Bowling...Working...Friendship...MISC...

It's been long times I din go for bowling...

I'm actually working these few days. As a general working, I'm working for the Bonsai exhibition at UE3. I was there for the past 2 days, setting up the whole place with 200 tables, 200 table cloths.

The meaning of setting up all the tables here doesn't mean that just arrange the tables. It's actually all new tables, and we have to use the machine, to screw the "leg" of the tables. Let's imagine 200 TABLES!!!

That's why need 2 days for set up the exhibition area. Yesterday I was too tired, and my friends went for the bowling, with only RM3 per game. Student Price! I was headache and really tired.

All the Bonsai coming in today and I don't need to carry those heavy stuffs but just need to do the paper work. I was there the whole day, writing receipt for those who take part in the competition. Really couldn't imagine all the Bonsai, with a lot of different design or I should say pattern. I will take some photos for these Bonsai tomorrow when I am on duty.

We finished around 7pm today, and went for Bowling. I couldn't really remember when the last time I play bowling is. 7 of us decide to play a game. The first round, I had chosen the pink colour “ball” (do they really named it as ball!!??), which is 8, the lightest. I accidentally throw out the “ball”, and it crash/smash the on the floor, sounds serious but luckily the lane didn’t hurt. +_+

After a few rounds, I knew that I should use the no. 10 “ball” and using all my strength to roll it out. That’s how I hurt my middle and the forth fingers. My fingers are now very pain.

We were there enjoyed the game and made lots of fun. They are my new friends and they are all younger than me. Sigh... I’m old enough I think... =_=

However when come to games, I seem the youngest and the most na?ve cause I really enjoy playing games. I believe that my appearance look like 17 years old. Hehe...

Hmm...Introduce my new friends here, without their photos...Zell, Yi Hong, Chee Keong, Aaren, Jimmy, Sam, Weng Fai. Some of them just finish their SPM and some of them just finish their diploma. Of course there are girls, but they are my Uni friends, so I don't think need to intro here lah... =p

This part time ends at 4/5/05, wish me all the best for the work and earn my next mth living $$ ...

童话

王光良《童话》，无论谁看过他的MV，都会被感动…

那天，我的心情不太好，反正约好了朋友去唱K，就索性去轻松一下。朋友点了这一首歌，我坐在一角，跟着哼，看着MV的故事，眼泪竟不自觉地掉了下来…

#我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局#

尽管童话故事骗了我23年，但我依然选择去相信，相信我们每一个人，都会找到自己的伴侣，真正属于自己的王子/公主…

已经好久好久，不曾有过这样的感觉，想紧紧抓住不放的感觉。我承认我是很自私…我一直不断地在寻找，属于我的王子…我也许伤害了身边的人，但我相信，如真的不是属于自己的东西，再好的感情，还是还面对所发生的问题，而不是逃避。

我不断地面对问题，是因为我不希望以后带着不愉快的心情生活下去…

所以，我相信你，我相信你是我的天使，守护我的天使…无论我的脾气有多糟糕，无论你有多少的坏习惯让我暴跳如雷，我们之间，似乎有着无形的约定，从不谈分手…更希望永远不会谈分手…

也许，我做错了…我在你们眼中，或许真的错了…我不企求你们的谅解，我只希望你相信我。

身边再多的人诬蔑我、讥讽我、耻笑我、侮辱我，都不重要！只要你相信我，我的世界仍然是彩色的！

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我最最最喜欢那一幕，当光良拨通了电话给她，然后再演奏会上，把《童话》献给在病床上的她…或许，这是为什么，我一直都爱弹钢琴的原因吧！感觉…

忙与盲

曾有一次晚餐和一张床
在什么时间地点和那个对象
我已经遗忘 我已经遗忘
生活是肥皂香水眼影唇膏

许多的电话在响 许多的事要备忘
许多的门与抽屉
开了又关 关了又开如此的慌张
我来来往往 我匆匆忙忙
从一个方向到另一个方向

忙忙忙 忙忙忙
忙是为了自己的理想
还是为了不让别人失望

盲盲盲 盲盲盲
盲的已经没有主张
盲的已经失去方向
忙忙忙 盲盲盲
忙的分不清欢喜和忧伤
忙得没有时间痛哭一场


忙与盲，到底是心忙还是眼盲？

我们有时候，真的忙得不可开交，忙得让父母担心，，忙得让朋友以为我们忘了他们！我们，真的有那么忙吗？

念著书的朋友，忙功课、忙活动、忙考试...

