Walking Tour...

A nice Flash…it’s true that we have Family, Friends and the Love one accompany us to walk along the journey…

I am only 22, but I have some relatives and friends leaving…they stop walking with me now…I am so sad at that time, but I didn’t think that they are looking at me, hoping me to continue my journey…

Once again and again, I am so afraid that my friends leaving me…this is not the first time I feel scare, cause she met an accident, just pass by the “GUI MEN GUAN”… she is my best friend and I don’t want anything happen to her again…

Even my parents...

While I was 5 years old, my mom told me that she wanna left this house, she wanna go to another places…in other meaning is that she don’t want me anymore…although I don’t really understand what she meant about at that time, I can just understand that she said she wanna leave me…I cried and cried, keep telling her that I want her, I want her…both of us cried until I slept at my moms thigh…when I woke up, I saw that she is still beside me…I was so happy and I knew that she will walk with me until she really feel tired…

When I am in secondary school, my father and my sis always quarrel, every time after quarrel, my father will drink lots of beer and start talking nonsense to me…telling me that I have to study hard, he told me that he dreamt about his mother and father, which is my grandma and grandpa…he told me that this maybe a sign telling him his life would be very short…very near to his parents…I know what he meant about, but I just told him, he is very healthy and strong enough, he still has lots of stuffs hasn’t finished yet…I haven’t graduated from Uni… I haven’t work and earn much $$ and buy him a bungalow…etc

They are now still with me, walking with me along the journey, giving advices, helping me in any problems…I hopes and I wish everyone beside me is healthy and safe…that’s very enough to me already…