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Tuesday, 30 May 2006

久违了

这几个星期,一直都很忙。。在忙剪接。。忙推介礼。。忙报告。。忙拍拖。。忙休息。。忙武术。。忙睡觉。。好忙好盲。。呵呵~~

昨天的推介礼,顺利地进行完毕...我负责音响系统及灯光...基于人手的不足,唯有一个人做好几项的工作...除了音响,推介礼开始之前的准备,我还必须和几位同事联手用公司的产品盒子,堆叠两座高塔...也就是所谓的双峰塔...双峰塔之间的那座桥,还是用透明的塑胶板,绕上一圈又一圈的彩灯,再放在两塔之间...这座双峰塔,难度不在于怎么叠,而是安装了灯饰以后,底部还有各一个强力的大灯,我们想尽了办法,将电线拉好、藏好...确实蛮费神...这座塔,化了我们将近3小时的时间完成...也许不是很完美,但是,只要老板满意就好...

这座塔的寿命,就只有仅仅的3小时,就必须毁了...毕竟,盒子是借用的,好看的东西,通常都不会久!嘻嘻~~毁的时候,还真蛮心疼...自己的心血喔...不过,也拍下了不少的照片留恋...也满足了!!

在这里工作,还相当舒服...人事的是是非非,肯定不会少。但只要不牵涉其中,就不会惹祸上身了!

(Me and my boss - Mr. Teh 郑云城合照with the Twin Tower)

~~~

又是下雨天...轰隆轰隆...接着就是倾盆大雨,夹带着闪电...闪电和雷公相当有默契地一唱一和...激昂高唱着...唱着气候的转变,唱着地球的不寻常变化...

~~~

5个月了
我和哈泥共度了只有仅仅152天、3648小时、218880分钟、13132800秒...但是,却经历的许多许多...从相识,到了解,再寻找共同的频道...花了不少的电话费,汽油等等...谁说,爱情不是金钱换回来的?

忘了有多少的时间,都在电话上长谈、意见不合、发脾气、发牢骚...到最后,依然能够心平气和,解决问题...