工作的朋友，忙工作、忙生意、忙交货...

身为母亲的，忙家务、忙孩子、忙丈夫...

身为父亲的，忙赚钱、忙养家、忙人事...

总而言之，就是忙忙忙...

忙得连其他都忘了...忘了朋友、父母、亲人...

周期性的脾气

越是长大，越是发现我的脾气，原来是有周期的！

怎么说！？

我并不是一个脾气好的人，但胜在平常个性爽朗、坦率...只是，偶尔容易发脾气、扭计...真的是很偶尔！！就几乎是每三个星期会有一次...这么说，总该明白我在讲什么了吧！

我从前都不会这么样子...更没有试过那么的准！唉，老?...什么症状都开始出现?！哈哈...

今天的心情不太好，还在生气一位朋友的布告而别！不过，朋友已经道歉了，我就说嘛...周期性的脾气又来?...周而复始...

诗...

有个小朋友，最近特别爱粘着我！冯意馨…

馨

随风
随白云
随旋转的舞步
彩虹的花瓣
纷飞
你眼里的
故事
跃上空中的千秋
丢撒下满天
阳光的
芳香

~ 海燕

海燕是她妈妈…应该是书香世家，所以文笔蛮不错的。她还有个13岁的儿子，冯意伟，算是我学弟吧！（都是尊孔生）

伟

随海
随冰山
随潺潺流水
晶莹剔透
漂流
你生命里
帆船
航海中找到方向
迈进

~翠婷

纯粹是想作作诗，但明知道自己不会是文采棒及至写诗！就是想写而已…

Greatest Kids TV Themes

http://www.fuggled.co.uk/Nostalgia/Songs.htm#s


This website reminds me a lot of cartoon and TV shows that I used to watch when I was young such as Sesame Streets, Popeye, Road Runner, He-Man, Transfomers, Flinstones, Ducktales...the most I miss is SMURF...this cartoon stop showing for quite a long period..it's a story about blue JING LING(cant find this word fr my translate dictionary..aih..)..

After I download all the songs from this website...I feel like going back to 7 years old...back to late 80s...muahaha...

I'm Popeye the sailor man,I'm Popeye the sailor man....BU BU!!

Remember Road Runner..the BEEP BEEP..I can stil remember the road runner in a high speed and can suddenly break and said "Beep Beep!"

Oh ya...the ghostbuster...the green colour ghost with the few guys...

The Sesame Street..teaching us the English...the yellow big bird...

Transformers...is sth like a truck..then when met enemy, they wil change to JI XIE REN...then will fight with enemies...it doesn't make sense, but that time I just addicted with this kind of cartoons...hehe..

I love it...introducing you all this website...go n search those cartoon that you used to watch lah...it just all MP3 songs...but very nice...

我的假期

第一次，我可以那么享受我的两个星期假期！

才刚考完时，交完了作业，就安排好了我的行程。其实，原本只是到马六甲和云顶。由于今天是公共假期，而大家又得空得很，所以，姐姐才回提出到瓜雪一游。

马六甲的游记英文版，相信都看过了吧！哈哈！虽然是短短的12小时，但是却令我难以忘怀，那里的美食！虽说这是古迹相当多的一个地方，但对我而言，这些都看到不看了！就连历史也念了3年！我来，就只是要享受，要轻松，要解压！

这个地方的美食是在多不胜数，真的是要吃完，还需要好几天的时间呢！

至于云顶呢，纯粹是觉得马来西亚的气候太热，想吹吹冷风。。让我想起张学友的想和你去吹吹风！哈~~这一趟旅游回来后，又得回到大学上课去！

再下来，就是计划下一趟的旅行！不过呢，海边是去不成的了！因为我的下一个假期是在8月底。到时候吹季候风，只能去其他地方了！我想，就继续我的美食团吧！下一趟到槟城去，那里也有不少的美食哦！至于怡保，若有谁要我带路，是没问题的啦！因为我一年都最少回去3次，或更多！

然后呢，我最想去的就是岛屿！但都很贵！所以需要在有钱的大前提下，才可以考虑去岛屿。。。有很多岛很值得去咧！就半岛，有Pulau Pangkor, Pulau Langkawi, Pulau Tioman, Pulau Redang, Pulau Perhentian Besar and Kecil...etc...还有很多都忘了名字，总而言之，我是一定要有完马来西亚的岛屿啦！

