般上都会在星期一至星期四内审判。而星期五则会审判其他较费时的案件或者Dalam Kamar的案件。不过，在大钟楼的民事法庭里，也许可以幸运找得到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
大钟楼里，除了民事法庭，还有刑事法庭、Makahmah Dagang、Makahmah Tinggi等。
我们挣扎了一番，终于决定搭轻快铁到大钟楼去，为的就是要今天完成我要做的功课。我们都穿得像OL般，踩着高跟鞋一路走到目的地，再慢慢寻找我们的目标。只可惜，运气似乎不太眷顾我们，我们都找不到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。
正要放弃的时候，我拨了电话给我的讲师寻求协助。也幸好，她后来也仁慈地将报告的内容要求降低。换句话说，我只需要进入任何的刑事法庭，再将其过程报告就好。
我们也就随便选了一间刑事法庭(Criminal Court)，乘他们休庭之际，坐进观众席准备聆听。
等得有点不耐烦之际，发现到那位Jurubahasa走进法官的房间，又出来，向警员比了一个手势，表示还不能开庭。原因很简单，因为法官还在讲电话！！！所有人都在等法官，等一个电话讲不停的法官！！有没有搞错啊！！！真是气煞！！！
我们在里面等了大约45分钟，法官才施施然地走出来。终于都开庭了…
今天所审的都是琐碎的案件，我只是记得法官第一个问题就是：“Kamu nak mengaku salah ke tidak mengaku salah?”
接下来的，就是一堆很模糊的对白。法庭不会很大，大概是一间课室般的大小，但是，Jurubahasa、 Chief Inspector和律师讲话都很小声。他们的声音，细得如蚊子般，我们还得屏着呼吸，才稍微听到一些些的词句。
才审了没几个案件，我就因为咳嗽而中途离庭了。
我在想，到底这样子的法庭，是否真的可以让那些想了解实情的人，听到他们所要的资讯。让我更好奇的是，为什么法官一开始就是问问题？而不是先将该名罪犯所触犯的罪行说一遍吗？
整个程序，是否正确？我不知道…
辨方律师在提出论点的时候，声音细微得像蚊子，我真的不知道，法官是否听得见…
感觉上， 他们就只是在对着文件碎碎念而已…
这一趟法庭之旅，算是有收获吧！可以交功课就算了啦！！！至于其他的疑问，有机会我一定会请教当律师的朋友…
Tuesday, 14 February 2006
惑●迷失
她
走着走着
看见了十字路口
抬头望
好多的指示路牌
乱
她忘了
忘了要去哪里
忘了要找谁
忘了为什么会出门
她纯洁的心
留了在家
也许
已经在冰厨
冰冻得没有感觉
十字路口
该往哪儿走？
再次抬头望
阳光刺眼
昏眩
定睛再看
一栋栋的建筑物
摇晃着
瞬间
有个人
握紧她的手
拉着她走
要带她离开
离开这霓虹城市
离开这危险的钢骨森林
而她
却厌恶地甩开
甩开了天使的手
她并不知道
天使一直在身边
守护她
保护她
她大步越过马路
往前走
她看到了
看到了漂亮的餐厅
绚丽的街道
头也不回
一步步
走向森林
毁了
~ 致好友们
大城市确实是让大家大开眼界的一个好地方，也是一个足以让你泥牛入海的坏地方。唯有坚定自己的立场，不轻易受摇摆，让自己时时刻刻都警惕着，保持清醒及理智的思考。一旦选择错误，既是末路的开端。
走着走着
看见了十字路口
抬头望
好多的指示路牌
乱
她忘了
忘了要去哪里
忘了要找谁
忘了为什么会出门
她纯洁的心
留了在家
也许
已经在冰厨
冰冻得没有感觉
十字路口
该往哪儿走？
再次抬头望
阳光刺眼
昏眩
定睛再看
一栋栋的建筑物
摇晃着
瞬间
有个人
握紧她的手
拉着她走
要带她离开
离开这霓虹城市
离开这危险的钢骨森林
而她
却厌恶地甩开
甩开了天使的手
她并不知道
天使一直在身边
守护她
保护她
她大步越过马路
往前走
她看到了
看到了漂亮的餐厅
绚丽的街道
头也不回
一步步
走向森林
毁了
~ 致好友们
大城市确实是让大家大开眼界的一个好地方，也是一个足以让你泥牛入海的坏地方。唯有坚定自己的立场，不轻易受摇摆，让自己时时刻刻都警惕着，保持清醒及理智的思考。一旦选择错误，既是末路的开端。
Sunday, 12 February 2006
Midnight show
Yesterday after the dinner with Aaron's family, we went to mid valley for a midnight show......had a nice movie -- Firewall, by Harrison Ford..
