一通很突然的电话，一个很突然的决定...
晨曦，太阳初露脸蛋，微风习习。一个非常阳光的早晨，带着非常阳光的心情，正要出门之际，接到了一通很突然的电话。
该来的，终究还是来了。
我该带她离开...寻找一个更适合她的地方。我的无能，让我在别无他法的情况下，选择了抛弃！
我抛弃了她！
我开着车子，兜了好久、好久...我喂她吃着罐头食品，让她至少还是饱着肚子...
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从今以后，你得独自生活了！没有任何人的照顾情况下，千万要懂得过马路、不要随便吃垃圾食物。你要懂得如何寻找栖身之所、下雨天，没人能够替你该被单了！
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她似乎不知道我打算抛弃她。一下车，她就往草推理蹦蹦跳跳。没一会儿，就越过了马路到对面的大操场。
在她的字典里，似乎只有玩乐！
那她以后的三餐该怎么办？
夜深了，雾水打在身上，格外的刺骨寒冷。她，躲在哪个角落了啊？有睡好吗？会冷吗？刚刚有吃饱吗？有没有被人欺负？
是我选择了将她给抛弃！我没有办法原谅自己！当初我就不应该同意把她带回家！
对不起~~~对不起~~~对不起......
我知道我再怎么道歉，你也听不见，或许你会不介意，但是我真的过意不去，我真的很内疚，很痛心...只恨我自己没有用，真的没有用！！
我看着倒后镜，缓缓地将车子开走...眼泪已经不听使唤，像水喉般，稀里哗啦地流着...
你们当然不会有所感觉，因为，是我亲自将她给抛弃...你们不会了解到我有多伤心，我有多心痛...你们不会了解...
Sunday, 11 September 2005
Friday, 9 September 2005
All pass
I have just got to know that I had pass all my subjects for the last sem...although it jus a pass, i'm very satisfy with it because that's my elective subjects, somemore it's not that familiar to these 2 subjects..
No matter how, I have did my best to study on it and did my assignment...
This sem will be a bit busy. I just take 1 subject, but the spare time I need to go back to office for my part time...there's where my pocket money come from...haha~~
I will be very busy for this short sem...it's a very busy life...but I enjoy it...hehe~
No matter how, I have did my best to study on it and did my assignment...
This sem will be a bit busy. I just take 1 subject, but the spare time I need to go back to office for my part time...there's where my pocket money come from...haha~~
I will be very busy for this short sem...it's a very busy life...but I enjoy it...hehe~
Thursday, 8 September 2005
Treasure what you have...
Just a little story for you:
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were aloving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.
The boy playfully went to the medicine bottleand, fascinated with itscolor, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant foradults in small dosages. When the child showed signs of poisoning them other took him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned.She was terrified how to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife anduttered just four words.
1. What were the four words?
2. What is the implication of this story?
The husband just said, "I Love You Darling ".
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. He is indeed a genius in human relationships. The child is dead. He can neverbe brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with themother. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective,there would be much fewer problems in the world. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him alittle. To be happy with a woman you must understand her a lot and love herwith all your heart.
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears AND you will find things are actually not so difficult as you think."
Thereare many beautiful, charming and wonderful men and women here on earth, it's just a matter of who you get to meet along the way and who youchoose to end up with for the rest of your life.
"Love has its owntime, season and reason. You can't ask for it to stay. You can only embrace it when it comes and be glad that for a moment in your life, it was your!
Wednesday, 7 September 2005
聚会
这是我毕业了10年以后的事情，我第一次参加小学同学的聚会！
凯璇，秀晶，Baby，晓莹，荣威，书玲，仕恒，佩仪，若伟，庆中
好开心！实在是感动！我真的没有想过，还可以和大家聚一聚。毕竟失去了联络那么久，也不知道从何找起。
缘分，往往就是那么巧妙，不需要刻意的，随缘就好。自然而然，就会在你面前出现。
我突然好想念我的小学朋友...
傅文辉，陈明吉，萧春雄，何彩玲，慧君，郭佩珊，李慧珊，王美美，罗国华...还有很多很多，有的都记不起名字了！！
小学的文章常常会写到，什么“时光飞逝”、“一眨眼”、“一刹那”、“一瞬间”...那时候的我们，那里会了解到个中意义？现在，就真的深深感受到了，甚至有老的感觉...哈哈！！
我的朋友，真得好开心能够见回你们~~
凯璇，秀晶，Baby，晓莹，荣威，书玲，仕恒，佩仪，若伟，庆中
好开心！实在是感动！我真的没有想过，还可以和大家聚一聚。毕竟失去了联络那么久，也不知道从何找起。
缘分，往往就是那么巧妙，不需要刻意的，随缘就好。自然而然，就会在你面前出现。
我突然好想念我的小学朋友...
傅文辉，陈明吉，萧春雄，何彩玲，慧君，郭佩珊，李慧珊，王美美，罗国华...还有很多很多，有的都记不起名字了！！
小学的文章常常会写到，什么“时光飞逝”、“一眨眼”、“一刹那”、“一瞬间”...那时候的我们，那里会了解到个中意义？现在，就真的深深感受到了，甚至有老的感觉...哈哈！！
我的朋友，真得好开心能够见回你们~~
Tuesday, 6 September 2005
Learn to Love
Learn to love the people who are with you at present. Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes. That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime... having faith will make it last.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter... hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it. But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why?
Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define... and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it Love.
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your steps. He has plans and He has His time. God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late. It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
It hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe in lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything changes. That is why it takes courage to love, knowing it might end anytime... having faith will make it last.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter... hoping that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it. But do you know that sometimes love enters through the back door and before you begin to notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?
Have you ever hated someone and loved him so?
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made you cry?
Have you ever seen someone left alone without knowing why?
Lucky is the man who wins the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel guilty nor the right word to say when you like a person but love really matters when we share our thoughts, our minds, and our hearts.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and the skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard to define... and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in love in mutual weirdness and call it Love.
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pain, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your steps. He has plans and He has His time. God's clock is never one minute early nor one minute late. It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you have never seen or felt without them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. Bad experiences indeed make you bitter but the lessons learned should make you better.
It hurts to see someone you love happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you more to see that person unhappy with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a heart that will love you at your worst, then you have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH
Thursday, 1 September 2005
超越另一个自我
前有阻碍，奋力把它冲开。
运用炽热的爱，转动心中期待。
血在澎湃，激起你的命脉。
牵住每分每秒，编织美好未来。
超越另一个自我，
实现每一承诺。
吃苦算什么，流汗算什么。
全力耕耘自己的梦。
超越另一个自我，
唤醒沉睡的心窝。
用青春烈火走入未来，
掌握所有的所有。
p/s: 感谢安利(中国佛山),让我找到这首歌的歌词...
运用炽热的爱，转动心中期待。
血在澎湃，激起你的命脉。
牵住每分每秒，编织美好未来。
超越另一个自我，
实现每一承诺。
吃苦算什么，流汗算什么。
全力耕耘自己的梦。
超越另一个自我，
唤醒沉睡的心窝。
用青春烈火走入未来，
掌握所有的所有。
p/s: 感谢安利(中国佛山),让我找到这首歌的歌词...
Tuesday, 30 August 2005
全国武术锦标赛2005
2005年的全国武术锦标赛终于落幕。
回想当天的州选拔赛，教练及理事们仅允许我们参加传统拳术及器械，而竞赛套路，选择了静观其变！也许教练的选择是正确的，不让我们成为新套路的牺牲者。只是，眼看着所有朋友都参赛，自己则坐在一旁充当录影师，心中的失落感倍增！
连续三天的比赛，看到各州的选手，越来越年轻化。看着一个个小不点儿努力地作出一个接一个的难度动作，实在是佩服得五体投地！我扪心自问，我又付出了多少的心机来练习？即使付出了，年龄及自身的天赋就经已大大限制了我的进度。
近来的我，已经退步了许多，也不知道年尾的嘉年华会可否继续比赛。
我想豁出去了！把一切的希望都放在今年尾的比赛。只有仅仅的三个月时间，算起来也只有36次的练习。要好好加油了！
回想当天的州选拔赛，教练及理事们仅允许我们参加传统拳术及器械，而竞赛套路，选择了静观其变！也许教练的选择是正确的，不让我们成为新套路的牺牲者。只是，眼看着所有朋友都参赛，自己则坐在一旁充当录影师，心中的失落感倍增！
连续三天的比赛，看到各州的选手，越来越年轻化。看着一个个小不点儿努力地作出一个接一个的难度动作，实在是佩服得五体投地！我扪心自问，我又付出了多少的心机来练习？即使付出了，年龄及自身的天赋就经已大大限制了我的进度。
近来的我，已经退步了许多，也不知道年尾的嘉年华会可否继续比赛。
我想豁出去了！把一切的希望都放在今年尾的比赛。只有仅仅的三个月时间，算起来也只有36次的练习。要好好加油了！
Tuesday, 23 August 2005
若有个男孩为你哭...
若有个男孩为你哭,他应该可以陪你走一生...
一个朋友告诉我，他哭了，为了一个女孩。
“你一定很爱很爱她吧。”
“是爱到不知道怎么办才好。”
“是吗？”
“男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了
如果你拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生
如果你放弃了他，他会很难再回到以前的自己。”
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男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱。
男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。
女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。
女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会毁掉一个人…
To My Dear,
I choose to hold your hand, forever...
一个朋友告诉我，他哭了，为了一个女孩。
“你一定很爱很爱她吧。”
“是爱到不知道怎么办才好。”
“是吗？”
“男孩在你面前哭说明他已经快要窒息了
如果你拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生
如果你放弃了他，他会很难再回到以前的自己。”
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男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有面对最爱的人时，才会变得脆弱。
男孩，不轻易哭泣，只有在太爱你的时候，才会放下自尊。
女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请拉住他的手，他真的可以陪你走完一生。
女孩，如果有个男孩为你哭，请不要放弃他，也许一个选择会毁掉一个人…
To My Dear,
I choose to hold your hand, forever...
Thursday, 18 August 2005
田荣喜语录
1. 往上找人，往下扎根
2. 你的世界由你的嘴创造
3. 找要得人，不是找需要的人
4. 勇敢建立人数
5. 行孝行善不能等
6. 只要开口，就有50%的机会
7. 不要怕线多，线多才可以找到大将，找出有欲望的人，想改变自己的人
2. 你的世界由你的嘴创造
3. 找要得人，不是找需要的人
4. 勇敢建立人数
5. 行孝行善不能等
6. 只要开口，就有50%的机会
7. 不要怕线多，线多才可以找到大将，找出有欲望的人，想改变自己的人
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