虽然假期并不很悠长，但可以那么悠闲地过日子，确实难得！回想起过去的那一个学期，不是忙着功课就是拍摄工作！要知道，念媒体的学生日子的确有点难捱！一但有任何拍摄的功课，一拍就是好几个小时！再加上制作过程咧，更是恐怖加恐惧！但是，我就是爱上了这制作的过程！

我可以坐在电脑前面8、9个小时，早餐、午餐和下午茶都在里头解决，而足不出“户”！难以想象吧！下一个学期，我还会协助讲师教学生这个制作所用的软件，Final Cut Pro！！好有成就感啊！叫我念书都没有那么勤力！哈哈~~

想和我去旅行的朋友，要记得联络我啦！我也要开始我的存钱计划了！要不然，哪来钱旅行呀！哪来钱给我吃尽美食呀！嘻嘻~~

Kuala Selangor

muahaha...Just back from Malacca, I went to Kuala Selangor with my family..again, can see my new photos at MY YAHOO PHOTO...hehe...

WE (My father, mother, sister, mun sea, AI-YA jie fu n me) went to Bukit Melawati, to see MONKEYS...those are actually fierce Monkey...there got 2 different type of Monkey...another wan is tame...but they all went back to their home ard...they are so clever and knew that your hand hiding the peanut...

hmm...after that, we went to have our dinner at a restaurant there...forgotten the name ard...we've order 7 dishes...crab, prawn, sting ray, ZHU TAN, mee suah, CI LUO, and kangkung...guess how much? it just RM 109...it's so cheap...and all very fresh and delicious....

TNEE, promise you here to bring you there ya...I know where to stay and where to eat, and where to see the fireflies...who else wanna join..can jus call me at -- 012-*******, ;p

Which Initial D Character Are You?

Not that you care, but... you're Takumi.


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This is our editing suite...which is very simple and crude...i'm actually doing the editing for my final project..next week (18/4) evening has to present it to my lecturer...and it's the documentary which the title is Single Mother...the story tat i told you all b4...it's quite tough to do documentary...cos you wouldn't know wat info you wanna include in it..initially it's a 5 minutes short documentary...but cos it's too short for the single mother to tell us the story...so now, it's almost 30 minutes.. 

looks familiar rite??especially for all NEC Media Studies students (2002)...this looks similar to the parlimen that we went to..do you still remember? we went to their meeting, see them how they fight to get the mic to ask questions, and see how fluent their Malay are..and see how rude and LANG BEI...in fact, this the a classroom for law students...special design for them...nice huh..it's KDU...i went there with my friend, and we walk around the college, found out the most special classroom that i had ever seen...imagine you just in this room to study your law...imagine you are the lawyer..."objection..."...this is the only term i can remember when the lawyer disagree with the statement...jus...fun...and interesting... 

失恋...!!???

我一直逃不出来，是因为他一直说他爱我，可是他的心分了一半..而我，从全部变成了一半..我甘心和别人分享着所谓的爱吗？我不知道..思索了很久，却依然得不到答案...我迷惑，他爱我..可是他不能放弃她..我迷惑，他为了我们分手而哭了很多天，可是...他也对她很好...这就是远距离的恋爱吗？到底什么是爱情...我迷惑

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一段3年多的感情，却经不起距离的考验，是何等的悲哀...

我曾经访问过一位单亲妈妈，他今年已有56、7岁。

先让我说说她的故事...

她与1968年认识她的丈夫，拍拖5年后结婚，并与1975年、1979年及1982年生下了3个可爱的儿子，Kevin, Kenny和Kenneath。

1990年，她丈夫到马六甲做生意。刚开始还好，一星期回家一次，而且还很争取时间和家人一起度过周末。直到后来，不断有朋友告诉她说曾经目睹她丈夫和另一个年龄相若的女人出入双对。甚至，就连她的brother-in-law, 就是丈夫的哥哥也拨电告诉她，关于弟弟的行踪。

