葛妮の语
Friday, 10 December 2004
What should I do first?
12th - has Wushu exam start from 8am till infinity…
14th - got the rehearsal of the performance in TSUN JIN High School…
15th - Film Studies paper
16th - Presentation of Video Production project
16th - Meeting of all club president, to brain storm n discuss what event going to organize for the coming semester…start from 10 am to 6 pm…
16th & 17th ? Performance in TSUN JIN
Besides that, after my exam week,
18th - going to Bukit Jalil watch the Gymrama competition
- today is my MOM’s birthday…must celebrate with her…
24th - Christmas eve…where to go this year???
Thursday, 9 December 2004
Do you still Remember???
That is how our friendship started…till today is almost 13 years…
The first time I called you, regarding our integration day at my school…you were so shock because the president of the club is me, a GIRL!!! We work out for the integration day, and left a good impression to each club…
That is how our friendship started…till today is almost 5 years…
When I first join the association, the first person I knew was YOU…that time, we were not going for competition, and we were outside the carpet to learn the traditional routine…we, consider as Wushu newbie in the association that time…
That is how our friendship started…till today is almost 4 years…
When you decided to take part in the Student Union election, for the vice president post, I was there to help you hung all the flyers, distributed all the leaflets to every students…remind you to have your lunch, accompanied you went back to hostel for a short rest (remember the long long up hill road)…
That is how our friendship started…till today is almost 4 years…
The first trip I had with you all, 19 members in our gang, is so memorable…we ride motors, to the beach, lying on the beach, looking at the stars…chit-chatting…with nuts and soft drinks…
That is how our friendship started…till today is almost 3 years…
We cry, we laugh, we play, we chit-chat….all the moment I have with you all is so memorable…and so meaningful…
Do you still remember?
Do you still remember?
Tuesday, 30 November 2004
Last day for this semester
We were having the last lecture class for Public Speaking Class, and my topic it "Negative Depiction of Women in Movie"...what a nice and challenge topic…the topic was not chosen by our own but it was given by our Mr. Ken.. Thus, from today’s presentation, I found out that there’s a lot of topic related to WOMEN…negative depiction of women in movie, portrayal of women in media, how to be a wonderful women, how to get a lasting marriage and etc…all of us, I mean 20 of us were so enjoy the class just now. It’s not because of the last lecture, but the topic that all of us going to present is very interesting.
I’ve gain a lot from this class, and of course other subjects such as Visual Comm that I mention the “Old McDonalds” before…for my final project is going to design an attractive map of PAHANG, pointing out all those highlands and beaches with our own design icons… The lecturer, Ms. May, is very nice compare with last semester in UTAR… maybe the course is different and the teaching skill is different…although she is still that demanding, but it’s good to us because in those advertising firm or PR firm, we shouldn’t make any mistake on design and have to come out with creative ideas…找吃艰难 呀!! She likes to share with us her working experience in advertising firm and when she teaching in others University or Institute… she told us everything that we are going to face soon, or when we are going to work… we learn a lot from her and everyone loves her very much… I will highly recommend my junior to take this subject, it’s not only teaching you how to design, and she will teach you the entire working attitude too…
Last week, I was so busy of the video shooting…we have our talent been prepared but due to some of the technical problems, the results come out very bad…what we have to do in Video Production is to do a 5 mins experimental movie, in a group! We had separated our work and trying our best to make the shooting run smooth. It’s now come to the post-production part…we have to do the editing for this movie, with adding those video transitions and effects…once I finish it, I will copy to CD and let you all to have a look ya…
I am now rushing for my PAHANG map…going to present on 10th December 2004. I will be free after 15th December 2004. For those who are in M’sia, please feel free to call me for a lunch of go mamak stall after my exams ya…
Monday, 29 November 2004
雨过天晴了… 也许你们并不认同我这一句话…
发生了这么多的事情,可以说是经历了那么多的风风雨雨,学乖了、也学精了!怎么说?
现实社会是残酷的!它并不会因为你跌倒而停下来安慰你、辅导你、协助你。
我学了什么?我学会了如何说好话、如何说好听的话、如何在对的场合说对的话。只要说错一句话,可以让对方憎恨一辈子…所以要三思而后言…
我看懂了不少人情世故、更看懂了许多戴着假面具待人的“人”。什么是看懂?看懂,是当自己倒霉经历过被杯葛、被陷害、被出卖,遇到好心人的提醒,回头再看看曾经如此对待你的人,是一则又一则的笑话!看懂以后,不再容易相信一个人的话。每一句话,都必须经过消化以后,才可以认真回答,否则就会招惹麻烦…所以,最好就是什么都不知道…干涉越少,麻烦就相对地减少…
我从来就不是聪明的人,有什么事不该做、不该说的都不知道。甚至有时候在言谈之间,无意中说错话也没意识到。没有人告诉我做错了,所以就一直错下去。等到发现的时候,已经尽量在改,但大家却已经不再接受我了…
独来独往,你说好吗?