Firewall
Harrison Ford stars as bank security expert Jack Stanfield, whose specialty is designing infallible theft-proof financial computer systems. But there's a hidden vulnerability in the system he didn't account for -himself. When a ruthless criminal mastermind kidnaps his family, Jack is forced to find a flaw in his system and steal $100 million. With the lives of his wife and children at stake and under constant surveillance, he has only hours to find a loophole in the thief's own impenetrable system of subterfuge and false identities to beat him as his own game.
It's worth to watch this movie in cinema...compare with "MY KUNG FU SWEETHEART"...
Firewall
Harrison Ford stars as bank security expert Jack Stanfield, whose specialty is designing infallible theft-proof financial computer systems. But there's a hidden vulnerability in the system he didn't account for -himself. When a ruthless criminal mastermind kidnaps his family, Jack is forced to find a flaw in his system and steal $100 million. With the lives of his wife and children at stake and under constant surveillance, he has only hours to find a loophole in the thief's own impenetrable system of subterfuge and false identities to beat him as his own game.
It's worth to watch this movie in cinema...compare with "MY KUNG FU SWEETHEART"...
Sunday, 5 February 2006
I'm sick
All my friends who sick before the CNY, they already recover, and I'd been affected by the virus...therefore, my CNY is not that enjoy cause of my sick...I'm having serious cough...Once I cough, I will need a long period to cure it...
When I was in Ipoh, a lot of food and drinks I cannot take...thus, I didn't get fat cause I eat very less...
When I was having my second trip in Sban and Malacca, I ate a lot...We went to eat Chicken Rice Ball with Asam fish, then we went to have cendol which I cannot take. After a while, we seperate into 2 groups. I accompany Tnee to take her lunch. In the cafe there, I drank 2 cups of Coke boil Ginger...
Our dinner...we went to a place which I really can't remember, is a Malay restaurant, selling seafood...we order 5 dishes...Mussel, Sotong, Balitong, Fish and the "Zhu Shun"...very very delicious...we had dinner around 7sth...
Around 10 sth...we went to Jalan Ong Kim Wee to taste the Satay Celup...Me and Aaron ate about RM 23...I dunno how many sticks there...but I'm really full....
While waiting for the midnight show start, we went to a pub...I just order a hot jasmine tea...
Just within 12 hours...but the food are nice...delicious...tasty...
Therefore, the next day...I'm not just having cough but stomachahce too...should say it's diarrhea...
aiks...very kesian now...
So, the conclusion is...I'm getting fat, but sooner or later, I will getting slim again cause of the diarrhea..."pass" out all the "rubbish" ...haha~~~
Anyhow...everybody should take care theirselves on these period cause of the hot weather and the food we take...
Cheers~~
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
When I was in Ipoh, a lot of food and drinks I cannot take...thus, I didn't get fat cause I eat very less...
When I was having my second trip in Sban and Malacca, I ate a lot...We went to eat Chicken Rice Ball with Asam fish, then we went to have cendol which I cannot take. After a while, we seperate into 2 groups. I accompany Tnee to take her lunch. In the cafe there, I drank 2 cups of Coke boil Ginger...
Our dinner...we went to a place which I really can't remember, is a Malay restaurant, selling seafood...we order 5 dishes...Mussel, Sotong, Balitong, Fish and the "Zhu Shun"...very very delicious...we had dinner around 7sth...
