烦恼

烦恼似乎离不开人
人可以没有烦恼吗？
就连僧人，圣人都会有烦恼
别告诉我什么皆空的道理
尽是废话

僧人烦什么？
再怎么平常心
也会担心佛堂要如何维持呀！
庙宇要重建
需要钱啊！可钱从哪来？
要安排法会了，
要买的东西，
要装饰的物品
还有许许多多
零零碎碎的事情要管啊！
谁说僧人会没有烦恼？

圣人烦什么？

圣人就是为世人立法则的人
圣人的言行，大都是世人的法则
圣人能制定 法则，设立规矩，而为万世法
圣人利万物而不争，法自然而无为

好深奥的一番话
既然圣人为立法则的人
那它也会为他所里出来的法则
而烦恼
所谓的法则
有多少人在遵循着？
既然是人无法跟从
是否意味着
他的法则有问题？
从来没有人
质疑过圣人的法则
那敢问
他的法则，就一定是对的吗？
一定是完美无瑕嘛？
圣人就不需要检讨吗？

所以啊
在我的字典里
只要是人
就会有烦恼
甚至天上的神仙
地下的妖魔鬼怪
都会烦恼
更何况我们只是普通的贫民百姓！

我们有烦恼
也是正常的
只是看我们如何去看待而已
重点是
不要逃避问题
这样只会将问题的雪球
越滚越大而已
学习面对烦恼
解决烦恼
坐着守株待兔
绝对不是最佳的解决方案

走向烦恼
走向问题
才是上上策

Finally

Finally, I had finished all my assignments~~~

Now I'm just waiting for the exams...on the 14th and the 19th...after that, is my holiday trip to PENANG!!! I do hope my little Gie gie can join the trip... (dun bother your family matters la...play hard first...hehe~~)

Sounds relax now...but sooner I'm going to headache with my industrial training...should I go for ntv 7, or go for the bridal shop as an editor n videographer?

After I complete my course, what should I do? Why they do not prefer I work as a PE teacher? What's the problem to be a PE teacher?

Should I work in the media line? work in production house? or PE teacher? production house? PE teacher?

What I want for my future actually???

A stable lifestyle...a stable job...a stable income enough for me to survive in TOWN...what else???

无题

他是一个爱自由的人
究竟是习惯了一个人生活？
还是目前还无法适应
身边多了一个人？

习惯了没有约束
习惯了不用交待
习惯了进出自如
习惯了四处奔波

他说
再给他一点时间
让他去适应
让他学习身边多了一个你
一个崇爱自由的人
有那么容易习惯吗？
他需要多长的时间？
三个月？
半年？
一年？
三年？
还是十年？

还是
他根本还未定下心来？

童话故事

童话故事里的公主
永远都是漂亮斯文
被人捧在手心呵护

童话故事里的王子
永远都是高大威猛
一定是保护公主的英雄

然而
现实是
公主就只是摆在那里
让人欣赏
公主不懂得大小事务
公主的生活
可是无聊的很
重男轻女的时代
公主也不需要
学习太多的知识
再加上三步不出闺门
只有留在闺房
勤练刺绣
懂得琴棋书画
还必须要知道
如何将自己
打扮得漂漂亮亮
就够了

而王子
除了高大威猛
还要是英俊潇洒
风度翩翩
威风凛凛
饱读诗书
满腹经论
王子啊
还要练得一身好武功
所以
王子自哺出娘胎
就好不得空

童话故事里
英雄自古爱美人
英雄救美
更是剧情所需

王子和公主
一定有机会
有缘分相遇
相知、相惜
然后
排除万难
一起共度余生

你相信童话故事吗？
还是
你就是
童话故事里的王子和公主？

我不是童话故事中
漂亮的公主
但
我一定是
他心目中
永远的公主...

人心难测

有个人
到今天
我还是提防着

我不知道
他葫芦里卖什么药
更不了解
他在打什么算盘

打从事件的发生
我就怀疑他的为人
待人没有真诚过

他的所作所为
我们旁人
永远不会知道实情
更不知道
谁会因此得益

居心叵测
人言可畏
还是小心为上
不信为妙

Parliament Trip

I was late this morning...until I heard my handphone sms tone, I was shock and the sun already rose up...it was 7.45am...I suppose to reach uni before 8am...

It's an important day because me and my classmates who doing the Media Law and Ethics, are going to parliament!!!

I was in a rush in the early morning...I had to get myself prepared in 10minutes...

This is the 2nd time I been to the parliament...this time is meaningful because at least I know some of the issue that they are dicussing, and I have some improvement for me hearing...hearing on BM and Eng...compare with last time I went was in 2002...


It is a windy morning, and as usual, on the way to parliament, we have to passby those heavy traffic jam area such as Jalan Sungai Besi, Jalan Istana and Jalan Duta...we reached there at 9am, and we had a light breakfast in their so called "canteen"...

After waiting for the person in charge to explain about the parliament things, which we can actually learn fr class..but I dunno why the student fr one of the local famous university --> U#M, they keep asking lots of questions...

Anyway, this is not important...

After we all sit in the parliament, the hundreds over seats, most of them are empty..meaning that there's a lot of MP didn't come for the meeting...

Oh ya...share with you a SECRET!!! for these meetings, the MP come and they get back allowances...and it's RM 200 per day!!! Imagine they going to have the meeting in the whole month, from Mon to Thurs, there's 18 days of meeting for this month, they can get RM 3,600.00 as allowance!!! These are the money from the RAKYAT~~~

AND...

if the MP just sit in for 5 minutes, they still get pay...

In the meeting, I saw one of the MP who was sleeping, the head keep nodding, seems like agree with the points of Minister of Women and Welfare, Puan Sharizat speech...

