BUSY

As a final year final sem student, it's really tension...I have tons of assignment to complete...and all of the due date are quite close...therefore, most of the time, after my class, i will stay at home to do assignments. I really don't have enough time to finish it...

For the coming month, I will be more busy than now because within one month, I need to hand up about 8 assignments...that's really a lot to me...then I need to prepare for 2 subject's presentation...and 2 papers for final exam...

I will be completing my semester by mid April...then there's a 2 mths training before I graduate.

Internship again...I have been to Sin Chew Daily, 988 Radio Redifusion for internship...and temporary marketing assistant in PYT Jewel and Times for 3 mths...I have touch on Press, Broadcasting, Advertising...now it's time for me to look for production job...as an editor...that's my favourite...

Have a little chat with my mom...she said I used to tell her I hate to study, hate to continue my degree programme...but finally, I manage to study till the final sem, and I'm graduating soon...she's actually very proud of me...

I told her, I'm not the best student in class...I might not be graduating with flying colours result...but at least I can pass every subjects...just that...as long as I get the degree cert...

For the coming three mths...I will not be free for entertainment and trips...aiks...must finish my study...

充实？充实！

生活没有过去的百般无聊
但又不致于忙碌得没有黑夜白昼
刚刚好...

有多少时候
我们可以活得刚刚好？
要珍惜当下的刚刚好

未来的日子
或许会更烦恼
更忙碌
又或者
反之
非常得空
非常无聊

人生若是轻松度过
没啥意思
总是有起有落
才能衬托出美丽的人生
生活才是多姿多彩

忙碌的时候
做该完成的工作
空闲的时候
可以偷偷地想想他
回归到现实生活
每个人都有自己的工作
每个人都有自己的任务

生活在这地球上
都有活着的理由
因此
不能随便放弃自己
迷茫完了
就得面对
尽管面对是痛苦的选择
痛苦过后
又是美食丰收
何乐而不为？

Wushu Judge Training Course

I'm back from the Wushu Judge Training Course...It's interesting, and a very new thing to me...

As a wushu player for almost 5 years, never thought of being a judge...I just attended the course of the Wushu Judge and had just finished the exam...All of us haven't know the result yet...I'm not sure whether I pass the exam or not...but no matter how, I will still continue on this line...will improve myself, in terms of the knowledge of wushu and skills...

It's about 48 of us, and all of us need a lot of practise for the new rules and the new system...should have apply all the knowledge that we learnt in this 5 days when we are teaching...

Back from the camp, now is the time for my assignments and exams...half dead... =_="

Tension

These few weeks, I will be very busy....busy in my assignments, my classes, my exams and my wushu thing.....

I really feel that I don't have enough time to complete all the things that I need to complete...

Tomorrow I am having my Media Law midterm...only me alone sitting for the exam...why? It just because I will be missing from Uni for 1 week...

I will be attendting the Wushu Judge Training Course which will start tmr until 23rd Feb 06. I have to stay in Bukit Jalil for 1 week...that's why the Media Law exam that I suppose to have it on next Tues, I need to take it tmr morning...

Besides that, I have a few assignments which due on next Fri...thus, I still need to do assignment while I'm having the course in Bukit Jalil.

I have to make an appoinment with the Jabatan Kebajikan W.P for my screen writing assignment....I'm doing the documentary again...this time the topic is regarding the disable people in Malaysia...and this assignment, need to hand up on next Fri too....I'm running out of time....

but no matter how....I will try my best to complete all.....I CAN MAKE IT!!!!

this morning, I've watched a documentary...The Thin Blue Line, by Errol Morris...it's a documentary which based on facts, and all the interviewees are the real person, but the scene are all re-enactment...and Errol Morris use the Noir style for this documentary...

The whole documentary is 1 hour 41 minutes...but the story line is very interesting...you will never know who's the lier until the end of the documentary...It's kind of investigation when he did the documentary...he wanna find out the answer...