Around 10 sth...we went to Jalan Ong Kim Wee to taste the Satay Celup...Me and Aaron ate about RM 23...I dunno how many sticks there...but I'm really full....
While waiting for the midnight show start, we went to a pub...I just order a hot jasmine tea...
Just within 12 hours...but the food are nice...delicious...tasty...
Therefore, the next day...I'm not just having cough but stomachahce too...should say it's diarrhea...
aiks...very kesian now...
So, the conclusion is...I'm getting fat, but sooner or later, I will getting slim again cause of the diarrhea..."pass" out all the "rubbish" ...haha~~~
Anyhow...everybody should take care theirselves on these period cause of the hot weather and the food we take...
Cheers~~
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
野蛮秘笈
内容大意：
上官灵凤是两位武林高手的女儿。从14岁开始，就到峨嵋山去练武。灵凤毕业后，成为武林高手的她却必须保密自己的身份。
正在工作的她，遇到了她所谓的缘分，即她的上司－－古龙。古龙无意间得罪了峨嵋叛徒－－白眉。灵凤得悉，誓要保护古龙。
要打赢白眉，唯一的方法就是要灵凤、古龙及灵凤的双亲联合起来。他们可否将白眉给击败？
后评：
这短短一个半小时的电影，要表达的内容太多了，导致每一个情节都草草带过。
电影一开始就介绍主角灵凤及她的父母。通过叙述的方式，及夸张的特技，在15分钟内匆匆介绍完毕。接着，就是叙述灵凤如何到峨嵋山去习武。同时间，也带出了另一个角色－－红霞，也是灵凤的死对头！(又是另外的15分钟)。
长大了的灵凤，在公司遇到她的缘分，也就是她的上司－－古龙。很莫名其妙地，红霞也出现在该公司。导演很特意地安排了一场对手戏给两位美女。目的就是为了争她俩的缘分。
古龙的好朋友，金拥喜欢红霞，红霞却不搭理他。
不多久，古龙为了出席老板的商场朋友的应酬宴而惹来杀身之祸。古龙目睹了白眉属下如何的残酷冷漠，吓得他目瞪口呆，并通过媒体告诉了大众。白眉从而得知属下留下了所谓的“手尾”。因此，下令必须将古龙给解决掉。
灵凤得悉以后，决定要保护她的缘分。(当时的红霞呢？)
原来，红霞的母亲是白眉的前妻。白眉要胁其前妻向红霞的后父下毒手，以获得其产业。
后来，又是很莫名其妙地，当红霞和金拥一起散步的时候，白眉的属下突然出现，将红霞抓走。临走之前，红霞向金拥表明了他是她的缘分。(那么快吗？那古龙呢？明明在15分钟前，她和灵凤还为了古龙而争风吃醋...)