尽管有那么多关心她的朋友给亲人，但她就是不愿相信丈夫背叛了她！

一直到1993年，丈夫向她承认了有外遇一事，她除了伤心，却也不知道可以怎么做！于是，她选择了全天下糊涂的女人都会做的事情（包括我在内），就是去当侦探！

这女人，有两个儿子，甚至还未离婚。当女人的丈夫知道她红杏出墙以后，坚决地签下离婚协议书。既然已经没有回头路，就唯有拼命抓住浮木--人家的丈夫。这女人，相当会做戏，也非常不要脸。

而她，顿悟到，即使她再努力的查下去，也于事无补。只好选择了面对，面对丈夫的背叛，面对丈夫的冷漠。她曾经试过和丈夫谈，但对方却坚持地告诉她，“没有任何解决的方案！”（好烂的答案...）就这样，问题一拖，就是12年。不，应该是10年。

到了2003年，她的丈夫才正正式式收拾包袱离开家。这个有名无实的家庭，才正正式式瓦解。也就是说，过去的10年，大家仍住在同一屋檐下，只不过这10年来，没什么讲话。甚至，他也没有为这个家付出过什么...孩子的学费，还得要她自己跑银行问贷学金。（难听些，这男的实在是男生中的耻辱！！！）

他离开的那一年，是年除夕，为了一点芝麻绿豆小事儿！（倒不如说是早有此意！）

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12年前，她一个人，一手带大3个孩子，供书教学，大儿子还是澳洲大学的毕业生。当年的她，难道不心痛，不辛苦吗？丈夫虽然还住在家，心却在那女人那里，还有意思吗？尽管她的儿子说，他们的父亲对于这件事，是有点悔意，但有悔意却没有行动，这是哪门子的理论呀！？？

试问，她又有多愿意，和别人分享他的丈夫？她甘心吗？不甘心也得甘心呀！就算他再有悔意，他一天都没有付出任何行动，他都是在骗人！

“Men ya, they will cheat whatever way they can...”男人不理智的时候，就是那么蛮不讲理，那么横行霸道！

时间，确实是很好的疗药。真的，没有其他办法。就算是马上找一个，也未必是真心的。因为，也许只是在利用他人来填补自己的心灵而已...

“这段日子，并不容易度过。”

可见，她挨了不少的苦，才会语重心长的告诉我们这番话。

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他爱你，但他却无法放弃她...他为了分手而哭泣，但他却依然对她很好...

也许，他真的是那么有情有义，又或者应该说，他，有着大爱...对于这点，我不予置评，但我希望我的朋友，不要被迷惑所蒙蔽了自己。 跌倒了，尝试慢慢再站起来，也许需要时间复原，但总有一天会好起来的。

就像我们扭伤脚一样，先用冰块敷脚约20分钟（是件很疼的事！），让血管的血液不要先爆裂出来，待冷却以后，才开始上药疗伤。两个星期后，又是好汉一条，只是，走路需要小心些，避免再伤回旧患。若要真正完全复原，那就需要两个月！

原理是一样的！我相信以你的聪颖的头脑，绝对了解我个中意。冷却的过程，虽然痛苦，但度过以后，就要好好疗伤了。给自己多一点的时间，让自己再清醒一些，退一步，可以将事情看得更清楚，将问题厘清！

加油吧！我虽然距离你很远，我依然在这忽冷忽热的国家，深深地为你祝福！别忘了你还有许多在台湾的朋友为你加油！

He is Yit Leong, my god brother, who is now had migrated to New Zealand...want to thank to him for long time ago...without him, I might not join CW, and be the wushu player...He is the 1st person who ask me to join the group to form wushu club in my 2ndary schools..I still remember we are just 4 members, and we had done a lot of paper work, such as doing proposal, looking for instructor, and asking around our friends whether they are interested to join our club, etc etc etc...the club is now 8 years old, it's our baby, our efforts... He had migrated to NZ for almost 5 years...After my UEC (for only Chinese Independence Sch) Exam, I join CW as member just to learn traditional wushu...after 1 year, I got the chance to take part in the National Wushu Championship which held at Genting, and he went to see my compeition... I felt so warmth...I miss him so much...and he's coming back to M'sia for holiday on July...Although it just 2 weeks, but it's enough to me... hmm...he is now still single and available...who wants to know more about him...just msg me or call me to let me know, hehe...I will send you his email address ya... oh btw, should let you all know...my god brother...he is nice, gentleman, softspoken, take care of ppl especially gals, helpful, hardworking, care of family...just one thing, he's a bit too demand..he wants to do a things, and he wants it perfect...mayb got some gal who wil like it...for sure I cannot tahan ard...haha...mayb bcos he is VIRGO...haha... 