要怎么说雨过天晴呢?其实我仍站在蒙蒙的细雨中,晴天应该不远了。再大的风浪,也击不倒我的意志与信心;在难熬的日子,也磨不走我的志气。
这即将来临的晴天,只能说是我不再执着、不再计较、不再刻意追求一些不属於我的东西。这样的日子会过得开心些,心里也比较平衡…
从前的我,就是太过于执着,太过自我。“回顾”过去所发生的种种事件,有不少是我自己一手促成的…什么叫“后果自负”?这滋味已经尝到了。
也许人生就是这样,碰过壁了,才懂得长大。
Monday, 4 October 2004
Old MacDonalds
Do you still remember the song that we always sang when we were still in kindergarten?
Old MacDonald had a farm, ee i ee i oh! ……
Today, I am going to use this song, for my visual communication Project I. What to do for this lyric? Ha~~have you ever visualize any lyrics before? Hmm…we can draw, can make a model....
I am doing a model, can just imagine the Old MacDonald had a farm, so there will be a small wooden house, some animals like chickens, ducks, cows, horses, sheep and of course the farmer! It seems like doing that primary school homework. And I have to learn those colouring stuffs all over again…somehow comes to these art works, I miss a gal…à Tnee
When we were still in the college, she used to do the art works for the assignments, we need not to worry the art work part, and I just need to concentrate on the power point presentation and the info searching. What a perfect group!! :p
Miss her so much…
Saturday, 25 September 2004
Walking Tour...
I am only 22, but I have some relatives and friends leaving…they stop walking with me now…I am so sad at that time, but I didn’t think that they are looking at me, hoping me to continue my journey…
Once again and again, I am so afraid that my friends leaving me…this is not the first time I feel scare, cause she met an accident, just pass by the “GUI MEN GUAN”… she is my best friend and I don’t want anything happen to her again…
Even my parents...
While I was 5 years old, my mom told me that she wanna left this house, she wanna go to another places…in other meaning is that she don’t want me anymore…although I don’t really understand what she meant about at that time, I can just understand that she said she wanna leave me…I cried and cried, keep telling her that I want her, I want her…both of us cried until I slept at my moms thigh…when I woke up, I saw that she is still beside me…I was so happy and I knew that she will walk with me until she really feel tired…
When I am in secondary school, my father and my sis always quarrel, every time after quarrel, my father will drink lots of beer and start talking nonsense to me…telling me that I have to study hard, he told me that he dreamt about his mother and father, which is my grandma and grandpa…he told me that this maybe a sign telling him his life would be very short…very near to his parents…I know what he meant about, but I just told him, he is very healthy and strong enough, he still has lots of stuffs hasn’t finished yet…I haven’t graduated from Uni… I haven’t work and earn much $$ and buy him a bungalow…etc
They are now still with me, walking with me along the journey, giving advices, helping me in any problems…I hopes and I wish everyone beside me is healthy and safe…that’s very enough to me already…
Wednesday, 22 September 2004
Presentation…Performance…Studies…
What comes to your mind when you first hear this country?
To me, I will think about the pyramid there. A perfect building that I never thought that it can be built at that time. All the stones are so heavy and the triangle cut is so well. You can simply just click to the search engine, you will get a lot of the info about this country.
It would be nice if I can have a chance to visit there. *_*
Some of my course mate doing others countries such as Mongolia, Italy, China and etc. I can’t wait for tomorrow’s presentation. It is so exciting to have a class telling us about all the attraction places at those countries. And of course, I will try my best to present Egypt well to everyone in the class. Anyone who wants to know more about Egypt, hehe~~ can come to me… :p
Life is not that tough at UCSI. Those “seniors” take care about me this little “junior”, telling all the funny things in UCSI, and helping in all the assignments.
Next Tuesday is the Mooncake Festival, we are going to have a celebration just before the actual day, which is 27/9/04 (Monday). I am going to perform Wushu that night. Just wonder whether I can do well that night since I had just hurt my ankle. Anyway I will do my best on that night, to promote Wushu to everyone in UCSI, no matter they are staffs or students.
Hopefully this performance will help me in forming the Wushu club here… :p I had just fill up the register form to form this new club here. Thanks to those who help me, giving me lots of guidance and information to form the club here…hmm…maybe you are not reading my blogs, but just I wanna thanks to you all who helps me a lot lah…
Some of my friends keep asking me why I want to switch to UCSI, why I dun wan to finish my degree at UTAR? They feel that it’s a waste of time…but to me, I know what I want, I know what I need…I understand you all quite worried me about my studies, but for sure, this is the Uni that I prefer and the subjects that I am going to take here is really interesting…it is much much better than just study the theory without practical.
I still remember my lecturer who taught me in New Era College, he told me that, we do not need any practical subjects because we will learn it when we work in that firm. Hmm…I am not agree with him, because I am quite a slow learner, to me, the practical subjects is really useful to me. At least we can learn some basic skill before we work in that particular firm.
So, dear friends, don’t need to worry about my studies. I will do my best in this 1 and a half year at UCSI…
Tuesday, 14 September 2004
Black Saturday
We went out to have porridge for our breakfast and back to sch around 10sth, still not our turn yet…we wait for almost another 1 hr!!! Meet her around 11.35am…sigh….only 10 in between, takes about 2hrs!!! crazy huh…can talk so long yar…
For Joanne case, as usual, too much activities…means that too much sports…have to cut down some activities…and the teacher ask me to guide her on maths n science subjects… haiya…I had given back all the things to my teacher liao…how to guide her!!???