接着，就是古龙受重伤，必须到峨嵋山找空空大师为他医治。空空大师告诉灵凤，要医好古龙，他就必须吃下某仙丹。往后，他不会记得他爱过的人。(但是，古龙在整部剧里都没有表明过他喜欢灵凤，只是灵凤在自作多情而已。)
再下来，就是整部戏所谓的高潮，也就是大家都期待的打斗场面。原本，这场决斗，必须由灵凤的双亲、灵凤及古龙四人联合才可以发挥到最佳的境界。但是，古龙当时已经忘了自己“曾经爱过的”灵凤，因此，功力就欠那么一些。
最最神奇的一幕，就是当灵凤和古龙受伤跌倒在旁的时候，灵凤就在一片碎裂的车镜上，用血画下一个符号。古龙看了以后，过去所失去的回忆，突然的都回来了，前后根本就不需要10秒钟。
大结局不用说，也猜得到吧！
这整部戏，其实应该是所谓的无喱头的喜剧。但是，也太没头没脑了吧！！！实在是有够浪费钱，来看这套戏。
总结，就是不要浪费时间与金钱去看这部无聊戏。。。我是受害者。。。所以我才会说出这般肺腑之言。。。
上官灵凤是两位武林高手的女儿。从14岁开始，就到峨嵋山去练武。灵凤毕业后，成为武林高手的她却必须保密自己的身份。
正在工作的她，遇到了她所谓的缘分，即她的上司－－古龙。古龙无意间得罪了峨嵋叛徒－－白眉。灵凤得悉，誓要保护古龙。
要打赢白眉，唯一的方法就是要灵凤、古龙及灵凤的双亲联合起来。他们可否将白眉给击败？
后评：
这短短一个半小时的电影，要表达的内容太多了，导致每一个情节都草草带过。
电影一开始就介绍主角灵凤及她的父母。通过叙述的方式，及夸张的特技，在15分钟内匆匆介绍完毕。接着，就是叙述灵凤如何到峨嵋山去习武。同时间，也带出了另一个角色－－红霞，也是灵凤的死对头！(又是另外的15分钟)。
长大了的灵凤，在公司遇到她的缘分，也就是她的上司－－古龙。很莫名其妙地，红霞也出现在该公司。导演很特意地安排了一场对手戏给两位美女。目的就是为了争她俩的缘分。
古龙的好朋友，金拥喜欢红霞，红霞却不搭理他。
不多久，古龙为了出席老板的商场朋友的应酬宴而惹来杀身之祸。古龙目睹了白眉属下如何的残酷冷漠，吓得他目瞪口呆，并通过媒体告诉了大众。白眉从而得知属下留下了所谓的“手尾”。因此，下令必须将古龙给解决掉。
灵凤得悉以后，决定要保护她的缘分。(当时的红霞呢？)
原来，红霞的母亲是白眉的前妻。白眉要胁其前妻向红霞的后父下毒手，以获得其产业。
后来，又是很莫名其妙地，当红霞和金拥一起散步的时候，白眉的属下突然出现，将红霞抓走。临走之前，红霞向金拥表明了他是她的缘分。(那么快吗？那古龙呢？明明在15分钟前，她和灵凤还为了古龙而争风吃醋...)
接着，就是古龙受重伤，必须到峨嵋山找空空大师为他医治。空空大师告诉灵凤，要医好古龙，他就必须吃下某仙丹。往后，他不会记得他爱过的人。(但是，古龙在整部剧里都没有表明过他喜欢灵凤，只是灵凤在自作多情而已。)
再下来，就是整部戏所谓的高潮，也就是大家都期待的打斗场面。原本，这场决斗，必须由灵凤的双亲、灵凤及古龙四人联合才可以发挥到最佳的境界。但是，古龙当时已经忘了自己“曾经爱过的”灵凤，因此，功力就欠那么一些。
最最神奇的一幕，就是当灵凤和古龙受伤跌倒在旁的时候，灵凤就在一片碎裂的车镜上，用血画下一个符号。古龙看了以后，过去所失去的回忆，突然的都回来了，前后根本就不需要10秒钟。
大结局不用说，也猜得到吧！
这整部戏，其实应该是所谓的无喱头的喜剧。但是，也太没头没脑了吧！！！实在是有够浪费钱，来看这套戏。
总结，就是不要浪费时间与金钱去看这部无聊戏。。。我是受害者。。。所以我才会说出这般肺腑之言。。。
Saturday, 4 February 2006
无题
咳嗽好久了
一直都没有好转的迹象
就连头疼也要和我作对
这两个星期以来
都在生病中渡过
不至于大病到不能动
但就是很无奈
看到想吃的
必须忍着
看到想喝的
必须自制
可怜吗？
并不全然
至少
我的新年
没有吃太多的
煎炸食物
人也健康些
我生病的这段时期
有一个人
很担心我
很心疼我
我们到马六甲旅行
在某间餐厅吃海鲜时
他竟然可以为了我
将酸辣的“魔鬼鱼”
浸在白开水里
洗去辣椒以后
再给我吃
他还可以将螺肉及蚌肉
一个一个给“抓”出来
洗去辣椒给我
真的是很感动
很贴心
很窝心
我其实真的病的很开心
哈哈～～
我欠扁了啦！！！
一直都没有好转的迹象
就连头疼也要和我作对
这两个星期以来
都在生病中渡过
不至于大病到不能动
但就是很无奈
看到想吃的
必须忍着
看到想喝的
必须自制
可怜吗？
并不全然
至少
我的新年
没有吃太多的
煎炸食物
人也健康些
我生病的这段时期
有一个人
很担心我
很心疼我
我们到马六甲旅行
在某间餐厅吃海鲜时
他竟然可以为了我
将酸辣的“魔鬼鱼”
浸在白开水里
洗去辣椒以后
再给我吃
他还可以将螺肉及蚌肉
一个一个给“抓”出来
洗去辣椒给我
真的是很感动
很贴心
很窝心
我其实真的病的很开心
哈哈～～
我欠扁了啦！！！
Wednesday, 25 January 2006
Assignments
The new sememster had just started for about 1 month. All the assignments are waiting me to complete it. I have a few assignments that I need to do it in my Chinese New Year holiday. In other words meaning that my CNY is no longer a "Happy" Chinese New Year...