感动
也感激
认识了这么一个你

~~~

和精武的纷纷扰扰,没有所谓的告一段落...多希望可以划上休止符...让自己的心,舒服一些...但偏偏,我不惹人,人家还是在找机会,加害一把...到今天,人家依然看不过眼...

听了一位朋友告诉我关于精武的近况及一些是是非非,才恍然大悟,明白到为什么就连小孩子,也害怕和我聊天了!

心疼
心酸

原来,选择了离去得学员,都是他们所谓的“害群之马”,踏进精武大堂一步,都“存有害人之意”...

他们每一天都在害怕,害怕耍手段夺回来得名与利,会随是失去...所以才会天天都提防着...生活是何等痛苦!!???

Friday, 28 April 2006

Industrial Training / Internship / Co-op III

I just noticed that having training in a company has a few Nama Khas to name it...Industrial training (this is quite common)...Internship (most of them dunno what is this)...Co-op III (to differentiate from others Uni or Coll, this is the most special terms from UCSI)

Oh ya...our CO-OP stand for Co-operation!!

I'm now having my industrial training (prefer this much) in a listed company, PUC FOUNDER (MSC) S/B...this is an IT company which doing finger print business...the write the software and make the finger print product too...which name as FinterTec...I'm not sure whether this can be found in the market, but I do only know this is the company founder from China, and they have the business in Japan too...

I'm training as the assistant of videographer and multimedia editor. Just started the work here only 4 days, and I had already assigned a few jobs to do. I'm not as free as others friend who doing their training for the 1st day.
I need to help me supervisor to put in all the subtitle into the 7mins plus corporate video.

It's sounds easy, but the idea keep changing...trying to put it in black bar with white wordings; white bar in black wordings, red wordings, blue wordings...Finally ended up with yellow wordings with black shadow... It tooks me a whole day to face the PC... However, I didn't feel tired although I had work for whole day, non-rest...

Maybe I'm really enjoy this work...

Then, the next day, I was asked to watch a 4 hours forum, which had aired in AEC. It's a chinese forum, talking about corruption of the headmasters / headmistress in primary schools. After watching it, I need to edit it into 1 hour, for my boss to show it when he went for the meeting of PIBG (if I'm not mistaken).

This is not really tough, but need to come out an idea from the 4 hrs thingy, and bring out the torny issue to show the public. I'm still thinking an excellent way to present it. At least, have a great impact on the opening...hmm...

That's only the 1st step...according to my supervisor - Ms Sue... She told me the next step is that she will assign me a job, to reshoot a product. It's an hour VCD, showing the installation and setting of the product. So, the 2nd step, I need to come out with my own schedule, to decide when to shoot, what to shoot, whom being shoot, where to shoot and of cause, how to shoot.

High angle? Low angle? CU? LS? MS?Panning? Zooming...etc...

Anyhow, this will be my 2nd "baby"...

Praying hard for me to have a great idea to do it....

Many of my friends keep asking me how's my work here...thanks for you all, thanks for the blessing from Aaron, Tian Nee, Jasmine, Ting Fong, Sam...I'm doing well here...at least...STILL ALIVE...still can SURVIVE...muahahaha...No worry...I'm great...I'm sure when my training ends, I will get a better grade...hehe...(bit too over confident hor...haha)

Really, seriously, thanks to they all, who giving me support all the time...feel so touch...at least, I know I have a bunch of friends who cares on me...

Getting busy next week, I can sense the work load adding already...I really hope, after this training, I can find out my future interest...either editor? PE teacher? Mktg in UCSI? or others...

喜欢 vs 爱

曾经经历过
爱上一个人
很深、很深...

每个早晨
站在走廊看过去
看着他将车子停好
往食堂走去
才不情愿回课室去

每个下课
往摄影学会室钻
和他一起吃饭聊天
直到铃声响起
才依依不舍地离开

结局是
我的爱感动了他
和我交往一星期后
就宣布爱情死亡

而我
只能够躲在家
静静舔伤

原来
从一开始
就很爱一个人
结局都不会好过

这种爱情
往往是单方面的受伤
先爱了
才学习喜欢
喜欢对方的一切

有时候
太爱对方
而选择了包容一切
包容自己原本无法忍受的一切
直到最后
失去了自己

先爱,才学习喜欢吗?

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爱情
其实很简单
只要看对眼
互相有好感
选择了在一起
才开始学习
如何爱对方

喜欢了对方的第一眼
在去学习喜欢其他
一切一切
在喜欢的阶段
至少
任何事情
都可以摊开来谈
但前提是
双方都必须
开明、坦率

也许
到最后
会是分手收场
至少
双方都学习
为对方付出过

这
总比自己一个人
痴痴地等待
傻傻地爱对方
来得更值得

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先喜欢,才来爱?
先爱,才来喜欢?

Tuesday, 25 April 2006

开工咯!!!

终于
旅行回来了
终于
开始工作了

第一天上班
没有太多东西做
从早上九点整
直到傍晚六点
就是在做剪接的工作
在放 Subtitle

对着电脑
眼睛也花了
脑袋也开始不清醒了

还好
还有能力开车回家

第一天
就已经可以如此充实
接下来的日子
也应该不会太闲吧!
呵呵~~

谢谢
哈泥志成
婷妮
洁诗敏
还有庭芳
给我的开工大吉祝福!!
好感动~~

Tuesday, 11 April 2006

烦恼

烦恼似乎离不开人
人可以没有烦恼吗?
就连僧人,圣人都会有烦恼
别告诉我什么皆空的道理
尽是废话

僧人烦什么?
再怎么平常心
也会担心佛堂要如何维持呀!
庙宇要重建
需要钱啊!可钱从哪来?
要安排法会了,
要买的东西,
要装饰的物品
还有许许多多
零零碎碎的事情要管啊!
谁说僧人会没有烦恼?

圣人烦什么?

圣人就是为世人立法则的人
圣人的言行,大都是世人的法则
圣人能制定 法则,设立规矩,而为万世法
圣人利万物而不争,法自然而无为

好深奥的一番话
既然圣人为立法则的人
那它也会为他所里出来的法则
而烦恼
所谓的法则
有多少人在遵循着?
既然是人无法跟从
是否意味着
他的法则有问题?
从来没有人
质疑过圣人的法则
那敢问
他的法则,就一定是对的吗?
一定是完美无瑕嘛?
圣人就不需要检讨吗?

所以啊
在我的字典里
只要是人
就会有烦恼
甚至天上的神仙
地下的妖魔鬼怪
都会烦恼
更何况我们只是普通的贫民百姓!

我们有烦恼
也是正常的
只是看我们如何去看待而已
重点是
不要逃避问题
这样只会将问题的雪球
越滚越大而已
学习面对烦恼
解决烦恼
坐着守株待兔
绝对不是最佳的解决方案

走向烦恼
走向问题
才是上上策

Monday, 10 April 2006

Finally

Finally, I had finished all my assignments~~~

Now I'm just waiting for the exams...on the 14th and the 19th...after that, is my holiday trip to PENANG!!! I do hope my little Gie gie can join the trip... (dun bother your family matters la...play hard first...hehe~~)