Exam Finished!!!

To some of my friends, their exam had just started...but to me, I've already ended!!I had taken 3 papers for this semester, and it all started very early...I was so happy because I'm now planning my trip to Malacca and Genting Highland for the next two weeks...muahahah..pity my friends...

Next week I'm going to Malacca for 2 days 1 night who 2 of my friends...just going there for relax...then end of this mth, I know is quite pack, but I still insist to go cos I had booked the room in First World hotel...hehe...again, going there for 2 days 1 night...cos the room rate is quite expensive for SUPER PACK season..it's RM185 per night...me sharing the room with my friend...

hmm..since it's a holiday, I dun think I will go to the theme park..oh ya..somemore on 30/4 and 1/5, it's the Kelly Chen's concert!!!wow!!! should be SUPER DUPER PACK...hehe...I will try to be the detective, and check out where is Kelly Chen's room ya...hahah..if I can get it..=_=" dreaming only lah...

After this 2 trip...I have to back to my track, my new semester starts and I have to come back to my normal wushu training...prepare for the Chinwoo Carnival Wushu Competition...

Next sems I'm entering Year 3...taking 2 Yr 3 subjects, so I only left out 1 Compulsary subject which is the Media Law, and 1 Elective subject...then another 3 Major subjects...and 1 internship (2 mths)...if all SHUN SHUN LEI LEI...then I can graduate next year..which the convocation is on next year July...hehhe...hopefully everythings run smooth...

Namo Tashe Vagavatho Arahatho Sambhi Sambuddha Se...

UCSI final exam...

13 hours later, I'm going to sit for my last paper for this sem...muahhaha...I dunno whether I do well in all paper...but just hope that at least can get a pass lo...

Last Friday, I sat for the ILC exam...I thought it would be very tough and need to crack my head to squeeze out the answer...In fact,it's easy like makan kacang putih...the part that I worry about is only the essay. No matter how, I had already done my best, I've no regret at all!!!

Next sem would be very lonely, cos only 2 students enter Year 3...it's me n Mansha...a bit too little rite? but we have no choice...if wan us to wait for another semester, is a waste of our time and $$...

I can still remember that day me and Mansha go to Mr. Kit office to settle this things, which we can't get into Yr 3...we have to fight for our rights cos the Uni dun have such rules saying that not enough student then won't offer the Yr 3 subjects...

Before that, we did look for our Head of SSLA, and he refuse to work out for it...

No other choice, I went to Student Council and tell the person in charge about my situation...

Mansha had met one of the VP, but it seems that the VP couldn't do anything to us... Therefore, we insist to look for another VP, we even threaten the secretary of the VP, telling her that if we can't meet him, then we will just go to the press and complain about it...

haha..it works..

I'm not here to teach you all to use this trick to threaten the uni, jus to let you all know...we as a students, we have the right to fight for our benefits...anything which u feel is unfair to you, just voice out...don't sit at a corner, pretend nothing happen...

remember...I'm not teaching you anything ya...I'm just here to share my experience...hehe...

all the best to my final...haha...

爱情

有人说：“爱情像一座迷宫，入口很多，项不进去也难，但......没有出口。”
有人说：“爱情像一张试卷，没有是非题，只有选择题，且常常是很容易被倒扣的复选题。”
有人说：“爱情像一堆符号，从古到今找不到句点，漫天飞舞的全都是惊叹号、问号、删节号......”
我说：“爱情的面貌永不能拷贝，不能修正，每一次都是最刻骨铭心的一次！”

时间会冲淡对一个人的思念，就算过程很辛苦，但终究会走过去的。

再次遇见他，的却没有什么感觉，彼此只是浅浅的打个招呼，就擦身而过。从网上得知他已经有个要好的女友，复杂的心情再一次涌上心头。

我真的放下了这个包袱吗？屈指一数，8年了...

哭也哭累了，是时候释放自己，让自己展翅高飞，飞往另一个停泊站！

曾经，他给我的承诺，都随着我将项链抛向大海的那一天，沉入海底...

我不知道，我们之间是否还是朋友...只盼他心中依然记得我的存在...