I'm taking Screen Writing this semester, and I had just hand up my first assignment. It is an advertisement script. The most funny thing is that I being praised by Puan Lina because of the "good" idea for that product. Our lecturer is very funny...She said this to me, "Cathy, you have a very creative idea for the advertisement. I can understand that is going to be hilarious way, but then you language is a big problem to you."
Can you imagine my mood is like flying up to the sky and suddenly drop to the land. I don't what respond should I give her. But honestly, my English is really bad. In my assignment, I didn't really do it well therefore there are tons of grammer errors.
At last, her advise is, ask a friend of mine, who are not from Chinese background to do the proof read before I hand in the assignment. At least, I wouldn't lose marks on this part...
hmm...I will do that...and I know who can help me on this matters...hehe~~
For the coming holiday, why I said that is no longer Happy for me? I need to do 2 English Writen Genres assignments, 1 Screen Writing reseach, and need to do some revision on the Media Laws and Ethics... I have a lots of notes waiting me to read, to understand it. Especially the Media Laws. It's too LAW and I really need a Law Dictionary to help me on reading.
Thus, my one whole week holiday will be very busy.
Anyone from Law background can help me???!!!!!
I'm now suffering with the ISA, OSA, Defamation Act, and the PPPA......half dead already...
I'm taking Screen Writing this semester, and I had just hand up my first assignment. It is an advertisement script. The most funny thing is that I being praised by Puan Lina because of the "good" idea for that product. Our lecturer is very funny...She said this to me, "Cathy, you have a very creative idea for the advertisement. I can understand that is going to be hilarious way, but then you language is a big problem to you."
Can you imagine my mood is like flying up to the sky and suddenly drop to the land. I don't what respond should I give her. But honestly, my English is really bad. In my assignment, I didn't really do it well therefore there are tons of grammer errors.
At last, her advise is, ask a friend of mine, who are not from Chinese background to do the proof read before I hand in the assignment. At least, I wouldn't lose marks on this part...
hmm...I will do that...and I know who can help me on this matters...hehe~~
For the coming holiday, why I said that is no longer Happy for me? I need to do 2 English Writen Genres assignments, 1 Screen Writing reseach, and need to do some revision on the Media Laws and Ethics... I have a lots of notes waiting me to read, to understand it. Especially the Media Laws. It's too LAW and I really need a Law Dictionary to help me on reading.
Thus, my one whole week holiday will be very busy.
Anyone from Law background can help me???!!!!!
I'm now suffering with the ISA, OSA, Defamation Act, and the PPPA......half dead already...
Thursday, 19 January 2006
了解 。 相信
互相了解的过程，很漫长，却很重要
互相了解的方式，很复杂，也很简单
~~~~~
要得到一段感情，可以很简单
要经营一段感情，不会很复杂
要守着一段感情到永久,需要的不只是爱..
