当所有东西准备就绪的时候，状况的出现，我却帮不上忙也来不及补救的时候，感觉是真的很无奈...他们互相自责当中，却没想到我也在自责...
当所有事情都开始要明朗化的时候，状况的出现，我站在我的人生交叉点，该前进还是后退？没有人可以指引我，也没有人理解我现在的感觉...我该怎么做？
当所有人都认为成功的男人背后，都有一个女人在为他加油打气，状况的出现，他到底有感受到吗？我是应该要主动？还是要被动地去等待？
当所有人都以为我的家庭很幸福很和谐的时候，状况不断不断地出现...她知道吗？我留在家可是有点为难与辛苦...陪得了一个，就一定会忽略另一个...我该照顾那男的，还是他的女人？
你知道这一阵又一阵的无力感，让我这两个星期沉默了很久吗？
我又开始睡不好了...我也不知道自己在烦什么，不过，我又开始我的饮酒入睡的日子了...
我想好好地做你背后的女人...可是，感觉就一直被忽略...到底是我不适合你？还是你不适合我？
悲观，原来是种传染病...
我要找疫苗！！
我不要这种无力感了啦！！！
Thursday, 23 July 2009
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Monday, 20 July 2009
《学习等待...》
以前以为，幸福是要去争取的... 原来，幸福是要等待的...
从小到大习惯了噼里啪啦什么都说出来，结果原来一般的人都不能接受这种个性的人。过于直率，难活；过于含蓄，也难活。到底活着的标准在那里？
学习着等待，可是耐性不太好的我，其实要等待有点难。往往我会比较希望能够有个期限让我去预测。可就是有些东西，无法预测...这种叫着“意外”。
那意外什么时候才会出现？也意味着什么时候会出状况？
我的状况，出了太多太多了...已经不想去了解，不想去知道...经已处于自闭的状态...
等待着我的自闭，何时开封...
等待着我的路，何时修好...
等待着我的希望，何时出现...
等待着我的未来，何时到来...
从小到大习惯了噼里啪啦什么都说出来，结果原来一般的人都不能接受这种个性的人。过于直率，难活；过于含蓄，也难活。到底活着的标准在那里？
学习着等待，可是耐性不太好的我，其实要等待有点难。往往我会比较希望能够有个期限让我去预测。可就是有些东西，无法预测...这种叫着“意外”。
那意外什么时候才会出现？也意味着什么时候会出状况？
我的状况，出了太多太多了...已经不想去了解，不想去知道...经已处于自闭的状态...
等待着我的自闭，何时开封...
等待着我的路，何时修好...
等待着我的希望，何时出现...
等待着我的未来，何时到来...
Saturday, 18 July 2009
Friday, 17 July 2009
《音乐会》
短短的30分钟时间
看了一场感动的音乐会
没有华丽的背景
只有淡淡却朴实的氛围
可爱的两位“DJ”
搞笑的班长
娘娘腔的学长
有杀气的篮培代表
凶神恶煞的舞蹈员
美美的仙女
有气质的钢琴手
耍帅的二胡和吉他手
还有很多很多...
我还是第一次看到戏剧学会的主席在演剧...
他们有舞蹈团、武术团、戏剧学会、华乐团等资深的会员，还有很多相当有音乐天分的(钢琴、二胡、吉他)手，然后所有的同学的歌喉还真的不错...
原来，大家都各有天分各有所长...突然，怀念想当年的我们，为什么没有这等东西...
不过，那时候的我们，在教师节还是什么节日上，能够表演一段舞蹈，已经是很好的回忆了...毕竟以前都不流行这样的表演。
呵呵...时代不同了...只能感叹...
看了一场感动的音乐会
没有华丽的背景
只有淡淡却朴实的氛围
可爱的两位“DJ”
搞笑的班长
娘娘腔的学长
有杀气的篮培代表
凶神恶煞的舞蹈员
美美的仙女
有气质的钢琴手
耍帅的二胡和吉他手
还有很多很多...