After that, on my way to get my car, met a person that I dun wish to see, but he caught me…haiz…jus a simple Hello n Goodbye…then quickly “ran away”… :p
A raining afternoon, nice to rest and sleep…I just took about 20 mins nap, then have to go out again…to get my drawing stuffs from 1 of my Master who is an Art Teacher too…I think this is the best time I had for today…enjoy the little children drawing their clown…the studio is full of children, the time when I reached, there’s about 10 to 15 children…
And then, as usual, went to Chinwoo for training…erm…it’s only Master Ken and Master Lai…the training is a bit tough…at least to me is quite tiring…doing around 8 traditional routines…non-stop!!! Later then, continue the training with only jumps…thought it will be more relax…hmm…later proof to me that I am wrong…haiz…when come to the XUAN FENG TUI…suddenly everyone just saw me fell down, tears shed out cause of the pain…ya…no doubt…I sprained my ankle again…the right leg once again… “_” the training stop for while, I can still remember Tion Ho, Chun Yee and Joanne carry me to the side, and Cheong went to take the First Aid bag…ha…others I can’t remember at all…I just know that it’s really pain until I can’t walk…some more got to get someone to fetch me home, and carry me to house…this time really become orang cacat…
Hmm…today…is not my day…
Saturday, 11 September 2004
Life in UCSI
Have just started my class last week, very interesting in the Public Speaking and the Video Production…have to speak more n more English in the class. Our lecturer, Mr Ken too…but Ken Choong, he is very dramatic n humor…even though his class is 2 hours, but we all are not tired at all, it’s because his voice is so attractive and his movement, keep u look at him…doing those funny action…especially his face. He has a mobile face, like an actor, and yes, he is in drama before…
Mr Ken is about 6 feet tall, huge size, and always looks like a panda, cause of the shadow under his eyes…he love to tell us jokes and bring those jokes to the topic that he is going to lecture…I had attended his 3 class, going to have assignment soon. I think it won’t be too tough…and even we dun need to sit for the exam for this subject. Just that he will examine us through oral…
The other subject is the Video Production. This is the 1st subject to me that learning technical part. Previously, most of the classes are all theories…so bored and tiring…we are require to think for an experimental or Music Video, and this will be my 1st project…if I am not mistaken, we dun need to sit for the exam too…just base on our final project…hurray!!!
And there is 1 more subject that I need not to sit for the exam, which is the Visual Communication…things that we have to do is ART!!! Drawing drawing n drawing…have to come out with creative ideas…drawing class… :s will try my best to draw whatever I can… ;p
Hmm…wat is my 4th subject that I have chosen for this semester yar??
Erm…
Oh ya….it’s film studies…bit of history…and just started the class. Lecture about the history of the Media in all over the world and especially Malaysia Media history!! This should be the most important part. Later we might be going to visit the Film Negara Malaysia which is in PJ.
Next Tuesday, I am going to have my 1st speech in the class, have to talk to every course mate in English…a bit nervous now…preparing my speech…hopefully I can speak fluently in the speech…
10/9/2004
1.25am
Tuesday, 7 September 2004
生命可贵
是不是我开始老了???怎么开始会听到身边的朋友去世的消息???
上个月,才听说一个在新加坡念书的同学,因为车祸而去世。而前天,则是另外一个朋友,承受不了压力的情况之下跃楼自杀!对我而言,那是多么惊讶的一个消息!尽管,我和你并不太熟悉,但彼此都认识,算是朋友吧…你才刚刚出席了自己的毕业典礼,一切才刚开始而已…我们这一群朋友,完全不了解你当时面对的问题及压力。
就是常常有许多的人遇到问题时,不懂得与家人讨论,也不愿告诉朋友,自己一个人躲在一角钻牛角尖,都最后换来的竟是无言的结局!!这叫我们何等悲伤!!你就在我们身边,在我们还来不及伸出援手之前,就眼睁睁看着你离我们而去…
那一天晚上,看着你的遗照,你那阳光般的笑容呢?你那开朗的个性呢?你对我们这群朋友的承诺呢?怎么可以一声不响就将一切跑回给我们!!?我真的哭了!
希望你这么样的决定,让你你得到真正的解脱,我只能祈祷你能安心上路…
我还是忍不住哭了…
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你,又再一次受伤了…这一次虽然不比上一次来的严重,却真的差一点就丢了命!也许真的是佛牌的保佑吧!又或者是我不断地祈祷…不管是怎么样,这一次你真的是将效命捡了回来…真的要好好保护自己了…我不想再一次体验失去朋友的感觉,那是一种很痛的感觉…是一种让人无法去相信,更无法接受的感觉。
我不要!我不要!
我不要身边任何一个朋友出事!如果我每一天地祈祷可以换来每一位的平安,我愿意每一天为大家祈祷!我只想朋友们还有我的家人都可以完完整整,平平安安的生活!