Sounds relax now...but sooner I'm going to headache with my industrial training...should I go for ntv 7, or go for the bridal shop as an editor n videographer?

After I complete my course, what should I do? Why they do not prefer I work as a PE teacher? What's the problem to be a PE teacher?

Should I work in the media line? work in production house? or PE teacher? production house? PE teacher?

What I want for my future actually???

A stable lifestyle...a stable job...a stable income enough for me to survive in TOWN...what else???

无题

他是一个爱自由的人
究竟是习惯了一个人生活?
还是目前还无法适应
身边多了一个人?

习惯了没有约束
习惯了不用交待
习惯了进出自如
习惯了四处奔波

他说
再给他一点时间
让他去适应
让他学习身边多了一个你
一个崇爱自由的人
有那么容易习惯吗?
他需要多长的时间?
三个月?
半年?
一年?
三年?
还是十年?

还是
他根本还未定下心来?

Thursday, 6 April 2006

童话故事

童话故事里的公主
永远都是漂亮斯文
被人捧在手心呵护

童话故事里的王子
永远都是高大威猛
一定是保护公主的英雄

然而
现实是
公主就只是摆在那里
让人欣赏
公主不懂得大小事务
公主的生活
可是无聊的很
重男轻女的时代
公主也不需要
学习太多的知识
再加上三步不出闺门
只有留在闺房
勤练刺绣
懂得琴棋书画
还必须要知道
如何将自己
打扮得漂漂亮亮
就够了

而王子
除了高大威猛
还要是英俊潇洒
风度翩翩
威风凛凛
饱读诗书
满腹经论
王子啊
还要练得一身好武功
所以
王子自哺出娘胎
就好不得空

童话故事里
英雄自古爱美人
英雄救美
更是剧情所需

王子和公主
一定有机会
有缘分相遇
相知、相惜
然后
排除万难
一起共度余生

你相信童话故事吗?
还是
你就是
童话故事里的王子和公主?

我不是童话故事中
漂亮的公主
但
我一定是
他心目中
永远的公主...

Tuesday, 4 April 2006

人心难测

有个人
到今天
我还是提防着

我不知道
他葫芦里卖什么药
更不了解
他在打什么算盘

打从事件的发生
我就怀疑他的为人
待人没有真诚过

他的所作所为
我们旁人
永远不会知道实情
更不知道
谁会因此得益

居心叵测
人言可畏
还是小心为上
不信为妙

Thursday, 30 March 2006

Parliament Trip

I was late this morning...until I heard my handphone sms tone, I was shock and the sun already rose up...it was 7.45am...I suppose to reach uni before 8am...

It's an important day because me and my classmates who doing the Media Law and Ethics, are going to parliament!!!

I was in a rush in the early morning...I had to get myself prepared in 10minutes...

This is the 2nd time I been to the parliament...this time is meaningful because at least I know some of the issue that they are dicussing, and I have some improvement for me hearing...hearing on BM and Eng...compare with last time I went was in 2002...


It is a windy morning, and as usual, on the way to parliament, we have to passby those heavy traffic jam area such as Jalan Sungai Besi, Jalan Istana and Jalan Duta...we reached there at 9am, and we had a light breakfast in their so called "canteen"...

After waiting for the person in charge to explain about the parliament things, which we can actually learn fr class..but I dunno why the student fr one of the local famous university --> U#M, they keep asking lots of questions...

Anyway, this is not important...

After we all sit in the parliament, the hundreds over seats, most of them are empty..meaning that there's a lot of MP didn't come for the meeting...

Oh ya...share with you a SECRET!!! for these meetings, the MP come and they get back allowances...and it's RM 200 per day!!! Imagine they going to have the meeting in the whole month, from Mon to Thurs, there's 18 days of meeting for this month, they can get RM 3,600.00 as allowance!!! These are the money from the RAKYAT~~~

AND...

if the MP just sit in for 5 minutes, they still get pay...

In the meeting, I saw one of the MP who was sleeping, the head keep nodding, seems like agree with the points of Minister of Women and Welfare, Puan Sharizat speech...

Some of them who playing with their HPs...ya..it's HPs...he has 2 HPs...and I guess he was playing his infared thingy or bluetooth thingy...

Some of the MP really didn't pay attention to what their discussing about...dreaming in the Dewan...just attend and get the allowance, perhaps they not...

There's one topic they discussed about, is the PERBAHASAN...The MP keep encourage is to promote BM and Speak good BM...guess what...even they themselve, couldn't speak proper BM in the parliament...how are they going to promote this things?

Furthurmore, you can see the MPs keep going in and out from the Dewan...they are not respectful enough to the Yang Di-Pertua...

Some of the MPs talking crap in the meeting...and even not answering the question that asked by others MP...

This meeting, they brought up a lot of issues, but seems never come to conclusion...and the chairman is just come for duty, every hour change another person...I doubt whether they really know how's the meeting goes..and what's the topic they discussing...

Anyway, this trip is fun and nice...we have seen lots of things, but the most pity thing was we couldn't wait until Lim Kit Siang voice out his opinion...we have to leave at 12sth...

Today is the last day for the parliament meetings...and tomorrow they are going to talk about the 9th plan of Malaysia, which we are not allow to sit in...only for those who are invited...

After the trip...only one thing comes to my mind...be the MP and you will get good pay...just for your attandence of the meeting...you never need to talk...you can just have a nap...if feel boring, you can go out to the canteen there have a cup of coffee, then only come back...or you can just attend for the first hours, then leave...

Consider it...you might get good PAY wor...

HAHAHAHHA~~~