我还是第一次看到戏剧学会的主席在演剧...
他们有舞蹈团、武术团、戏剧学会、华乐团等资深的会员，还有很多相当有音乐天分的(钢琴、二胡、吉他)手，然后所有的同学的歌喉还真的不错...
原来，大家都各有天分各有所长...突然，怀念想当年的我们，为什么没有这等东西...
不过，那时候的我们，在教师节还是什么节日上，能够表演一段舞蹈，已经是很好的回忆了...毕竟以前都不流行这样的表演。
呵呵...时代不同了...只能感叹...
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
《一片愁云》
芙中女學生患腦膜炎死
芙中百名師生送別
歌聲伴匯最後一程
我们的学生，同样姓张，也是16岁...
芙中和循中，最近真的发生了很多事...
Take These Wings
sister, no wonder
you won't raise your head
to the sky
you're afraid of thunder
it makes you cry
and you don't know why
there's a place that i know
you can see
the face of the earth
that's where i wanna go
on the wind of my birth
the wind of my birth
i'm not afraid of dyin
it's just a setting sun
on the rise
come take these wings and try
it's a world full of butterflies
well i'd like to take you
where the light
of the day began
where the sun
always breaks through
shinin down like a friend
i felt you shaking
awake from your dream
like a child
take your heart
from its' breaking
and lean on a smile
i'm not afraid of dyin
it's just a setting sun
on the rise
come take these wings and try
it's a world full of butterflies
sister, no wonder
you won't raise your head
to the sky
you're afraid of thunder
but it's the fourth of july
Bye Bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
芙中百名師生送別
歌聲伴匯最後一程
我们的学生，同样姓张，也是16岁...
芙中和循中，最近真的发生了很多事...
***********
Take These Wings
sister, no wonder
you won't raise your head
to the sky
you're afraid of thunder
it makes you cry
and you don't know why
there's a place that i know
you can see
the face of the earth
that's where i wanna go
on the wind of my birth
the wind of my birth
i'm not afraid of dyin
it's just a setting sun
on the rise
come take these wings and try
it's a world full of butterflies
well i'd like to take you
where the light
of the day began
where the sun
always breaks through
shinin down like a friend
i felt you shaking
awake from your dream
like a child
take your heart
from its' breaking
and lean on a smile
i'm not afraid of dyin
it's just a setting sun
on the rise
come take these wings and try
it's a world full of butterflies
sister, no wonder
you won't raise your head
to the sky
you're afraid of thunder
but it's the fourth of july
Bye Bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
[Chorus]
Monday, 13 July 2009
Friday, 10 July 2009
《如果生病》
我一直在想，如果这个时候的我生病了，会有人来关心吗？
最近的大家，都为了这个可恶的H1N1而闹得鸡犬不宁...大家都害怕大家突然间发烧、喉咙痛、伤风、留鼻水、打喷嚏等等...
在前线的我们，也由其是我们这一科，没有办法在上课时段要求学生佩戴口罩，运动的时候担心会闷死掉...结果，我担心我们感染的机率会很高。可是，就是没办法啊！
所以...
如果我这个时候生病了...大家会不会是退避三舍？
就像今天在中国小学那样，那里的老师家长们看到我们是循人的，都弹得远远的...像见鬼那样~~~ =_=''
我应该很健康，没事的...呵呵~~~
加油了！！
最近的大家，都为了这个可恶的H1N1而闹得鸡犬不宁...大家都害怕大家突然间发烧、喉咙痛、伤风、留鼻水、打喷嚏等等...
在前线的我们，也由其是我们这一科，没有办法在上课时段要求学生佩戴口罩，运动的时候担心会闷死掉...结果，我担心我们感染的机率会很高。可是，就是没办法啊！
所以...
如果我这个时候生病了...大家会不会是退避三舍？
就像今天在中国小学那样，那里的老师家长们看到我们是循人的，都弹得远远的...像见鬼那样~~~ =_=''
**********************************
我应该很健康，没事的...呵呵~~~
加油了！！
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