还要加入很多汤匙的耐性与坚持
~~~~~
谁不会有过去？谁没有过经历？只是在于你怎么去看待，你的他/她如何看待。
互相了解的方式，很复杂，也很简单
~~~~~
要得到一段感情，可以很简单
要经营一段感情，不会很复杂
要守着一段感情到永久,需要的不只是爱..
还要加入很多汤匙的耐性与坚持
~~~~~
谁不会有过去？谁没有过经历？只是在于你怎么去看待，你的他/她如何看待。
Friday, 13 January 2006
My life
This is my last semester in UCSI, my final year, my final Sem...although I have quite a number of subjects to do, but at least, I'M GRADUATING!!!!
After "suffer" for so many years, finally to hear that I'm going to finish my degree. The coming 4 mths, I might be very busy, may not free to come out for yum cha, may not free to go shopping, may not free to traval...just for 4 mths...
~~~~~
A lots of things had happened in my association, everything has end, or mayb it's just another begining of the story. Anyhow, I had made my decision. It might not be a wise decision, but that's what I want.
For few mths, not to say we were suffered, but we were in it. I don't whether my friends feel sad, but to me, I'm sad with all the "answers". I felt tired with it. I felt tired with all those liers. I felt tired to fight for my stuffs.
Just wanted to thanks to all my friends who willing to listen my complain, my probs. They had given me a lot of advises which really help me in making my decision. I feel so grateful that I still have a gang of friends, a gang of true friends.
~~~~~
CNY is around the corner, another 16 days...so fast...after CNY holiday is my midterm...need to study a lot...especially my MEDIA LAWS & ETHICS...it's not an easy subject...compare with screen writing and the seminar...honestly, this sem, I'm going to have a lot of paper work to do...a lot of writing assignments...no more production.
After this sem, is my 2 mths training. Still haven't decide where to go, might be 8TV, or the SPOTLITE magazine. After that, is my convocation in either July or August. Then, another half a year, I need to get a stable job already.
My father quite worry bout me on this, cause I keep telling him I have no idea where to go and what to do after I graduate. However, I have a choice now. My Secondary school headmaster is offering me to teach PE there. He said they really need a female PE teacher. There still a lot of uncertainty...cant decide now...will think bout my career after that...
After "suffer" for so many years, finally to hear that I'm going to finish my degree. The coming 4 mths, I might be very busy, may not free to come out for yum cha, may not free to go shopping, may not free to traval...just for 4 mths...
~~~~~
A lots of things had happened in my association, everything has end, or mayb it's just another begining of the story. Anyhow, I had made my decision. It might not be a wise decision, but that's what I want.
For few mths, not to say we were suffered, but we were in it. I don't whether my friends feel sad, but to me, I'm sad with all the "answers". I felt tired with it. I felt tired with all those liers. I felt tired to fight for my stuffs.
Just wanted to thanks to all my friends who willing to listen my complain, my probs. They had given me a lot of advises which really help me in making my decision. I feel so grateful that I still have a gang of friends, a gang of true friends.
~~~~~
CNY is around the corner, another 16 days...so fast...after CNY holiday is my midterm...need to study a lot...especially my MEDIA LAWS & ETHICS...it's not an easy subject...compare with screen writing and the seminar...honestly, this sem, I'm going to have a lot of paper work to do...a lot of writing assignments...no more production.
After this sem, is my 2 mths training. Still haven't decide where to go, might be 8TV, or the SPOTLITE magazine. After that, is my convocation in either July or August. Then, another half a year, I need to get a stable job already.
My father quite worry bout me on this, cause I keep telling him I have no idea where to go and what to do after I graduate. However, I have a choice now. My Secondary school headmaster is offering me to teach PE there. He said they really need a female PE teacher. There still a lot of uncertainty...cant decide now...will think bout my career after that...
My modem router
I'm so frustrated these few days..just because of my modem router...I had bought a new wan, but till now, I still couldn't use it...dunno whether is the setting probs or my pc probs...GERAM...
Wednesday, 4 January 2006
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