It's a case happened in Dallas, Nov 22, 1976, a police officer, Robert Wood had shot and killed. There are 2 suspects, Adam and David Harris.

There's another women police in the police car, but she couldn't remember anything about that case, even the car plate number...

Are there any witnesses? There are...3 witnesses said that they could recognized the guy who shot the police officer is Adam...

While every words or proof were saying that Adam is the murderer, Errol Morris found out some points...some questions...some myth...

This is the documentary that impressed me a lot...not only the way he direct the film....but the underlying meaning he wants to bring out...

Hmm....at least I watched a nice film today...

life is not that hard....God won't put you to the death corner all the time...it just the matter how you think of it...how you going to live with all the problems...and how you going to solve it all...

Tension is just temporary...everything will be fine....

HAPPY DAY for me....

法庭“游”记

2006年2月10日星期五

一个非常冰冷的早晨，我从咳嗽中醒过来，好不容易从温暖的被单里钻出来。今天，很重要！因为，我要到法庭去。

这真是一个难忘的经历。(打死我也不愿再踏足该地…)

星期五的早晨，一如往常，轻快铁站已经布满黑压压的人头。大家都带着那一副倦容，准备上班去。

我和我好朋友(一个愿意义务陪伴我去法庭的好友)，八点半前就必须抵达Wisma Denmark。在这栋大厦里，就有4层楼是民事法庭(Civil Court/Makahmah Sivil)。马来西亚的民事法庭所审判的案件可分为Dalam Kamar或Makahmah Terbuka。我们外人可以进去聆听的，就只有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。

我们走遍了4层楼，才发现到只有一间法庭有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。但是，经过求证以后，才了解到今天不会审判该案件。也就是说，我们白走一趟了！

不过，我们遇上了一位好心的律师。(他长得蛮帅气的，皮肤白白，大概有六尺高，也许是穿西装的关系，所以看上去很整洁，人也自然变得好看。)这律师告诉我们说还有其他的民事法庭在大钟楼那里。

从他告诉我们的资讯里，了解到有关Makahmah Terbuka的案件一般上都会在星期一至星期四内审判。而星期五则会审判其他较费时的案件或者Dalam Kamar的案件。不过，在大钟楼的民事法庭里，也许可以幸运找得到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。

大钟楼里，除了民事法庭，还有刑事法庭、Makahmah Dagang、Makahmah Tinggi等。

我们挣扎了一番，终于决定搭轻快铁到大钟楼去，为的就是要今天完成我要做的功课。我们都穿得像OL般，踩着高跟鞋一路走到目的地，再慢慢寻找我们的目标。只可惜，运气似乎不太眷顾我们，我们都找不到有Makahmah Terbuka的案件。

正要放弃的时候，我拨了电话给我的讲师寻求协助。也幸好，她后来也仁慈地将报告的内容要求降低。换句话说，我只需要进入任何的刑事法庭，再将其过程报告就好。

我们也就随便选了一间刑事法庭(Criminal Court)，乘他们休庭之际，坐进观众席准备聆听。

等得有点不耐烦之际，发现到那位Jurubahasa走进法官的房间，又出来，向警员比了一个手势，表示还不能开庭。原因很简单，因为法官还在讲电话！！！所有人都在等法官，等一个电话讲不停的法官！！有没有搞错啊！！！真是气煞！！！

我们在里面等了大约45分钟，法官才施施然地走出来。终于都开庭了…

今天所审的都是琐碎的案件，我只是记得法官第一个问题就是：“Kamu nak mengaku salah ke tidak mengaku salah?”