Upon request....he ask me to add in this pic wor...to compare how leng chai now he is...yeah....that's Ivan again... How come i keep torture my blog ya...sigh...°??s?¨t§?????§...haha... 

He is Ivan Koh from Malacca CW...turning to 21 years old...haha...he is now my brother...he used to call me Jie Jie already...he is just a nice guy...he do very well in wushu, but compare with Ye How...hmm..still need some time to catch up and improve...but i know one day he wil achieve it...he is Fans of Jay Chow...he always ask me, "Am I looks like Jay Chow!!???" haha...i agree, when he dress up, at least got a bit looks like lah... ;p 

Me and my PR group member...we are Charlie's Angel !!! Me, Mansha and Renee... 

this is the first time i take photo for my own...hehe....using my sis digital camera ler....nice huh...but i look like id*** wor.. :(( 

回婷妮--观看A片心得

第三次，是我在新?元?院上女性主???，老?播放一部名?「?曼史Romance X」的法?影片?我?全班同?看。?部?影引起很大的??，主要是片中有多?裸露性器官和性虐的?，但?演似乎在??一???的主?：性?中女性的地位而引用了一般人?法接受的?端形式表?。我?次的??，由於要??後感而一面看一面??，但是接近裸露或性虐的???，就?自然地迷著眼睛。?是我第一次看?影看到那?痛苦的一次。後?同?向老?借?部片回宿舍看第二次，我已??得?受而????盯著?面的字幕??有意?的?白以便??告用。?份作?，也是我第一次有想放?不做的作?… …

这让我想起我们当年57人当中，只有10个男生，在电脑室看这部所谓的5级A片。可否想象，当全班有47个女生，一起在电脑室里，“欣赏”这部意义深远的5级A片！！！

我还记得，我们特意将门反锁，深怕有哪位讲师或院长经过。

同学向讲师借这部影片回去看第二遍，那还不用紧。“猖狂”的是，我们女孩还借来翻版！所以哦。。。我也有收着一套的哦。

当然，收着不是自己看的啦！要懂得分享嘛...

所以咧，当我到UTAR念书的那两个学期，其中有一个讲到Censorship，就决定放一些片段来“教育”大家为何要删减。当时才发现到，我们的讲师有够烂！还说什么美国毕业生，思想开放，自由尺度宽。统统都是废话！我们这一组，放了这部影片的片段后，她竟然批评我们的Presentation存有不良意识，还说什么，身为女生一点矜持也没有！（就因为看了这A片。。。）我的天呀！！！

在这里，UCSI念了两个学期。同样是美国大学毕业的学生，这次是个男人！我在Public Speaking这门课，同样是讲到Censorship。。。唉。。。都是这题目害的！

这次我的组别做得更凶！我们剪接了许多暴力、色情与宗教的影片，其中包括了这X-Rommance，The Passion of Christ，Romper Stomper，American Pie。还有选择了一些这里已经禁播的歌曲如LMF的粗口歌，还有一个外国女歌手的歌曲（忘了是谁啦。。。 ;p）。

我们原本有15分钟的时间来讲这个题目。当我放片段及歌曲的时候，这美国毕业的大学生竟然吆喝我们马上停止播放这些片段及歌曲。一个原本非常有趣的presentation，却被他给毁了！真是令人气愤！

所以呢。。。千万不要相信那些自以为美国毕业就很了不起的朋友或讲师或同事...他们，也不过如此而已！一点也不开放，甚至保守得要命！！！

既然选择了念媒体，就应该更了解它。但是，他们却有意或故意或刻意或大意或小意或无意地去排斥某种另类文化！他们除了有知识以外，就是不配当讲师！

我好像越扯越远了。。。不好意思啊！

我只是想说，我们翻版了这部影片以后，它至少还帮了我两次，虽然讲师不懂得“欣赏”。

那一次，是第一次，也是唯一的一次，全班集体看A片。。。实在令人怀念。。。其实啊。。。那10个男生，到底“按耐”得住吗？？哈哈。。。

Jus here to introduce 1 of my team-mate, when we had our competition in Poland...he is Ye How...a very baby face guy...likes to KAO LUI...especially LENG LUI... ;p haha...He is now in China for training...he just join the National Team (Wushu of cos..) anyone gals wan to approach him...i can gif u his hp num upon request...ehehe.... 