Some of them who playing with their HPs...ya..it's HPs...he has 2 HPs...and I guess he was playing his infared thingy or bluetooth thingy...

Some of the MP really didn't pay attention to what their discussing about...dreaming in the Dewan...just attend and get the allowance, perhaps they not...

There's one topic they discussed about, is the PERBAHASAN...The MP keep encourage is to promote BM and Speak good BM...guess what...even they themselve, couldn't speak proper BM in the parliament...how are they going to promote this things?

Furthurmore, you can see the MPs keep going in and out from the Dewan...they are not respectful enough to the Yang Di-Pertua...

Some of the MPs talking crap in the meeting...and even not answering the question that asked by others MP...

This meeting, they brought up a lot of issues, but seems never come to conclusion...and the chairman is just come for duty, every hour change another person...I doubt whether they really know how's the meeting goes..and what's the topic they discussing...

Anyway, this trip is fun and nice...we have seen lots of things, but the most pity thing was we couldn't wait until Lim Kit Siang voice out his opinion...we have to leave at 12sth...

Today is the last day for the parliament meetings...and tomorrow they are going to talk about the 9th plan of Malaysia, which we are not allow to sit in...only for those who are invited...

After the trip...only one thing comes to my mind...be the MP and you will get good pay...just for your attandence of the meeting...you never need to talk...you can just have a nap...if feel boring, you can go out to the canteen there have a cup of coffee, then only come back...or you can just attend for the first hours, then leave...

Consider it...you might get good PAY wor...

HAHAHAHHA~~~

it’s the ‘TAGGED’ time again

Four Movies I would watch over and over again
1) Wushu Video Clips...
2) The Sound of Music
3) ??
4) ??
Aparently I have no time for movie now...

Four Places I’ve lived
1) An old Flat next to the Siam Temple
2) Cheras Maluri, 5 minutes walk to Jusco
3) Kajang, New Era college hostel and off campus hostel
4) Taman Taynton

Four Places I’ve been on vacation
1) Thailand, Hatyai
2) Singapore
3) Hong Kong
4) Penang, Malacca, Seremban

Four Nicknames I’ve been given
1) Tong Yun
2) Ching Tong
3) Leng Tong
4) ?? it's only that 3 I can remember...

Four Things I could NOT lived without
1) Food
2) Water
3) My Doggie
4) My Honey =_="

Four of my Favourite Food
1) Wan Tan Mee
2) Half Boil Egg
3) Seremban Lou Shu Fun (it's totally different with others)
4)

Four Places I would rather be right now
1) China
2) Australia
3) Malacca (to meet my Honey... :p)
4) Greece (a place that I wish to go since I started my athlete life...)

Five things I can do (totally agreed with Mighty Lizard... ^_^)
1) I can walk
2) I can see
3) I can smell
4) I can talk and taste
5) I can hear too!!

Four friends that I’ve tagged that I think will respond
1) TNee Cha
2) Winnie Chua
3) Poh Hean #if she can have a break from her programming
4) Jasmine #it's your time to have sth English in your blog...haha~~

珍惜

他在戏院里
而我
正为他没告诉我看戏的事儿
而懊恼着
两个人之间
是否应该将所有事
都向对方禀告

我真的非常珍惜
珍惜我们的感情
珍惜能够在一起
一起相处的日子

今早
随着我的老师
到云顶拍摄他的电影
在他给他的演员指导时
他说了这么样的一件事

有位女教师
在授课当儿
接到她医生的一通电话

就在电话上
医生竟然通过电话
告诉老师说
说她患上癌症！

那一刻
老师马上就哭了起来
她还有半堂课
却无法控制情绪
继续授课

人生
就是这样
五味参杂
谁也不能肯定
谁也不会知道
下一秒会发生的事

而我老师的这部电影
也在叙述一个瞎眼女孩
为了在自己癌症病发前
赶着将自己的作品
尽快拍摄完毕

就在女孩的电影
上映的那一天
他的摄影师
百般无奈

在他和女孩相处的那一段日子
他竟然没有发现到
她“赶”的理由
她走了
她就连自己的电影上映
都没办法出席
因为
她永远都不能出席了

他爱上了她
是她
改变了他
然而
命运弄人
有情人无法终成眷属
这是
一生的遗憾

我不想要这种遗憾
我不想要任何遗憾
所以我学会了珍惜
珍惜我俩之间的每一刻

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忙碌●困境

接近学期末了
我们都忙着自己的功课
还有可恶的考试

越是接近毕业
越是让我担心
我的未来出路

我可曾后悔
选择了武术
而放弃了体育系？

如今
我告诉自己
我要回到母校
选择我最爱的工作

可是
就差那么一张纸
我能否胜任？

我的困境
我的未来
我该如何选择？

宠而不坏

你的家人宠你吗？
你的爱人宠你吗？
你的朋友宠你吗？
你的兄弟姐妹宠你吗？
你的师长宠你吗？

我们都会被人宠
我们都会被人爱
懂得爱自己
别人才会加倍爱我们

有没有看过
被人宠坏的小孩？
被人宠坏的情人？
被人宠坏的千金？
被人宠坏的少爷？

我常不自觉地认为
被宠坏的
都是可怜人
一旦有一天
宠他们的人不在了
这些人
该如何继续活下去？

当你正宠着一个人
同时也要让她明白
有一天
你也会离她而去
学习宠而不坏
学习在适当的时候放手
不是每一件事
都必须保护着她
过分的保护
只会让她退化
让她遗忘了独立生活

当我听到你
处处在维护着她
不让她碰这
也不让她碰那
最后
她会忘了如何照顾自己

学习宠而不坏...