接下来的，就是一堆很模糊的对白。法庭不会很大，大概是一间课室般的大小，但是，Jurubahasa、 Chief Inspector和律师讲话都很小声。他们的声音，细得如蚊子般，我们还得屏着呼吸，才稍微听到一些些的词句。

才审了没几个案件，我就因为咳嗽而中途离庭了。

我在想，到底这样子的法庭，是否真的可以让那些想了解实情的人，听到他们所要的资讯。让我更好奇的是，为什么法官一开始就是问问题？而不是先将该名罪犯所触犯的罪行说一遍吗？

整个程序，是否正确？我不知道…

辨方律师在提出论点的时候，声音细微得像蚊子，我真的不知道，法官是否听得见…

感觉上， 他们就只是在对着文件碎碎念而已…

这一趟法庭之旅，算是有收获吧！可以交功课就算了啦！！！至于其他的疑问，有机会我一定会请教当律师的朋友…

惑●迷失

她
走着走着
看见了十字路口
抬头望
好多的指示路牌
乱

她忘了
忘了要去哪里
忘了要找谁
忘了为什么会出门
她纯洁的心
留了在家

也许
已经在冰厨
冰冻得没有感觉

十字路口
该往哪儿走？
再次抬头望
阳光刺眼
昏眩
定睛再看
一栋栋的建筑物
摇晃着

瞬间
有个人
握紧她的手
拉着她走
要带她离开
离开这霓虹城市
离开这危险的钢骨森林

而她
却厌恶地甩开
甩开了天使的手
她并不知道
天使一直在身边
守护她
保护她

她大步越过马路
往前走
她看到了
看到了漂亮的餐厅
绚丽的街道
头也不回
一步步
走向森林
毁了

~ 致好友们
大城市确实是让大家大开眼界的一个好地方，也是一个足以让你泥牛入海的坏地方。唯有坚定自己的立场，不轻易受摇摆，让自己时时刻刻都警惕着，保持清醒及理智的思考。一旦选择错误，既是末路的开端。

Midnight show

Yesterday after the dinner with Aaron's family, we went to mid valley for a midnight show......had a nice movie -- Firewall, by Harrison Ford..

Firewall
Harrison Ford stars as bank security expert Jack Stanfield, whose specialty is designing infallible theft-proof financial computer systems. But there's a hidden vulnerability in the system he didn't account for -himself. When a ruthless criminal mastermind kidnaps his family, Jack is forced to find a flaw in his system and steal $100 million. With the lives of his wife and children at stake and under constant surveillance, he has only hours to find a loophole in the thief's own impenetrable system of subterfuge and false identities to beat him as his own game.

It's worth to watch this movie in cinema...compare with "MY KUNG FU SWEETHEART"...

I'm sick

All my friends who sick before the CNY, they already recover, and I'd been affected by the virus...therefore, my CNY is not that enjoy cause of my sick...I'm having serious cough...Once I cough, I will need a long period to cure it...

When I was in Ipoh, a lot of food and drinks I cannot take...thus, I didn't get fat cause I eat very less...

When I was having my second trip in Sban and Malacca, I ate a lot...We went to eat Chicken Rice Ball with Asam fish, then we went to have cendol which I cannot take. After a while, we seperate into 2 groups. I accompany Tnee to take her lunch. In the cafe there, I drank 2 cups of Coke boil Ginger...

Our dinner...we went to a place which I really can't remember, is a Malay restaurant, selling seafood...we order 5 dishes...Mussel, Sotong, Balitong, Fish and the "Zhu Shun"...very very delicious...we had dinner around 7sth...

Around 10 sth...we went to Jalan Ong Kim Wee to taste the Satay Celup...Me and Aaron ate about RM 23...I dunno how many sticks there...but I'm really full....

While waiting for the midnight show start, we went to a pub...I just order a hot jasmine tea...

Just within 12 hours...but the food are nice...delicious...tasty...

Therefore, the next day...I'm not just having cough but stomachahce too...should say it's diarrhea...

aiks...very kesian now...

So, the conclusion is...I'm getting fat, but sooner or later, I will getting slim again cause of the diarrhea..."pass" out all the "rubbish" ...haha~~~

Anyhow...everybody should take care theirselves on these period cause of the hot weather and the food we take...