繁星

最近常下雨，空气开始好转。晚上的天空，比平常来的清，没什么云。。。这是在我回家乡的路途上发现的“新大陆”-深蓝色的天空里悬着无数半明半昧的星。

我真的从来没有看过那么多星星的夜晚。这令我想起了谭咏麟的一首歌--朋友。虽然不怎么有关联，就只是记得歌词里有繁星这个字眼罢了。。

那一晚的星星，多得数不清，可以很明显地看出，星星们的层次深浅。所谓的星星，其实就是小行星，有新的，也有旧的。旧的行星，比较明亮，也比较大颗；而新的则比较小，比较逊色。恰巧这一晚没有月亮，更让我可以清楚地欣赏这美丽的夜景。

繁星流动 和你同路

从不相识 开始心接近

默默以真挚待人

人生如梦 朋友如雾

难得知心 几经风暴

为著我不退半步 正是你

遥遥晚空 点点星光

息息相关

你我那怕荆棘铺满路

替我解开心中的孤单

是谁明白我

情同两手 一起开心 一起悲伤

彼此分担总不分我或你

你为了我 我为了你

共赴患难绝望里

紧握你手 朋友

清明节

清明节时雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂......

新年才刚过了不久，转眼间又到了清明。眼见家人忙完了新年，这回得忙着折金银纸了，赶着明天一大早回到怡保去“拜山”。

值得深思的是，人都去了，还拜来干嘛？

我这话可不是故意和你对立，只是...

有很多时候，是我们还有能力，我们还在这世上所能做到的事情，但却往往被忽略。最直接的就是亲情！

亲情是最接近我们，也是我们每一个都常忘掉的一份情。

打从我们出世，父母亲的爱与呵护，是旁人所无法给于，更不能模仿。这是一份很实在，很朴实的感情。不管我们有多顽皮、有多坏蛋，父母再打再骂，我们还是一家人。父母亲陪我们走过的岁月，并不比我们的伴侣来得少。往往身为孩子的我们，把他们所做的一切，译成理所当然，甚至是“应该”为我们做的。

常言道：在家靠父母，出外靠朋友。

长大以后，朋友比家人更重要。

青少年的眼中就只知道往外跑，到外边和“猪朋狗友”去商场逛街，到网咖“打机”，就这样虚度光阴。对他们而言，父母的忠言成了耳边风；父母的关心成了过分担心；父母的好言相劝成了唠叨。所以，父母成了青少年最讨厌的对象！

再长大些，上大专了，终于有机会飞了。找了间学院，离家越远越好！那就有借口搬出来住。渴望自由、渴望独立的少年，用了千百个理由来说服父母亲让他们搬离家里，出来“自力更生”。与其说是要自力更生，不如说他们想脱离被约束的生活！

念大专的日子可真过瘾！晚上不需要担心母亲叨念他们去睡觉，半夜到外边吃宵夜不需要得到父母的批准，房间在乱也不会吵他们去收拾！

一直到了踏入社会大学，要开始见识各式各样的人，正所谓一样米养百样人。慢慢地发现到，原来朋友未必可靠。往往都带着机心对你装仁慈呢！

这时候的父母，老了，不中用了，呆在家没事做。只懂得“相当年”......

不管父母是怎么离开都好，就在他们真的离开的那一刻，才醒觉到，原来孩子并没有尽孝义来奉养父母。

我们，身为孩子的我们，往往就是因为内疚，所以才花一大笔钱办丧礼。之后每一年的清明节，就只知道多少一些金银纸给父母，盼他们了解并感受到孩子的爱与呵护。所以市面上的金银之才会花招百出，就连ASTRO天碟和遥控器都有！

可是啊。。。你们都了解吗？父母给我们的爱与呵护，是在我们未懂事前到懂事后。而我们呢？竟然妄想在他们归西以后仍然感受得到！是想想，从科学的角度来看，逻辑吗？？？

孝顺，不是在他们走了以后才表现或表达出来，而是现在就要开始做了。

当然，祖父祖母的墓还是要扫。只是，请大家乘父母亲还健壮的时候，多关心他们，多爱护他们，多多给他们一个深情地拥抱，轻声地说一声“我爱你！”

有些事情，过了就没有了，好好珍惜眼前人，珍惜眼前的一切...

苏州过后无艇搭...

My Chinwoo Exam last year...12/12/2005  

Happy April Fool

Just to wish you all Happy April Fool....