Cheers~~

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

野蛮秘笈

内容大意：

上官灵凤是两位武林高手的女儿。从14岁开始，就到峨嵋山去练武。灵凤毕业后，成为武林高手的她却必须保密自己的身份。
正在工作的她，遇到了她所谓的缘分，即她的上司－－古龙。古龙无意间得罪了峨嵋叛徒－－白眉。灵凤得悉，誓要保护古龙。
要打赢白眉，唯一的方法就是要灵凤、古龙及灵凤的双亲联合起来。他们可否将白眉给击败？

后评：
这短短一个半小时的电影，要表达的内容太多了，导致每一个情节都草草带过。

电影一开始就介绍主角灵凤及她的父母。通过叙述的方式，及夸张的特技，在15分钟内匆匆介绍完毕。接着，就是叙述灵凤如何到峨嵋山去习武。同时间，也带出了另一个角色－－红霞，也是灵凤的死对头！(又是另外的15分钟)。

长大了的灵凤，在公司遇到她的缘分，也就是她的上司－－古龙。很莫名其妙地，红霞也出现在该公司。导演很特意地安排了一场对手戏给两位美女。目的就是为了争她俩的缘分。

古龙的好朋友，金拥喜欢红霞，红霞却不搭理他。

不多久，古龙为了出席老板的商场朋友的应酬宴而惹来杀身之祸。古龙目睹了白眉属下如何的残酷冷漠，吓得他目瞪口呆，并通过媒体告诉了大众。白眉从而得知属下留下了所谓的“手尾”。因此，下令必须将古龙给解决掉。

灵凤得悉以后，决定要保护她的缘分。(当时的红霞呢？)

原来，红霞的母亲是白眉的前妻。白眉要胁其前妻向红霞的后父下毒手，以获得其产业。

后来，又是很莫名其妙地，当红霞和金拥一起散步的时候，白眉的属下突然出现，将红霞抓走。临走之前，红霞向金拥表明了他是她的缘分。(那么快吗？那古龙呢？明明在15分钟前，她和灵凤还为了古龙而争风吃醋...)

接着，就是古龙受重伤，必须到峨嵋山找空空大师为他医治。空空大师告诉灵凤，要医好古龙，他就必须吃下某仙丹。往后，他不会记得他爱过的人。(但是，古龙在整部剧里都没有表明过他喜欢灵凤，只是灵凤在自作多情而已。)

再下来，就是整部戏所谓的高潮，也就是大家都期待的打斗场面。原本，这场决斗，必须由灵凤的双亲、灵凤及古龙四人联合才可以发挥到最佳的境界。但是，古龙当时已经忘了自己“曾经爱过的”灵凤，因此，功力就欠那么一些。

最最神奇的一幕，就是当灵凤和古龙受伤跌倒在旁的时候，灵凤就在一片碎裂的车镜上，用血画下一个符号。古龙看了以后，过去所失去的回忆，突然的都回来了，前后根本就不需要10秒钟。

大结局不用说，也猜得到吧！

这整部戏，其实应该是所谓的无喱头的喜剧。但是，也太没头没脑了吧！！！实在是有够浪费钱，来看这套戏。

总结，就是不要浪费时间与金钱去看这部无聊戏。。。我是受害者。。。所以我才会说出这般肺腑之言。。。

无题

咳嗽好久了
一直都没有好转的迹象
就连头疼也要和我作对

这两个星期以来
都在生病中渡过
不至于大病到不能动
但就是很无奈

看到想吃的
必须忍着
看到想喝的
必须自制

可怜吗？
并不全然
至少
我的新年
没有吃太多的
煎炸食物
人也健康些

我生病的这段时期
有一个人
很担心我
很心疼我

我们到马六甲旅行
在某间餐厅吃海鲜时
他竟然可以为了我
将酸辣的“魔鬼鱼”
浸在白开水里
洗去辣椒以后
再给我吃
他还可以将螺肉及蚌肉
一个一个给“抓”出来
洗去辣椒给我

真的是很感动
很贴心
很窝心

我其实真的病的很开心
哈哈～～
我欠扁了啦！！！